You're Me She

40. Wife-to-be

"Darling.get up.." There was a soft whisper in Banyu's ear.

"That voice..." His inner.

"Later to work.." The voice sounded back. Slowly Banyu opened his two eyes that felt heavy. Samar looks the figure of a woman who sits on the edge of the bed and smiles at him.

"Ti-Tika!" Suddenly he sat up and looked at Tika with a confused look. His eyes now glazed over and looked straight at the face of the woman he so longed for.

"Why? How come I see me like that? Come on get up, have a shower and have breakfast with me."

"Eyeah..."

"Yes baby?" Tika undoes her intention to move from her seat, then she looks at Banyu who is still flabbergasted looking at her.

"What's wrong?" Ask Tika again.

"You-you... W-did I dream? I-I-I don't believe this.. You-you're still alive?" Banyu tried to bring his face closer, to see the details of every inch of the Creator's perfect carving on his wife's face.

"Darling... Why are you?" Tika smiled sweetly and touched both cheeks of Banyu with her hands that felt very cold to Banyu.

"Your hands are so cold, are you sick?" Asked Banyu who was still looking at Tika closely.

"N-no! It's a dream.it must be a dream.you're dead and..." Banyu tried to remove both of Tika's hands from her cheeks.

"Darling.hear..." Cut Tika, Banyu fell silent. His body trembled and a chaotic feeling began to invade his inner being. Between shock and happiness when he saw the presence of Tika in his room.

"I'm sorry I couldn't say goodbye to you before I left. But you have to continue your life. My mother, our world is different. You can't be like this forever. I love you, you are my last love. I want to, we're always together. But the living man needs another human being. Whether it's socializing, sharing, or loving."

Banyu was silent, there was a sense of tightness that felt extremely agonizing in his heart.

"Start a new life. I started with my new world. Be happy, that's all I want to see from you."

Tears were unstoppable again and fell on Banyu's cheek. The handsome man was crying so much. He felt that his visit to Tika's tomb yesterday and what he said while at Tika's tomb, got a direct answer from Tika.

"I'll calm down, if you can be happy and move on with your life. Please open yourself up, don't torture yourself. I've come a long way and I won't be able to come back. Forget about me and start by loving another woman. Living in a family and having children. I just want to see you happy from there."

"How could I forget you? Impossible Tika..!"

"Ssttt...!" Tika landed her index finger on Banyu's thin lips.

"Mas, sometimes God chooses the best path for us. But it is we who often resist. If we enjoy every groove given by the Creator, we will always be able to receive. Whether it's about sadness, disappointment, failure, love, happiness, or anything else. Believe in me, believe what God has chosen for your destiny. If you love me, start a new life. You want me to be as happy as your promise that always wants to make me happy?"

Banyu looked at Tika with a look full of sadness, then he nodded slowly.

"If you do, I'll be very happy if you start thinking about your future again."

Banyu was speechless, he lowered his face deeply.

"Darling.don't ever feel like betraying me. Step forward. Continue your life."

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Banyu flinched from his sleep, with his chest tight and wildly moving eyes looking around his bedroom. His breathing was breathless and both his eyes felt wet.

"Aika!" Her screeches. Then he got out of his bed and walked to the living room while calling his late wife's name.

"Anything! Nick!" Call it with an intonation of a voice that sounds so lost.

All the rooms he entered one by one, until his footsteps stopped on the porch of the house. Both of his eyes were glued to the Orchid flower plant of Tika. The flower seemed to wither for no reason. He sat on the floor right on the terrace. She squeezed her hair and drowned her face between her knees.

"Eyeah...." His whispers are soft.

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This morning I thought hard about my fate. Right now, there was only one man who was ready to marry her. About feeling? of course Tasya is not so sure. The son is good and is very suitable to be a substitute father for Rafis. But, somehow Tasya continued to feel doubtful.

"Is it because of Banyu?" Inner Tasya who was questioning about his doubts to accept the proposal of the Son.

Tasya rubbed his face in panic and let out a long sigh. Then he grabbed his coffee cup and started sipping his coffee.

"Mas Banyu, he doesn't love you Bag...! He just thinks you're just his sister-in-law. So never have any feelings for her. Forget everything, start stepping for the future. Choose for sure. After all, the Son has also established a fan both towards you and your child."

Those words echoed in the corner of Tasya's heart space. He fell silent while putting his coffee glass slowly.

"Pick for sure because women need to be fought. No more fighting for men. See results? Antoni doesn't appreciate you at all!"

Tasya's heart continued to echo inciting his common sense.

"Mas Putra's.. Mas Banyu's... Putra.. Mas Banyu's..." Tasya muttered quickly while mentioning the two names of men who now often disturb his nights.

As he was considering an option, Tasya finally grabbed his cellphone and began looking for a name that he pinned to the man who is now a decision from the results of his consideration.

Owner of a sweet smile

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The son was sitting on the edge of the bed and was staring at the blue sky at noon today. He looked back, when someone opened the door and stepped into the room. Alia smiled at him. The face of the Son looks pale. Somehow he felt the girl to be a terror that greatly disturbed him.

"Hey baby, how are you today?" Alia asked as she kissed the Son's cheek as she stopped her footsteps in front of the Son.

"Ba-good.." Says the Son nervously.

"Oh yeah, me and papa haven't had time to apologize to you. I'm sorry if papa made you like this."

With a face that seemed stupid, Putra nodded slowly while continuing to look at the face of Alia who now looks very powerful over the Son.

"As an apology from us, this hospital fee has been paid by papa. And one more thing.I love you. Don't forget your promise, dear..." Alia gently kissed the cheeks of the Son who looked increasingly pale because it held back her fear.

A sreekkkk!

The son was shocked when someone opened the door of his room. He looked back and Alia looked straight ahead.

Banyu was silent on the doorstep, when he saw Alia who was standing so close in front of the Son. Banyu's eyes now point to the Son who looks nervous when he receives Banyu's gaze.

The man stepped in and closed the door slowly. Then he walked over to the Son and Alia who looked familiar in his eyes. It was like knowing the young girl, but nowhere.

"Am I interrupting?" He asked her with his typical voice that sounded heavy.

"Ti-no A'," said the Son in a stammer.

"Who are you?" Banyu asked while dropping his gaze to Alia.

"Hi om. introduce me Alia." Alia thrust her right hand in front of Banyu.

"Whom do I ask? Is it the son's girlfriend? Is it the student? His work buddy? Or..."

"Wife-to-be..."

The deg!

The atmosphere was suddenly quiet.