When Your Heart is No More For Me

Hospital (POV Aryan )

📱:Don't pretend to forget and be stupid, Even mama has also said if Mika was in an accident.

📱:What!!

📱:Right to the hospital. Or you will regret it.

Before I answered papa's words, he turned off his phone. Makes me feel quite surprised by what you just said.

Mika accident? And papa also said if mama had said it before, but when? I looked back at my phone screen, saw the fear of incoming messages from my mother that I missed. But the result is nil, I did not find any incoming messages from Mama Liana.

After that, I put the phone in my pocket. Walking quickly out of the house and directly into my car, When I got in the car, I immediately drove the car out of the yard.

Somehow when I heard that Mika had an accident like there was an uncertain feeling, What is it with me. I felt like I was worried when I heard that phrase..

I'm speeding up my car even further, splitting the night road that turns out there are still so many people driving.

How is Mika doing now? I thought and continued to increase the speed of my car.

After an hour's journey, the car finally arrived in front of the hospital belonging to my family.

I parked my car and walked half-run into the hospital. Trying to find my dad and my mom there. But it turns out that in the IGD room there are no them.

I decided to ask the receptionist on behalf of Mikhayla Azzahra.

"Good night, there's something I can help the young master" the nurse asked after I got there.

"I want to ask the room in the name of Mikhayla Azzahra" he said, staring at her.

"In the meantime, I'll help you find the patient's room in the name of Mikhayla Azzahra"

I just nodded, Waiting for her to find where Mika's nursing room is at the moment. After a while of waiting, finally the receptionist said where Mika was treated.

"The patient on behalf of Mikhayla Azzahra is currently being treated in the ICU room" he said, which surprised me again.

"What!! Icu room?" many ensure.

"True, young master Patient on behalf of Mikhayla Azzahra in the ICU room, because the situation is quite severe"

"Thank you" I said, as it went straight from there.

Looking for the ICU room where Mika is struggling between life and death. As bad as he is. God, what kind of husband I am, why don't I know if my wife was in an accident.

Have I gone too far with Mika?

From a distance I can see the whereabouts of my mother and also my father in front of the ICU room. I was accelerating my pace.

"Where have you been, Aryan. Why did the clock just arrive?" jolt papa after I get there.

"Sorry, Pa. I really don't know if Mika's in an accident" I'm back for what it is. Because I really don't know if Mika had an accident

Hearing my answer, Mama and Papa looked at me sharply" What!! Don't tell me you don't know. Because papa and mom sent you a message this afternoon. Even you have read the message we sent earlier this afternoon" Papa said as he continued to look at me.

Last noon? It made me remember for a moment when I just came out of the bathroom. Gosh, don't tell me this is Bianca, didn't her face freak out a little when I just came out of the bathroom.

"How's Mika, Ma, Pa?" I asked while staring at mam and also pap alternately.

Mama and papa did not answer, Still mutually lyrics and make me more and more unbecoming.

"Why shut up, Ma, Pa? How's Mika doing?" I asked again because mom and dad are still unmoved.

Papa shakes his head" Mika is in a coma, Even the doctor said that if Mika most likely forgot her memory" papa explained to me.

"What!!" again I was surprised by what I heard from my father. Mika forgot her memory? Does that mean he won't remember me, either?

I don't know why when I heard that Mika had forgotten the memory of my feelings getting more erratic. It's not good if Mika forgets me, but somehow there's a sense of sadness in the recesses of my heart. I feel like I'm not willing until Mika completely forgets me.

"Can I come in, Ma, Pa. I want to see how things are" I told papa.

"Come in, Mama and Papa are going home too. Because anyway, my mom needs to rest. For tonight papa wants me to take care of Mika, don't try to go home. Because if until tonight you do not take care of Mika, do not blame papa if papa will take what today is yours" threatened papa and immediately take mama away from there.

After the departure of mom and dad, I finally entered the ICU room, From the doorway I saw Mika who was still closing her eyes.

Seeing Mika's condition like that there was a sudden sadness that disturbed my heart.

I walked slowly towards Mika's place, then sat down next to her and took her hand and held it"I don't understand, Somehow when I saw you lying weak like this there was sadness. Especially when you hear if you most likely forget the memory, does that mean you will also forget me?" I said as I continued to look at Mika's face.

Both of his eyes were still tightly closed, his face looked extremely pale. From that face I was like seeing that Mika harbored so much burden and sadness. Was it all because of my treatment all this time?

"I'm sorry, Mika. Forgive me who may have been so outrageous" muttered me who inexplicably suddenly just unconsciously said an apology.

I don't know, 'cause that phrase just seemed to come up on its own and just popped out. The shadow at the dinner table this morning suddenly just flashed past, Making the guilt back to tease me.

"Are you in an accident because you want to take me to something I don't eat?" slowly say. Because it was a few times accidentally I saw Mika carrying a bushel and given to the children under the bridge beside the red light.

It's possible that Mika will always share the food that I don't eat with them. I don't know, only Mika knows the answer to all that.

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While I was still watching Mika's face, Suddenly my phone rang, There was an incoming call that turned out to be from Bianca's number. Looking at Bianca's name, I quickly answered her call.

📱:Hello, Bianca. Please answer my question, Why did you delete the message sent by papa and mama this afternoon?

📱:What the hell are you talking about, Baby. I don't understand at all. The message? What message is it?

📱: There is no need to pretend not to understand, because I know you did it. Aye right!?

📱:If so, why.

📱:Your path, Bianca. The streets are temporarily off, because I can't leave in the coma Mika's current state.

📱: No-