Why Should I..?.!?

72. Fani scared.

The POV

I blinked. Open your eyes slowly. It felt really heavy, like falling asleep for a whole day after staying up all night at my aunt's wedding last week.

Where am I? Why so quiet? The room is all white, but the curtains are green. Where is this? Mother.. Fathering.. Brother Anya.. Fani scared. Inner Fani

"Alhamdulillah you are conscious son. Can you take your fingers off, son?" Pinta is a nurse who is checking Fani's condition.

I move my fingers with all my might. But as a result, only my index and middle fingers managed to move.

"good. Does his head still hurt? If it still hurts answer by blinking, son." Ask the nurse in a soft voice.

A little bit of pain, throbbing pain, I tried to move but why can't I? Where's mommy? Huaaa... Fani is scared mom. Inner Fani.

I blinked once, then tried to speak by exerting all the muscle strength I had.

"Why son?" The nurse was worried to see me who was sweating and insistent on wanting to make a sound.

"I.i.i...i....i...ib..mom..."In the end, only one of those words I managed to get out.

"Oh mother.emmm.your mother may still be asleep. It's midnight baby, tomorrow your mom's gonna be here, okay? Now go to sleep again, don't think things through." Persuade the nurse in a loving voice.

I blinked once more to answer. This nurse is good, not angry like om mantri if Fani asked many times

Thinking things? What do you think he is? Fani just asked where mom is? Fani wants to eat sausage omelet. Fani is hungry, but still sick of not being able to move. Inner Fani.

"Good boy. Auntie get out first, baby. Good night." Said the nurse before leaving me alone here.

Suddenly, a memory flashed in my cerebellum. A little blurry but looks real like watching a cartoon on old school television owned by grandma.

The shadows are getting clearer. Repeatedly, to make my head throb many times.

Dad suddenly stopped the bike, then a big big car hit our bike. I flew a few meters, my mother rolled around in the streets, and my father was nowhere to be seen.

I'm choked. Sweat drenched my left and right temples. I can hardly believe what I remember. Am I fantasizing? Or dreaming? Why is the movie so fast?

I glanced to the right side. There's an infusion stuck in my wrist.

I glanced to the left. There is also an infusion bottle but with a red liquid inside.

I glanced up. But suddenly it feels spinning, it feels more and more dizzy hit my head.

What in!?

Any bandages on my head??

Aaaaa nooo..!! Why is my head in bandages? Is my hair missing? Am I bald now?? Aaaa ibuu tondongg. My inner.

I was scared, then cried without a sound until unconsciously my eyelids were closed. I fell into the dreamland restlessly.

The fani POV end.

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Morning in the hospital. When the nurses changed shifs, several doctors started to enter their respective rooms, as well as an OB who went back and forth sweeping and mopping the floor, I came out of the mother's nursery.

Stand in the front garden, stretching both hands to the side. Inhaling the morning air that was so clean and fresh, and enjoying the sunshine that was so warm touched my skin.

"His, this is your breakfast." Said Selly surprised me.

"Selly.Why be a sister looking for breakfast? It should be me.." Complain a little clumsy.

"It's ok. It'sit's okay. What matters is that we have breakfast first." Sally opened the rice box, then enjoyed breakfast with me.

I'm back to contemplating. What should I do after this. I still have to have a second operation. Fani has not recovered.

I know the surgery and hospital costs mom has on Vero's behalf. But what if you come out later? What if Fani asks about dad?!?

Unknowingly my tears came back. Just thinking about it I think I can not afford to look at the cute face of Fani who will certainly be disappointed and impossible to accept if father is gone.

"Hey, why are you crying again? Please tell me. Don't gini...." Selly said worried.

"I'm horrified this time. Lu is a good friend of Gara, you're like Vero's sister. So, I also take you like my own sister. You can tell me anything, and I'll be happy to help you, I'll stand by you to face it all." Selly said steadily, looking me in the eye sharply.

I swallowed my food violently. Selly's words somehow got me back excited.

"Thank you brother..." Then I said unconsciously. "Gue is just confused sis..gimana later if Fani wakes up and ask father? He can't explain everything, brother." Obviously me.

"Her Saber... You just focus on work, okay? Let me be the same aunt Mina who handled everything here." Selly smiled warmly. Transmitting his positive energy to me.

"Alright, I always seem to lose when I'm dealing with my sister." I'm relieved, but there's still something stuck in my heart, I don't know what.

Next we had breakfast while chatting casually. Talking about trivial things while reminiscing about school days is more exciting than the complexity of life when we grow up.

Some school days are fun when we remember. About our innocence, our delinquency, about the way we admire the opposite sex, it could even be our first girlfriend in school.

"Serious time so far have you never dated Him?" Ask Selly curious.

"Sstttt."

"Hehe..sorry..."

"Yes really, brother. Dad who forbid, he said that the school is all right, learn the right, if the courtship even in marriage later." I said scowling, while looking to the past where there is a father who always advises me wisely.

"Haduh..so you're afraid of mating if you're dating? Haha.polo really turned out to be Lu Nya.." Selly's sister laughed at me.

"Yee.biarinu. But precisely with the words of the father at that time, I could always be a champion of the senior class." I'm proud.

"But you're really not dating? Nothing you like? Or like you? Or you're backstreet?" Ask Selly streak.

"Son, what else is Anya's interview anyway?" My feet while putting on an annoyed face.

"Haha.both. Just answer me napa."

"What I like is there sis, one generation fitting SMP. But just amazed doang, don't know what he thinks me." Answer me flat.

"So some kind of secret admirer? Who likes you?"

"There was. But I didn't step on it, I just took them all my friends. No one can make me fall. Except....." I fell silent, thinking back to my ex.

"Except Arya?" Sahut sis Selly.

"Don't know?" I was surprised, and reflexes turned to Selly.

"Know dong." Selly replied while smiling mysteriously at me.

"Know where? Brother Vero's story? Or Gara?" Guess me random.

"Secret." Answer Selly while raising his eyebrows.

"Idihhh..why use the secrets of all sis.!" I pretend to be upset.

"Yes dong, you will also know the answer." Answer Selly.

"You are up to my brother." Tukas I resigned.

Selly laughed at my expression. But a few seconds later he was silent, staring intently at my back.

"Well." A voice suddenly sounded greeting me.

I gasped, and fell silent for a while before looking back.

"Who is it?" Ask Selly. He started to be alert as he caught my agitated expression.

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