Why Should I..?.!?

46. Dusk on the hill

The more we move up the more heavy we feel. I spread my eyes around this place. Sepi, although the weather was still bright, but the cold began to greet, piercing through the tip of the clothes I was wearing crept through the skin.

I remember the last time we saw a couple who had just come down this hill five minutes ago.

"Dear no longer ashar want to run out." Arya's sister only mumbled a little in response to my words.

Up above there is a beautiful gazebo. The pillars are sturdy and carved with sunken embossed, looks more like a building outside the palace in ancient times.

Arya's sister took me to sit on the edge of the gazebo, looking at me deeply.

Arya why the hell? Why am I so afraid of this view? My inner.

"dither. Five minutes to go." He said by pulling the corner of his lips while looking at the watch he wore on his left hand.

"What's five minutes, brother?" I'm confused.

"Sstttt.... Here's the ride." Arya took off her shoes and took me into the gazebo.

Deg,,,, Deg,, Deg,,,,,

My chest is pounding great. My face was agitated, and my legs felt very painful when I was in the middle of this gazebo.

Why did he even go into this field?. Duh how is this. Pl-please... My inner.

Suddenly Arya's sister pulled my cold hand. He grasped it tightly, then closed my body to his chest until the sound of his heartbeat was clearly heard in my ears.

"Sister..." I choked, unable to even continue my words as Arya's right arm landed hugging both of my shoulders.

"Look at that..." Arya pointed her index finger to our left side. I turned my head and was immediately dumbfounded, without realizing my mouth was slightly open.

"God....." I was astonished, amazed at the sight before me.

The expanse of the house is so beautiful with small lights. The green forest is so beautiful and soothing. Natural paintings of reddish white clouds were plastered in front of us. What beautiful and unparalleled beauty.

"Subhanallah..." I muttered without blinking. My heart rumbled, so peaceful that the red mega was clearly visible among the dazzling orange-white clouds.

I continued to enjoy the scenery in front of me, unaware that our position was getting closer. Arya's sister hugged me tighter and tighter from the side.

I felt something suddenly protrude beside my thigh.

Whatisthis??? My inner.

I glanced at Arya's sister without looking at her. I saw that he was looking at me for a long time, then ducking closer to my face.

Cup..*

Suddenly a warm chewy thing touched my cheek.

"Astaghfirullah brother...!" Shouting in shock, I quickly broke free from Arya's arms and took two steps back from her.

"I'm sorry.sorry...gue...I was carried away earlier...gue..." Said Arya nervously and suddenly stuttered. His facial expression was full of regret, grimacing and looking reddish.

I stood sculpting. The words of Aryan's sister are not heard in my ears at all. It's not just a matter of a sudden kiss. But something that felt prominent earlier was making my brain travel everywhere.

I'm a girl of almost twenty years old, a little bit I understand what happens to a man's body parts when it's close to a woman.

I like to read and watch movies so imagine adult things that should not be imagined in my brain.

"He's sorry.I'm sorry I. okay.." Arya's sister still babbles even though I remain silent. He seemed to understand that I was in shock at what he had just done.

"Stop sis..!!" Shouting riled. My consciousness is beginning to return. "Stop, we're going home now brother." I said steadily as I stepped in a quick motion leaving Arya's brother.

Why sis? Why did my sister change? Why did you break our deal? The deal that even his own brother proposed. My inner.

I run when the road is no longer down. Run without looking back. Run until my breath gets crowded and my sweat pours out. Several times I stumbled, but my reflexes could still help me so I didn't fall.

"Him, wait..!! No running..!! This road is slippery..!!" Shouted Arya while running after me.

I got to the motor park first. Calming my breath as a result of running in fear and anxiety.

"Well. I'm sorry okay. Just drink first. Run you spit too yeah, still the same as before." Arya's sister gave me a packaged drink that she bought next to the tour gate before reaching this parking lot.

"Gue wants to go home, brother.." I said softly, not caring about the joke he was trying to make.

"Yes, we're going home. Come on..." Arya's sister took the bike, then told me to get on.

"My bag brother. I'm gonna check my phone for a second." This is just my excuse. I no longer want to carry no barriers between us.

Arya gave me my bag. Then he started to run his bike slowly.

Along the way, Arya's brother invited me to talk, but I just answered him lazily. I was a little disappointed with Arya's change. I want to protest, I want to get angry, but I can't. I don't know, I don't know what I feel for her now. For sure, at this time I was upset and lazy to talk to him.

We stopped at the mosque for ashar and maghrib prayers, then stopped by a cafe across the street from the last mosque we visited.

"Him, I'm sorry again. You want to apologize to me?" Said Arya memelas.

I just nodded in answer. Still lazy to talk to him at this moment.

"His dong..." Lirih Arya's sister is frustrated. He ruffled his hair because he saw me just silent and not cheerful at all.

"Gue is still lazy to talk, brother. Please give me time, please.." I was finally able to speak normally after finishing one glass of warm orange in front of me.

"Filen." Arya's sister looked at me with a sense of guilt that engulfed her eyes.

I know that look. I'm quite memorized. It was his view back then, his girlfriend cursing and insulting me in front of a lot of people.

He was unable to calm his girlfriend. Can't defend me either. He just kept quiet and looked at me regretfully. And it really stuck in my memory.

We finally arrived. I say goodbye and pass into the courtyard of the house, while Arya's brother goes straight home. I deliberately did not invite him to stop by so that my parents did not ask questions.

I took a long breath. I breathe out of my nose and slowly breathe out through my mouth. I did it a few times until my body relaxed and my face refreshed. I blinked many times until my blink felt normal. I put on my most beautiful smile and I was ready to open the door of the house.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat...Sister home...!!" I screamed with passion.

"Wa'alaikum hail..." I heard the voices of father, mother, and Fani from inside. Maybe they were eating together or watching television.

"Backkkk....!!" Fani screamed and ran to greet me.

I spread my hand.but.

suddenly,

Sraaakkp...Bruukkk....!?!?!!

Fani slips her own leg. He fell down with his knees and hands that touched the floor first. Instantly her crying broke out, and mother hurriedly came out to approach my sister.

"Huaaaa..Huaa... Hua...!!'' Shouted Fani on the sidelines of his cries.

I laughed and saw my sister's attraction. Indeed yes, family is the most powerful remedy for fatigue and anxiety that we feel.

"Oh my God, son.here and there.cup.. A beautiful child is crying.. Next time just walk in the house..." Speak to my mother in her soft voice.

"Sister ma'am.. Huaa.kakak ketawain Fani..Huaa "Fani protests with a slightly hoarse voice.

"Haha...Deck deck.. So kangennya same sister ya to make this attraction for the sake of welcoming sister Anya the most beautiful.." Ledek me while approaching mother and greet her.

"Sister, dong.." Tukas mother while blowing on Fani's knee flushed and slightly bruised.

"Why son?" Ask the father who just came out into the living room.

"This is well, Chibi Maruko Chan made an exciting action to welcome Anya home. Hahaha..." I switched, changed to greet dad.

"Huaa. sister ma'am..." Whinek Fani spoiled in mom's sling.

"Sister.already there wash your hands first. Do not jahilin adeknya mulu.." Mother said while holding Fani to the living room and then told father to take a P3K box to treat Fani's knee which now began to bleed.

"Sick ma'am. peri..." Rintih Fani with a grimacing face and looks more funny.

I opened the door to the room. Put my backpack and paper bag containing Fani's ordered food on the study table, then turn towards the bathroom.

I rolled up my outer arm, then washed my hands and feet slowly.

I stepped out of the bathroom towards the living room. Mom and dad were waiting for me while watching tv, while Fani was lying down with her mother's thigh which she made her pillow.

"Where is Fani's onde-onde brother?" Fani asked as I sat next to Dad.

"O Allah the Deck.not to be told of the brother, but rather to eat." My father acted somewhat annoyed while glancing sharply at Fani.

"Silver is safe to get home. Looks healthy and more beautiful, so want to ask more?" Fani Sahut. Miraculous. This boy is getting smarter when he debates me.

I patted my forehead, pursing my lips towards Fani. "Yes, yes, it's in your room. Just take it there, but just walk.."

"Okay, my dear sister.." Fani walked into my room with a big smile and a happy whistle. He quickly forgot the pain in his knee after remembering 'onde-onde'.

It's good to be that little kid. No need to think about work problems, spouse problems, which are thought to be just school lessons, playing with eating. My inner.

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