You're Me She

30. Banyu Message

Banyu sat in the hospital parking lot. In his right hand tucked away a cigarette, his face looked so agitated. After Tika's departure, Banyu started smoking again. After he quit smoking for the last ten years. Of course he stopped smoking because the woman next to him was very sensitive to cigarette smoke. So Banyu had no other choice, if he wanted to continue beside Tika, he had to stop his habit. But now the figure was gone, missing carrying half his breath.

While enjoying every gasp of smoke that he had just breathed from a cigarette, Banyu tried to digest why Putra was seen hiding the incident that was happening to his biological sister. This made Banyu begin to suspect Putra. The Son looks like there is no enemy. Especially because Putra had just lived in Jakarta together with Banyu.

"Personal issues? What is the problem of women? But what is the problem of women alone until it has to be like this. He almost died!" Mumbled Banyu, while playing a cigarette between his fingers.

"If it's a woman's problem, isn't it just one woman? He was already close to Tasya, why should there be another woman?" A million questions came in turn in Banyu's mind.

Cigarettes were spent in the parking lot of the hospital. Until accidentally, Banyu's eyes were fixed on Tasya and Rafis who had just come out of the hospital. He kept staring at the mother and child until Tasya and Rafis walked towards him.

"Cock here, ma'am?" Tanya Tasya who was about to head to his parked car not far from Banyu who was sitting alone.

"It's okay. You want to go home?"

"Yes, it's late at night. Poor Rafis, he's sleepy."

Banyu's eyes were fixed on the handsome Rafis who was afraid to look at him. Banyu also realized that the boy was thinking that he was a bad person, for berating the Son in front of Rafis.

"Mari mas," Tasya moved from in front of Banyu who was still sitting on the edge of the parking lot barrier.

"Ma. om it's evil huh..." Tasya was surprised and looked unpleasant to Banyu, because of the plain speech of his baby.

"Don't be so dear.. Om was only worried about papa, so he asked papa. That doesn't mean anger." Tasya to Rafis.

"I'm sorry, mas" continued Tasya who immediately apologized to Banyu.

Banyu only smiled faintly and switched off the cigarette in his hand. Then he got up from his seat and looked at Rafis with his shady gaze.

"But that looks terrible."

"Hussss..." Tasya is getting unkind to Banyu. Then he tried to invite Rafis to leave the parking lot immediately.

Banyu approached Rafis who looked nervous as he approached. He then squatted in front of the boy.

"What's your name?" Ask Rafish Banyu.

"Ra-rafis o'm." Reply Rafis groggy.

"If you're older, if anyone tries to hit you, try to defend yourself. Don't want to end up in the hospital."

Tasya frowned when he heard Banyu's words to his only child. While Rafis who was still a boy looked confused by Banyu's words, so he looked at Tasya carefully.

"But, said our mother can not fight," said Rafis who looked back at Banyu who was still crouching in front of him.

"It's not okay to fight, but we can't KO what else to go to the hospital, Ok?" Banyu patted Rafis' shoulder gently, then he stood up and looked at Tasya who was still fixated on looking at him.

"What the hell is he doing? How to teach a child who doesn't." Inner Tasya.

"Ma.. um is that papa?" Ask Rafis who is now back following the steps of Tasya who again walked to his parked car.

"Hmmmm. she. she is her brother, Papa Putra" Tasya said.

"She's better than Papa Putra? Is he good at fighting?" Rafis asked with an innocent face.

"Hmmm. Mama doesn't know son. Already, let's go home." Tasya switched the conversation by telling Rafis to get into his car immediately.

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"That kind of guy you like? Even defending himself alone he couldn't!"

Alia looked at Anton who looked annoyed at her. Then he lowered his face deeply.

"Is that so stupid of you Alia? Even when you're just praised and you're floating with his mouth that's like garbagehhhhh..!"

Alia could not defend herself, she could only sit back and regret everything that had happened. It is true, he was too absorbed in the good looks and speech style of the Son who seemed to convince himself if he was the most beautiful woman and the Son was really interested in him. Back again, many men out there are willing to talk as if he needs and likes, in fact just want to use women alone.

"Alia's air!" Jerky Anton. Instantly Alia looked at herself with eyes that were holding back tears.

"Alia loves him pa.." Alia's voice trembled, enduring the shame, heartache, and feelings she felt at this moment.

"Love? is that love? Even your mother who said she loved papa, she could leave this family! Leaving you and papa! There is no love in this world Alia! You have to be smart!"

"Why is papa like this? When there is no love in this world? With what did papa raise me? Is this not love?"

Anton was silent, his breathing was tight.

"A-alia. I mean papa..."

"Father don't generalize what's been papa's trauma to what everyone else is dealing with! Didn't mom cheat because papa started? Papa plays women often, right? Don't assume aju doesn't know the history of papa and mama!"

As if slapped, Anton swallowed his saliva and anointed his temple while bowed in.

"Lately I've been communicating with my mom a lot. He told me everything! Why such a man? Happy cheating but cheated on me and started hurting me the most!"

"Pa, Alia just wants to be happy. Alia is in love and wants to have him. Is that wrong? Alia is really in love with him. Alia doesn't care, no matter what happens, Alia wants her to end up happy with Alia. Ok if at this time he was forced to choose Alia But, Alia can make sure someday she will really love Alia!" Alia gets up from her seat and leaves Anton alone in the living room.

Now remains Anton who dwells with his own mind. He did not expect that Alia would say that to him. And he also did not expect that Devonna, his ex-wife managed to communicate again with Alia. After all access to communication he tried to block between Alia and his ex-wife.