You're Me She

66. Doubts are beginning to arise

Banyu walked behind Tasya, the man kept staring at Tasya who was walking around the hallway in a gift shop. Occasionally Banyu pretended to look busy watching the souvenirs neatly arranged on the shelf, when Tasya turned his head back and looked at him. He did not want Tasya to know that he continued to pay attention to the woman of his puja.

"It's over, we go to the cashier yuk." Take Tasya, when the souvenirs he chose for his family in Solo City are enough.

"Just this?" Banyu asked while looking at the contents of the basket he was carrying.

"Yes, my family doesn't have much. Only the nuclear family. After all, there must have been cooking to welcome Banyu mas and family." Tasya smiled looking at Banyu. But Banyu suddenly misbehaved Tasya did not mention the name of the Son, but only mentioned his name and family.

"Oh, well," Banyu said. Then Banyu and Tasya also stepped towards the cashier at the gift shop.

"Where are we going? He said he wanted to talk to me.." Tasya asked, while her groceries were being counted by the cashier.

"Hmmm.wg.." Banyu scratched his head that was not itchy, while throwing his gaze at the crowd of people who were waiting in line.

"Why the hell?" Tasya asked as she frowned and looked at Banyu with a confused look.

"Just come along, we have lunch" Banyu said, issuing his debit card.

"Loh. mas. I'm the one who pays.I'm the one who shops.." Prevent Tasya while holding the hand of Banyu who was about to hand over his debit card to the cashier who had just tidied up the Tasya groceries that had just been counted.

"Every five hundred and sixty-six thousand sir." Said the cashier.

"It's mbak." Banyu continued to force the cashier to accept his debit card.

"Don't mbak.. buar me only." Prevent Tasya, while issuing her debit card.

"So which one is mbak, mas? Again in line." Firmly the cashier.

"Have me." Banyu forced the cashier to accept his card. In order to save time and avoid debate, the cashier immediately took Banyu's card and took care of his payment. Tasya could only be silent as he looked at Banyu who was pretending to be indifferent to him.

"Mas mah is so. I'm not so good. It has been delivered, paid for, and now wants to be invited to lunch," said Tasya.

Banyu glanced at the woman while blinking one eye.

"Relax, I just got a bonus from my boss. This is all because you also choose quality goods from our company."

Tasya rounded his eyes and smiled at Banyu.

"Truly mas?"

"Yes dong.."

"Asik...! So this is the story to buy me?" Ask Tasya excitedly.

"Yes, so don't feel bad. It's all because of you." Banyu again smiled widely and rubbed the top of Tasya's head. Tasya smelled his smile as Banyu rubbed the top of his head feelingly. I don't know why he felt Banyu was so pampering himself.

"Yuk," said Banyu, while bringing souvenirs that have been packed.

"Yeah.." Sahut Tasya's.

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Banyu and Tasya walk side by side in the shop's parking lot. When they arrived at Banyu's car, Tasya entered the car first, while Banyu put the groceries in the trunk of his car and after that he followed into the car. He let out a deep breath and looked at Tasya who was wearing a seatbelt.

"Hmmm.. Bags.."

"Yes mas?" Tasya asked as she glanced at Banyu who kept staring at her.

"How about the office?" Ask Banyu again.

"I know it's very heavy."

Tasya frowned and looked at Banyu closely.

"I mean mas?"

"I heard stories about yesterday's events. Are you really okay?"

The deg!

Tasya went back to silence.

"Tasya, I know you...

"Mas..who told you?" Cut Tasya.

"Hmmm, of course Anton. Who else? He's my best friend. Whatever he'll tell me."

"Oh.." Sahut Tasya, then the woman was silent for a while.

Banyu grabbed Tasya's hand gently, then he rubbed the back of Tasya's hand with his thumb.

"Bag, you're strong.I know that. I asked about this, just because I wanted to know what you were doing. But, I see you're actually not okay."

Tasya looked at Banyu with a puddle of tears in both of her beautiful eyes.

"You can tell me anything. Even though you will officially be my sister's wife. Bag, trust me."

Tasya began to cry, pointing out her weakness as a woman who needed protection and support from someone. Without wasting time, Banyu immediately opened the Tasya seat belt that had been attached, then he grabbed the woman's body into his warm embrace.

"Bag, weep, I will not consider you weak. When we cry, it is a sign that we are trying to stay strong. You are strong Bag, I admit it," Banyu said as he rubbed Tasya's sobbing back in his arms.

"Mas... Why am I always made like this? As if I had no price. The house I used to make was like nothing. After I got divorced, I seemed to be disrespected and considered trash by my ex-family. Now, I'm in my office made like this, only because the woman was jealous of me that Mr. Anton invited to the meeting yesterday. What am I wrong, mas? Why am I always unlucky?" Tasya continued to express her dissatisfaction at her life which she felt was unfair to her.

"Not that you are great, so you are given a test that may be more than ordinary people. You are patient..." Banyu tried to calm Tasya down.

"I'm trying to be patient, but why the hell? What do they have problems with me?"

"Ssttt..." Banyu let go of his embrace and then grabbed Tasya's cheeks and rubbed Tasya's tears that kept flowing down the woman's cheeks.

"So how? Do you want to open a cake shop?"

Tasya stopped sobbing, he looked at Banyu with an incredulous look.

"I-I mean mas?"

"Now, wipe her tears first. After that we have lunch while discussing our business together," Banyu said as he grabbed a few sheets of tissue from the top of his car dashboard and handed it to Tasya who looked still confused by Banyu's words.

"Here.take his tissue, wipe his tears. I want to drive first and take you to a cool place. Not sad anymore."

With hesitation, Tasya grabbed a few sheets of tissue that Banyu gave to him. He could only continue to look at Banyu who smiled at him and then drove the car to where Banyu promised himself.

"Mas Banyu... Why are you always there at the most important times? Even the Son is not like you. Why mas? Why aren't you the one..?" Inner Tasya.

"Astaghfirullah. What am I thinking? It is not good for me to compare the goodness of Banyu and Putra. While mas Putra is a substitute figure for a father, which is very suitable for Rafis. Anyway, stay tomorrow.. yes. tomorrow I'll be engaged to the son's mas."

"But why does the Son seem to be lost to the earth at this time? We communicate only through messages. Will he really come tomorrow? Is.... Ah.. I why start doubting..." Tasya's mind again while massaging his temple that feels dizzy.