You're Me She

111. Heart Expressions

Day after day has passed, it does not feel almost two weeks already together Eijaz and the Son. The father and son looked closer, almost inseparable. The son came early in the morning and took Eijaz to school with Alia. Then he spent his time working online in coffee shops around Eijaz school. Then he would return to meet Eijaz after his son's school hours were over. While Alia, after delivering Eijaz and Putra, he went straight to his office. But different things will they do when Eijaz school holidays. They held a walk together or just a small camper in the backyard of Alia's house. Eijaz looked very happy and enjoyed his days together with the Son and also Alia.

Not only did Eijaz get closer to the Son, but Alia became more familiar with the personality of the Son. Actually, the Son is very gentle. Only during this time did he grow up to be a spoiled child and always defended. Therefore, the attitude of the Son and his way of speaking is less pleasant. But not after he learned a lot about life and social in the hotel prodeo. There is a silver lining for people who want to learn and change themselves. Now the Son became a very pleasant person, until Alia fell back in love that had long fallen asleep in the bottom of her heart.

Today is the last day of the Son in Zurich. It also happened that Eijaz was on school holidays. Early in the morning the Son was already at Alia's house and as usual, he waited for his only son to wake up from his deep sleep while helping Alia cook in the kitchen. Helping Alia cook in the kitchen is not just this once. Almost every day the Son did just that after they started to get close again. Of course it was accepted with pleasure by Alia who was always busy in the kitchen in the morning.

"What can I help you with?" Ask the Son who just arrived at Alia's house.

"Today you're fifteen minutes late. So, I'm done."

"So you don't need help? Eijaz hasn't woken up?" Ask the Son again.

"It's okay, but wash the dishes after I finish cooking. How's it?" Alia smiled as she glanced at the Son.

"Ready lady!" Sahut Putra while positioning himself with military-style respect.

Alia laughed, while putting some chicken fillets into the pan. While Putra was stunned to see the sweet smile of Alia who was getting more and more looks very sweet in his eyes. The son stepped closer to Alia, then he hugged Alia's waist from behind. At once Alia looked on in surprise at what the Son had done to her.

"W-what are you doing?" Alia looked uneasy with a close embrace of the Son on her waist.

"Ssttt. Let me hold you for a few minutes. I promise I will do nothing but just hug you. Tomorrow is my last day here. I just want to hug you, that's all."

Alia was stunned to hear the Son's explanation. Then he let the man embrace his waist and dropped his chin on Alia's shoulder. Alia could only pretend to focus on her cooking that was being attacked on the stove.

"Alisa,"

"Hmmm.."

"Once again I apologize for everything I've done."

Alia turned her head and looked at the Son whose face was so close to hers. Then because of groggy, he also returned to focus on his cooking.

"Alisa,"

"Hmm?"

"If I die in the hands of your father, at least I feel happy because I can get through my days together with Eijaz and you."

"Why should I die?" Alia turned back, now their faces were getting closer.

"Because I'm guilty, if I were to be a father to a girl, I would definitely do the same as well. I will not forgive him" said the Son in a voice that sounded like he was whispering.

Alia just laughed a little, then she tried to refocus on her cooking.

"Alia, look," Alia who was just about to turn the filet chicken she was cooking looked at Putra carefully.

"Before I really die, I want to know the truth."

"What?" Alia asked as she frowned.

"Do you still love me?" The son again asked the same thing as what he had asked at the beginning they made up. But it did not come Alia answered with certainty. Of course the Son was very curious.

Alia fell silent, then she turned the brownish filet chicken over the pan in front of her.

"Alisa..."

"Son, before you know my answer, may I ask?" Cut Alia.

"What's that?"

"Have you ever loved me?" Ask Alia again.

The son fell silent, then he let go of his embrace and twisted Alia's body to face him.

"You want me to be honest?"

"Yes.honestly." Firm Alia.

"You remember when we were on your balcony?" Ask Son.

"Yes.."

"I started to love you."

"Then? Why would....

"I'll explain exactly how I felt about you at the time."

Alia fell silent and began to pay attention to the Son's words.

"After all these days at your house, after I came home from the hospital, I actually kept watching you. This isn't bullshit talking.it's true." The son looked into Alia's eyes with earnest looking eyes.

"I see you're a good girl. It's just that you're just like me. You can't accept the word 'no' in your life. We grew up to be very spoiled children. We are obsessed with things we cannot have. Until we no longer think healthily and put our hearts aside."

Alia was speechless listening to the words about what was true, which had just come out of the lips of the Son.

"I was obsessed with competing with my a'a, a' Banyu. To get a Tasya. At first I loved Tasya. But your care and kindness shifted my race towards Tasya to you, which I realized. It's just that I pretended not to care."

"And why did I mention trouble on your balcony?" Keep Son.

Alia shook her head as she did not understand.

"You told me your life problems. I know you're a good and sincere woman. I fell in love with you back then and I wanted to have you too. It's just that I promised to propose to Tasya, I have to keep it because I'm a man. Then I intend to secretly leave and will see you again another day. Besides I have to take responsibility for you because of the covenant letter, I also started to love you. It's just that I was caught by your papa there. That's where my hopes are dashed." Terang Putra's.

Alia tried to hold back her tears that almost fell.

"You know, I wouldn't sleep with a woman if I didn't love her. It's just that I deliberately hurt you, because I panicked once. One because I had to keep my promise to Tasya, the other thing I was confused about should continue or not with you. Even though I intend to meet you later in the day, I just want to temporarily hate me, so that I can go to Solo City to meet Tasya and her family. I'm sorry Alia. I was wrong and I'm so sorry."

"So, the point is, I loved you back then and it felt buried by hatred because you and your father threw me in jail. However, after all my months in prison, I began to think, no woman is as sincere as you. But I tried to deny it by evaluating myself first. Do I deserve to accept your love or love you."

"But why didn't you look for me after you were free?" Now tears fell on Alia's cheek.

"I'm less, I feel you must have moved on and don't need a guy like me. Every night I can only pray on my bow, that you may forgive me, wherever you are. Then by accident, my secretary complained about your purchase. I was also upset trying to find out your company profile. At that moment I was surprised, it turned out that fate was on my side. Then, after I found out we had a child, my determination became more and more unanimous to meet you and Eijaz. And finally we meet. " Light of the Son again.

"So..."

"Yes, the more I love you."

Alia was silent, tears kept flowing down her cheeks.

The son wiped Alia's tears, and she held Alia in his arms.

"Good morning, mom, dad.."

Instantly Alia let go of the Son's embrace and quickly wiped away her tears. While the Son welcomed Eijaz who walked towards him and immediately carried the tiny body of Eijaz.

"Good morning papa's. Are you ready for a walk as papa and mama?" The Son asked as he looked at Eijaz affectionately and proudly.

"Yes!" Eijaz excitedly.

"Ok, let's have breakfast first. Keep bathing and get ready for a walk!" Said the Son no less excited.

"Well, shit..."

"Well!" Eijaz and Putra.

Alia shows a blackened fillet chicken on the pan she was lifting.

"Yahhhhh....!" Calls Eijaz and the Son again.

"Ish.. y'all look alike!" Alia protested with an annoyed face hook. And a moment later, the three of them laughed amusedly and decided to have breakfast outside.