
Mia was calmer this morning, her husband hugged her all night flowing strength to her. He ate even a little, Donny threatened to ban him to Bandung if he did not want to eat.
“Sorry to me yes, Mas”. Donny caresses his cheeks fondly, “Why apologize”.
“I trouble Mas Donny again, Mas Donny must have a lot of work”, Donny hugged his wife, at this time they are already on their way to Bandung.
“I'm your husband, cook you want to repotin Leo”. A curved line was drawn on his lips. Donny smiled at her.
“Mia, you want to promise me one thing?”, Mia looked up at her husband. Donny releases his embrace and leads Mia to stare at his dark bead.
“Never leave me”. Mia was fixated, her eyes reddened as if she wanted to be rebuked again, not because she was sad but because she was moved to hear her husband's request. He nodded quickly. Then she hugged her husband again.
There was a fear in Donny's heart that suddenly disturbed him when he saw his wife crying. Is not the wound present because of love, and surely it is so deep that it makes a deep wound.
Mia rarely showed her tears. Even when she slapped him first, the woman did not cry in front of him. And now that the woman was crying so bitterly in front of him, the wound must have been very deep, right?
Along the way they just kept quiet, Mia drowned her head in her husband's chest while Donny did not let go of his embrace.
The car arrived in front of the public funeral gate. Donny led his wife out of the car.
Mia put a bunch of white mawa on the grave of her father, Leo who stopped by to buy it earlier. Mia dropped her tears back. Donny did not leave his wife, he was still standing beside her.
“Dad, Mia is living happily now” pauses for a moment, wiping away the tears that tear her eyes that make her gaze blurry. “Daddy is happy that Mia is happy right?”. Ask on a tombstone that says his father's name.
‘He's back Well, Mas Dimas is here. Mia saw him yesterday with a child. It must be his son with Monika’ he said softly in his heart.
‘Mia misses him, misses Dad too. You know, after seeing her yesterday, Mia realized that Mia never really hated her. Mia is just disappointed in him’.
‘Dad look at the man beside Mia, she is the new angel that God gave to Mia, she loves Mia. Although he has never said he loves Mia’.
Mia held Donny's hand around her waist, and invited him to sit on the outskirts of her father's grave.
“I feel never worthy to be happy after the death of Daddy”. Mia started telling stories without Donny asking. Donny listened without interrupting.
“When I found out Grandma was selling her house for hospital fees and our other needs, I felt very guilty. Then at that time I promised to return the house full of memories to Granny”, Mia stopped for a moment to take a deep breath and continued the story.
“And after I returned the house to Granny”, she returned her silent gaze to her father's headstone and then pulled the corner of her lips full of meaning. “I'll catch up with Dad and apologize directly to him”. Donny clasped his hand and poured strength on his wife, although she honestly did not like hearing what she had just said.
“But that changed when I realized there was something I wanted to fight for, there was something else I wanted to have. That is you, my husband”. Mia let go of Donny's hand from her grasp changed him who was grasping that hand.
“Like Mas Donny who has someone Mas Donny has ever loved, I also have someone I once loved”. Donny is still quietly trying to guess what the meaning behind the story is.
“With the affection that Mas Donny gave me, I began to forget about it. The wound slowly dries up and does not hurt anymore.” Mia paused her story again, staring in her husband's dark iris.
“But I saw it yesterday, everything that had been erased from my memory seemed to come back intact and it bothered me”. Mia revealed everything to her husband, about what she was feeling right now. She did not want to hide anything from her husband.
The embrace and warmth she felt provided an incredible calm, but she could not ignore the sense that was re-present on the surface of her heart.
Donny sighed deeply, he understood. His wife may be bimbag with her own feelings for the man. He had felt that feeling before and ended up leaving Natasya.
“Mas Donny wants to help me?” Donny raised his eyebrows.
“Do not let go of me”. Donny hugged his wife and helped her up. “I won't let you go, even if you want to go I will do everything I can to hold you back. Didn't you promise not to leave me?”.
“Thank you”, said Mia sincerely.
“I have to say thank you, because you told me everything. Thanks for your honesty”.
Honesty is the main foundation in a household, if honesty is no longer possible the household will be destroyed with only a few problems that hit it.
Mia does not want to create misunderstandings with her husband, which is why she tells her heartbreak, so that her husband can continue to give her confidence that her husband is all she needs, only her husband she wants.
While Donny did not expect Mia to say all that to him, he did not even cover up his feelings for the man. Once again Donny was fascinated by her. He has an amazing wife.
Donny did not mind, his fear turned into a conviction. Like Mia who wants to fight for him first, now he will fight for his wife. She will make Mia completely forget the man, just like Mia made her forget Natasya.
“We go home ya”. The sky is getting brighter, the day is also getting brighter. When leaving, the sun still did not show all its rays. Mia then nodded.
“Dad, Mia and Mas Donny go home first. later we will definitely come again”. Mia said goodbye to her father and Donny too.
They walked arm in arm out of the cemetery. Mia's steps came to a halt, she clenched her hand on her husband's fingers.
In front of him was a person standing pecking by holding a bunch of lily flowers. Their gaze met, long enough they explored each other's heart through the gaze. Then the man's gaze rolled on the interlocking fingers.
“You want to talk to him?” donny's voice again regained his consciousness. Donny knows the guy, Alfandy once showed me his picture.
Natasya tells him that Mia gave him a chance to take him away from Mia, now that Donny is doing the same. Not to give the man a chance to take his wife, but to give his wife a chance to finish her past so that there would be no more grief left in her heart.
So that his wife can live out their marriage without the shadows of the past. Sooner or later they will meet.