Why Should I..?.!?

13. Getting angry?

A week passed from the moment I received Zidan's letter. I don't know if I really don't know what I'm feeling right now.

I was relieved that she realized her overly hasty attitude, I was sad that she was still expecting me, I felt guilty for directly rejecting her back then.

I honestly have never been in love. People say it's so beautiful, we can smile every day just by remembering his face. Bad weather can seem bright when remembering her laugh. Time stops when we are with him.

Is there anything like that?

"Hayo during the day his work daydreamed, thought who was non?", said Kia surprised me.

"Astaghfirullahal.. Kia! Ngagetin know, if I have a heart attack how?", scolding me while putting the novel I just read on the table.

"Misone himself daydreamed. I look at the door, greetings thousands of times also do not you answer, long time jin lu if daydreaming gini," Kia scolded me.

"Gapa origin genie beautiful and kind hearted, later did not tell give pearls one cardboard full let my family suddenly become billionaires. Haha". My reply to Kia.

"Lu guess jinny oh jinny can love you pearls? Wahh your hallucinations are severe now." Kia's head-scalking can no longer argue with me.

"By the way there's a wind what are you suddenly here? What news?", I asked.

"Gue got a work call at his kasa factory. Starting tomorrow I'm working, you don't want a list either? Come tomorrow I bring your job application letter to HRD," said Kia excitedly.

The gauze factory is close to one of his family's shops, Mr. Zidan. I don't want to deal with them first. My inner.

"Emmm.not before. I'm waiting for a call from Anis's factory." Reject slowly.

"But it's been almost two weeks there's no news of him." Tukas Kia is pessimistic.

"Yes I know, but somehow I feel sure that we will be called later" I said reassuring Kia.

"Hmmm yasudah it's up to you if so. Later if you get a call tell me yes." Said Kia while getting up from her seat.

"Where are you going?" Ask wonder.

"You go to the store in front of the house bu RT told mom to buy rice. Come along, not in the house mulu," Kia scolded me.

"Once, I change skirts first." I said as I ran to my room. At home I used to wear shorts, but if out always wear a skirt or trousers.

"Mom, Anya nemenin Kia to the store Mr. Amin for a moment huh.." My love for mom who was tidying my sister's toys into a cardboard box.

"Yes, careful. Do not be horrified what you do not miss, son." said the mother who is now always accompanying when I leave the house.

Kia recounted her experience when applying for work, as well as some of her new friends who were quite humorous. Arriving at the warung mak Yah looks bu Sofi, bu nurma, sister Dini, also sister Sarah who is shopping.

"Eh son How is your mother? Already healthy?", asked Sofi when I just entered the store.

"Alhamdulillah is well, Miss Rt. Mom, how are you?", I replied kindly. I saw Dini and sister Sarah had finished shopping but still felt at home in this store.

"High blood is crumpled again? Must have thought of you. So if the economy can not afford not to ask for college, bother parents only", scolding bu nurma accompanied by a cynical gaze sister Sarah.

"Bu Nurma's already. Let's go home, let's go first.." Pamit bu Rt Sofi later.

"Why mom? Yes, I tell you. Anya already want to go to college can not, want to be asked to be rejected anyway, pretentious at all, but lost far to my nephew Sarah, what work out of town all? want to sell yourself!." said Miss Nurma fiery.

My hands are clenched strong. I want to punch Nurma's mouth this late.

"Eh uh ma'am Rt wait.." Shouted Nurma then followed Sofi's mother.

"Eat him don't be pretentious. Skincare does not have the support to refuse people's applications" said sister Sarah as she passed from before me.

*Cih. If you know who I refuse, I guarantee Brother Sarah will cry on the streets. Hahw*. My inner.

"Udah should not be entered in the heart of their speech. You are still growing up, work first, enjoy youth, yoga, gym let the body become sexy like me. But don't worry Zidan will be interested, look out Zidan it's mine, okay? Bye Nya.." said Dini brother at length while leaving me standing on the spot.

Maddened. At first, sweetness finally broke. Wonder. How is there such a person?!?. My inner.

"I'm finished. Go home yok." Kia's words spread my astonishment.

"Oh okay." Answer's short.

Since leaving the store I've been quiet. Although I was indifferent and did not reply to anything they said but a little of course their words also affected my mind.

Why are they so bad to me and my family? What's our fault?

I wanna get mad? But for what? There's no point in getting angry, they won't stop if I just fight back with anger. That's what's always been on my mind.

All I have to do is I have to succeed, I have to prove to them that my family and I are not that low.

"Him, you why the hell was it? Miss Nurma insulted you again?" Kia asked who probably overheard our conversation a little from inside the store.

"The Habits Yes. Dogs barking caravan passes." Answer's short. Comfort themselves. Ease the emotional shakes that were about to explode.

"Prophey is His. Don't think. Hopefully tomorrow you get a work call, keep your salary a lot, keep you successful, keep you buy tuh mouth bu Nurma. How's it?" Kia was following her emotions.

I smiled in response to Kia's words. "Well good, that's your idea. Aamininn. But what do I buy my mouth for? Mending to make your practice eat chicken noodles right? Haha.."

"Haha really too. Heh but if you've been successful yes don't dong nya chicken noodles. Go up a little bit the food level. That pizza or steak is gonna be cool." Kia Protest.

"OK it's up to you. The important thing is wait for me to succeed first yak."

"Ready lady."

We were joking all the way home. Kia gave me some candy for Fani. Said it as a secret guard gift.

Wait.

Wait for.

Fani and Kia have secrets?

What secret?

Kenpa I didn't know???

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