(Not) The Substitute

Eps 126 - Logic and Feelings

"Men are more inclined to logic, women are more inclined to feeling..."

"And logically, Nadine and I are just friends, I'm not interested in her in the least, so it doesn't make sense if she's the cause of problems in our household..."

"But I'm trying to feel like I'm in your position, honey. Trying to think and feel, like if it's true what d say Liam, Jessy, Mama, and you? I'm sorry I thought everything was okay, but our relationship almost cracked because of my mistakes that I never realized. I was wrong with my thinking, wrong in my viewpoint of our relationship. That's why, brother please, forgive brother, dear"

Elnaz closed her lips tightly but her glassy eyes heard what her husband revealed so sincerely, Elnaz stared right at the two irises of her husband's beautiful eyes, looking for lies and seriousness, but Elnaz only found sincerity and honesty.

The clock shows at 2 am, Arfan did not sleep even a little because he continued to ring with what was said by his two friends and also by his mother-in-law. He also continued to try to understand his wife's feelings.

And when Elnaz wakes up wanting to pee, Arfan quickly expresses his feelings and apologizes many times, he even followed Elnaz to the bathroom and waited for Elnaz who was urinating.

At first Elnaz was still cold and did not ignore Arfan in the slightest, but Arfan did not give up and continued to say a sincere apology. Until Elnaz returns to his bed now.

"El, please, dear. Sorry brother..."

"It's late, brother. As soon as he sleeps" said Elnaz trying not to touch Arfan when his heart was not bear on Arfan who continues to whine apologizing to him.

Elnaz pulled the blanket and slept sideways, turning his back on Arfan who was sighing heavily, Arfan went to lie behind Elnaz and hugged his wife. Arfan peeped at Elnaz's head many times.

"Honey, from now on big brother will be more hearty, big brother promise.." whining his.

"If you need to, change your number, let Nadine not call you anymore..."

"Don't want to block him?" ask Elnaz with a ketus.

"Yes, if you want your brother to block him, okay. But if later there is an important business, brother unblock ya" Elnaz cast his lips to hear the answer of her husband, while Arfan just chuckled.

"Sister was just kidding' he said later.

" All right" to Elnaz again.

"I'm sorry, El..."

"Honey, let's go..."

"Later our baby is sad if you are angry with our baby's Papa"

.........

"El, I'm sorry..."

"Have dong mengambeknya..."

"Elnaz darling..."

"Ck, what the hell is sister?" ketus Elnaz is upset that Arfan continues to stick to her who is currently washing rice in the sink.

While Miss Isna who was cutting meat grimaced to see the behavior of Arfan who had been attached to Elnaz like a tuyul child.

Arfan did not give up on apologizing to his wife, from morning until night again if necessary.

Morning inj Arfan only wears his boxer and sleeveless t-shirt. He coiled his hands under the large belly of Elnaz and resuscitated his chin on the shoulders of Elnaz, making it difficult for Elnaz to move anything else to walk while Arfan did not want to get away.

"Sorry first." whine Arfan again.

"Kh..." Elnaz was back in annoyance.

"Sister knows you're wrong, come on, El... In sorry yes"

"Fan, your wife's big belly is torturing you know, plus you're glendotan continues to be the same she is, the more difficult she is... '' reprimand her late mother-in-law who could not bear to see Arfan's behavior. Even he was a little surprised by Arfan's magical behavior. Because as far as Bu Isna knows, Arfan is an authoritative adult man. While her daughter was just a labile teenager, what did she witness this morning?

"You need to apologize first." whine Arfan again still attached to Elnaz who was taking milk from the refrigerator.

"Then, so sensitive husband dong, brother. Already El remind too" sniffed Elnaz at the end of his.

"Yes, I don't think you have the same taste as Nadine..."

"Ish, don't mention her name in El's house" said Elnaz who made Arfan grimace.

"O... Okey" his great-granddaughter "So because you think you don't feel like you, yeah it won't be a problem"

"Not everything can be measured by logic, Brother" Elnaz said after he sipped a glass of milk.

"Although if there is no taste, there is no taste here. But there's a feeling the wife should take care of, brother. Jealousy is sick..." Elnaz said with a trembling voice and his eyes again felt hot given his annoyance he had on Nadine

"What else he asked to pick up brother, if by chance passing continue to go together still makes sense. Did he ask to pick up the husband of the other man in his house, wait for two more hours, and brother still mad at me in front of him?" exclaimed Elnaz with a breath of breath, at the end he could let out his unackle now, tears even seeping out and flowing freely on his cheeks.

"El was upset every time Nad Nad was deletin brother, but that made El's heart hurt when the brother even angry El in front of him, Sis even apologized to him on behalf of el right? I hear you, what's wrong El? If he was in El's position, he would have done the same thing" Elnaz exclaimed, wiping his tears on his cheeks.

Arfan immediately pulled Elnaz into his arms, Elnaz tried to rebel but Arfan kept her gently clenched. Now that guilt had surrounded his heart, Arfan was too late to guard his wife's heart.

"Sorry, Honey... Sorry" Arfan said in a trembling voice. He rubbed his wife's head and pecked her head repeatedly while continuing to mutter apologies incessantly no matter her mother-in-law who witnessed it.

Men are more inclined to logic, so it is very difficult for him to be sensitive to his woman's feelings, but that does not mean he can not keep his woman's feelings if he wants.

Women are more inclined to feelings, so they are more jealous, more prone to prejudice, and more likely to feel and be aware of their ongoing relationship, whether it is okay or not.