When Your Heart is No More For Me

When Your Heart is No More For Me
Status Limited



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The sound of the door opening managed to resuscitate Mika who had been busy with her mass shadow. The woman turned to the door, It turned out that there was Aryan who had just returned from nowhere. Though this is Weekend day, But Aryan still went to the office on the grounds of overtime.


Seeing Aryan's arrival made Mika close her eyes for a moment, Trying to forget the pain she had been contemplating.


"Mas, you're home? Why is it this late?" mika asked while tailing behind Aryan. The clock is now at 23:00. It turns out it's late at night.


"That's none of your business" Aryan replied in a cold tone as usual.


Hearing that made Mika just take a deep breath then throw it rough. It was no wonder that her husband would answer in such a cold and indifferent tone.


But Mika never cared about the reply that Aryan gave her, The woman still continued to follow behind Aryan to enter their room. Uh no...Nope. Not their room, More precisely Aryan's room, Karna Mika would only sleep in that room at the time when both Aryan's parents were staying there.


"Mas, I've cooked for you. For a moment I warm up first yes" Mika said in her soft voice. The woman turned her body and was about to go out from inside Aryan's room, but her steps came to a halt as Aryan's cold voice came back to her sense of hearing.


"No need, 'cause I don't want to eat your cooking! Remember Mika, I only want to eat your food when there is a mama and also my papa, So if there are no them, Don't expect me to eat your food that is not much!" aryan chuckled without guilt.


The sentence was not only once Mika heard, It was very often even Mika had memorized the sentence that would be thrown from her husband's mouth every time he tried to make Ayran's favorite food. Mika smiled bitterly, Still trying not to drop her tears in front of Aryan. Because the woman does not want to look weak. Especially when reminded of the words of Aryan when they had just stayed one roof.


"Whatever you try, I will never be able to love a weak woman like you. So never expect anything with this wedding!"


That sentence always rang. Makes Mika rub his left chest that feels tight. The pain that Aryan had been giving had absolutely no effect on Mika's figure. Because for Mika, the real pain is the moment where she saw her parents put in a burrow.


Mika turned her body around"I just want a good one for you, Mas. Whether you want to eat it or not, at least I've done my duty as a wife" Mika replied as she raised both corners of her lips.


"Whatever. Get out of my room quickly" Aryan said


Mika did not reply, The woman just nodded and re-legged her feet out of Aryan's room. Mika came down the stairs there, went into the kitchen and heated up the food she cooked 3 hours ago. As usual, Mika always tried to prepare food for Aryan. Whether Aryan wants to eat it or not.


After she finished serving all her dishes at the dinner table, Mika sent a message to Aryan.


[I've prepared dinner for you, Mas. Eat, 'cause I know you haven't eaten. I'm sleeping first, if you need anything, you can call me in room ]


The message was immediately read by Aryan, but there was absolutely no reply message for him. Aryan likes to ignore messages or calls from Mika, but as hard as possible Mika tries to be patient, because she realizes how their status can change into husband and wife. Just a status. Because the rest of them, they look like strangers when they're both. More precisely Aryan who did not want to give reciprocity to Mika.


Seeing her message double-checked and blue, Mika smiled widely, Even though Aryan did not want to reply to the message, At least Aryan still wanted to read the message he sent. It made Mika smile.


IN ARYAN'S ROOM


After reading the message Mika sent for her, Aryan fell silent while laying down her body on the bed. The man stared at the ceiling of the room while remembering the era when he was still a child.


"Hi, I know my name is Tama. New students at this school. Salah knows, May we be good friends" Aryan reached out his hand at the figure of the girl sitting next to him.


A beautiful girl with hair in a high tie like a ponytail with both beautiful eyes that made Tama notice the girl since earlier entered the class.


Hearing that voice, the girl who had been busy with the textbooks before her raised her face. Distracting his attention from the book he had in his hand at the figure of the glasses-love man beside him.


"Me, Mikayla. You call me Eyla. I hope we can be good friends. Just sit here. It just so happened that I was just sitting by myself" the girl replied with both corners of her lips perfectly raised. Tama rubbed her thumping left chest when she saw the sweet smile that was revealed by the girl named Eyla.


Sit down without answering. His heart was beating very fast when he saw the beautiful smile that was painted from his cherry-red ranum lips. Very sweet and imprinted in Tama's mind.


Until the days, months and years passed, Tama secretly always watched Eyla with a heart that kept hammering. Not infrequently Eyla returned the smile that Aryan gave her. Not only that, Eyla also often reciprocates the good treatment and attention Tama often gives to her. So that makes Tama decide to express the feelings that she already has since she first saw Eyla's smile when she was in second grade.


But when Tama has expressed her feelings, the reality is not in accordance with expectations. He hears from one of the students who says that Eyla doesn't like a Tama at all. Even Tama also heard that Eyla's good treatment was only a form of pity. Because no one student wants to hang out with Tama. A geeky man who comes from the bottom. Because indeed Tama has not said his true identity if he is the son of a successful businessman named Alberto.


Aryan left just like that with a big wound and disappointment. Bringing shame because of unrequited feelings. In fact, he also let the necklace that he had prepared some time ago be thrown by one of the students who fell down one of the chairs and was found by someone.


Dtttt...... Dttttttttt


The sound of the alarm made Aryan aware of the incident when it was still the age of smp. The time where he met and fell in love with Eyla or rather Mika, his wife.


Aryan again clenched his two hands tightly. The pain he could still feel. Between love and hate that always makes his days uneasy.


"Remember, Aryan. Throw away those feelings, Remember, She is the girl who hurt your feelings and embarrassed you a few years ago. Stick to your stance to avenge the pain he once gave" Aryan told himself.


Aryan looked back at the screen of his phone which still showed the message that had just entered. After reading the message Mika sent for her, Aryan instantly deleted the message without any intention to reply to her"Ck! No matter how you try to be a good wife, it will never change my feelings, Mika. Because until this moment for me you are just a shame. You're still a stranger in my life, and you'll always be a stranger. The stranger I really love and hate" Aryan muttered and immediately put his phone on top of Nakas.


"Arrrggggg. How do I get my love for him to completely disappear and turn into hate next. As I expected" Aryan rubbed his face rough. After several years of trying, somehow Aryan is still confused by his own feelings. Aryan loves Mika, but her ego always forces Aryan to hate Mika. And unfortunately the ego is so big it has managed to beat the love that until this moment he has.


After graduating from school, Arya has decided to focus on studying while working. Become a leader in his family's company. Aryan is the sole heir to the Alberto family.


"Too expect things that will never happen" Aryan said slowly. The man went into the bathroom, did his bathing ritual quickly. Then use sleeping pajamas. But when Arya was about to climb up to her bed, suddenly her stomach was heard. Because what Mika said was true, Aryan had not had time to eat since lunch.


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Aryan rubbed his stomach that began to feel hungry"Arrrrhhg, This is all because of Bianca. Because he was too busy accompanying her in the salon, to the point of making me forget to eat" he murmured.


That afternoon, Aryan had indeed come out of the house on the grounds of overtime against Mika. But actually the man was just busy accompanying his lover to the salon and shopping to the Mall.


"It looks like I won't be able to sleep on an empty stomach" Arya walked out from inside her room, After arriving below, Aryan noticed the food served on the dining table.


Aryan turned towards Mika's room which was already tightly closed. Make him sit down and take the rice and side dishes that Mika has prepared.


"Feeling Mika is really good" she wrote. Aryan was so enjoying the food that Mika had prepared.


While Mika who heard the sound of cutlery, made her come out immediately. The woman noticed Aryan who looked very good from the door of her room. Mika did not come out of there, because she knew how Aryan reacted when Mika caught him enjoying the food that Mika cooked.


Mika just smiled and then closed the door again, At least Aryan wants to eat his cooking even though secretly.


Without feeling the night has passed, the sound of the alarm ringing and sunlight has succeeded in disturbing Mika's sleep. His eyes opened wide when he saw the clock on his phone screen"Jeez, 05:00 am. Why can I have bad luck" he said as he woke up from his sleep.


When it came down, it turned out there was Aryan who was enjoying a cup of milk coffee. Every morning, Aryan is very rarely breakfast, the man will only drink a glass of coffee and a loaf of bread with chocolate jam.


"Sorry, Mas. I woke up bad luck. What am I gonna do for breakfast?" mika asked while looking at Aryan.


"You don't wake up though, I don't care. Remember carefully, Never expect more from this marriage, For to me, we are just strangers who are forced to live together" Aryan said and left immediately. Leaving behind Mika who was already speechless without answering a word.


Painful words that accompany his days often make Mika want to give up. But unfortunately the love so great makes him always want to survive beside Aryan. No matter the pain she had to endure every day, the most important thing was that Mika could continue to be with Aryan until the fatigue arrived and made her completely give up.