You're Me She

83. Goodbye to the past

The densely creeping streets of Kota welcome Devonna's arrival in Jakarta City. The middle-aged woman who immediately flew to the city of Jakarta, from her home country, also looked impatient, when the taxi she was riding tried to break through the streets of the Capital of the Country.

"Is there an alternative way?" Devonna asks who wants to get to the hospital, where Alia is being treated.

"No ma'am." The taxi driver he was riding.

Devonna just sighed deeply, then exhaled with an annoyed look on her face.

He has not been back to this country for long. Since her breakup with Anton, and escape along with her affair. Devonna came back a few years ago. He was still Anton's wife. The man often came home late at night and got drunk. While Devonna began to feel unable to bear because several times he tried to give the best understanding for his small family, but always ignored by Anton. Not only about often coming home drunk, Anton also does not care about Devonna's feelings. He openly brought another woman, or even a path with another woman. Loneliness also hit Devonna who has not been touched by Anton for a long time. Then came another man, none other than Anton's personal assistant. The gentle and kind man offered love for himself. But is there a man who is truly sincere, when approaching another man's wife?

Blind because of love, Devonna demanded divorce and asked for gono gini's treasure. After he left with his mistress. But without Devonna knowing is, the victim is the child of his own puppet. Since then, Alia has lost her way. Luckily the girl is taken care of by her oma, Laila, who can still provide direction in Alia's life.

There is a sense of regret in Devonna's heart when it turns out that her chosen man is not much different from Anton. The first year, her relationship with the man was fine. But because the man was unemployed in Devonna State, the man began to despair. He often spent Devonna's money and became a dependent on alcohol. The man started playing to Devonna when she was emotional. Devonna caught the man playing with another woman. The feeling of unbearable destruction. That's what Devonna felt. So he kept his farewell with the man of his choice from Anton and Alia.

But today he returned at Anton's own request, and he agreed to his arrival to meet Alia. There was a sense of happiness in his heart because he had not met Alia for a long time. Although the embarrassment could not be avoided from Anton and the man's family.

Nearly an hour passed, and Devonna finally arrived at her destination hospital. After paying the taxi fare, Devonna got out of the taxi with her suitcase, which the taxi driver had just dropped off. He stepped into the hospital building with an uncertain heart. Until his feet reached the ICU room, where Alia is still in care in the room.

With hesitation, he knocked on the door of the room that should not be visited. But at Anton's request, everything can be arranged by the man. Devonna slowly opened the door of the room, then her eyes looked at Anton who was standing up as he realized his arrival. Even with Alia who looked surprised by the presence of Devonna.

"Mama!" Alia Seru.

Without wasting any time, Devonna ran over to Alia and hugged her daughter tightly.

"I miss you so much dear!" Speak with great feeling. While Anton can only stare at the meeting of the mother and child with teary eyes holding back tears.

Satisfied with hugging Alia, Devonna looked at Anton and approached the man. There was still a loving look that Anton gave to Devonna. After all, Anton realized his mistake all along to Devonna. Otherwise because of her troubled self, it would be impossible for Devonna to just leave her alone. Devonna still seems to love Anton. All could be felt from the look in their eyes.

Maybe at the breakup, they look like they hate each other. But as the distance separates and the time passes, each of them begins to realize that the love in their heart never dies. Especially that makes Anton began to realize that he still loves and needs Devonna is, because of the problems that befall Alia. Anton begins to realize, if the women who come and go from his life are not sincere to him. Even with the figures of the women, none of them were able to replace Devonna as a wife. Indeed, he had hoped Tasya could replace the figure of Devonna as wife. But he was wrong, it turns out that his desire was Devonna who accompanied him to death.

Anton smiles at Devonna, and Devonna hugs Anton tightly. Without words, they vented out the taste they had been craving just by hugging tightly and for so long. Both of them were crying, regretting how stupid they had been in the past. Their emotions were not as stable as they were right now. The household contains only selfishness. Even goodbye cannot be avoided.

Alia could only stare at the harmony that was now beginning to awaken again between her parents. His heart now felt happy and happy. How not? One step away he will see his parents reunited. The life that he had longed for would return to his life that had felt devastated by the divorce of his parents.

"Will you go back to being my wife?" Anton asked as he hugged Devonna on his knees. The middle-aged woman was shocked, especially when she saw Anton take out their wedding ring first, which Devonna left behind when she ran away from Anton's house.

"A-ka-you still keep her?" Devonna asked with an incredulous look.

"Yes, because deep down inside my heart, you will not be replaced. This I kept, and now you're back. It'll still be yours."

Devonna covered her mouth with her palm. Tears kept flowing down her cheeks.

"Are you serious?" Ask Devonna again.

"i'm serious. Will you marry me again?" Anton asked Devonna.

Without a doubt, Devonna who still loves Anton nodded in agreement.

"Yes, I'm willing."

Everyone smiles happily. Anton put the ring in the hands of his original owner, Devonna. While Alia who is still drooping limp, also felt that incredible happiness. At that time, he also concluded, everyone who has ever been guilty, will again find happiness and peace of life, when he can think that he has been guilty and willing to apologize. Even with Alia's current life, even though she was guilty of her foolish decision, she still had the opportunity to feel happiness, even if she was not with the Son. Happiness can be achieved by all means, the proof is just by seeing his parents get along again, Alia already feels great happiness.

Now there is nothing else that Alia fears, her life will be fine, even if what she wants is not achieved. God will replace that sadness with another happiness.

Alia smiled, she wiped her tears and returned the embrace of her parents who were now hugging her. It was just a word of thanks that he was able to say to his parents. Because those who want to melt their egos, then the happiness can be felt Alia again.

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"Life is only about time. Step forward, achieve happiness, then live life to the best of it. Say goodbye to the past." - De'rini-