When Your Heart is No More For Me

Where's Mika? (ARYAN POV)

Today somehow the Mika does not bother me at all, whether it is a phone call or just sending a short message. Tumben once that girl didn't bother me today, I thought. Because it was the usual days he would always bother me to upset me because of a short message he sent every half hour.

Even though I never returned the favor, strangely enough the girl never got tired of it. Mika always repeated it again, Again and again.

Even when I cursed her, somehow Mika always patiently faced my very bad attitude. The attitude that likes to be arbitrary, the temperamental attitude and cold attitude that I always show, has never changed what he said 2 years ago.

"Color now we're husband and wife, I'll try to get your love the way I can, Aryan. I know that this is all fate for us. I must admit, I have loved you for a long time, Aryan. But trust me, this isn't all my plan"

I don't know why that sentence suddenly flashed on my sense of hearing. Makes me feel like there's something weird about her today. I quickly shook my head, Trying to forget Mika's words at that time.

"Ahhhh, Why am I even thinking about the girl's words, It's not good if she doesn't bother me" I cleaned up my things and prepared to go home. Because after driving Bianca to her house, I just realized that there is still some work that I have to finish tonight. I want to go back to the office to finish it all.

Without me knowing, it turns out the clock has shown at 23:00. Tumben once Mika has no contact with me. Usually every day he would send me messages or even call me when I didn't come home more than eight in the evening.

I looked back at my phone which was still silent, There was not a single notification from there.

"Good night, young master. Be careful on the road" said David, my papa's personal assistant.

"Yes, David. Oh yeah, don't forget you take care of the meeting tomorrow afternoon. Reset, because I'm having important affairs abroad" I told David. In fact, there is no important business. It's just that I want to obey Bianca's will for a vacation to Singapore.

Hearing my words, David nodded in understanding. "Okay, young master. Hope your trip is no obstacle" he replied as powerful as lifting the two corners of his lips.

I did not answer again, I immediately set my foot down the children and down every corridor there. Enter the elevator and press the button with the number 1.

Ting

When the elevator doors opened, I went right out of there. Get into a car that has been parked in front of the office, because I had previously asked security to bring a car right in front of the office.

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After getting in the car, I drove the car fast. Splitting the night road that looks quite a lot of people passing by around.

I drove faster when I got a message coming in from Bianca's number.

[Don't forget to pack right away, Baby. Flight tomorrow morning ]

Reading that message somehow made me feel weird. No more vibes or other pleasures of this heart. I always felt very happy when I got a message from Bianca.

1 hour later, my car was home, but I again felt strange, The door was closed tightly, Not as usual.

"Where Mika. Tumben did not welcome my arrival" I said in between steps.

Because I did not want to bother, I finally decided to go into the house. The house lights are still off, where exactly is Mika?

"Mica...Mika" call me while raising the middle space switch.

But there is absolutely no answer. This house really looks very quiet. Because it was only me and Mika who occupied, I deliberately did not hire a housekeeper, so that no one would know what I actually did to Mika.

After that, I decided to go upstairs. Today was quite tired, not to mention I still have to pack my things to leave tomorrow morning.

After entering the room, for a moment I was silent while watching every corner of Mika's room that looked very neat. The smell of this room can really make me feel calm.

Then, I decided to momentarily lay my body on Mika's bed that was not as big as the bed in my room. But accidentally my hand found a book under Mika's pillow.

My forehead shriveled a little when I saw the writing there.

Dairy white gray.

Maybe this is Mika's Dairy book when she was in high school. Curiosity is getting me more and more. So without waiting any longer, I opened the first sheet of Mika's Dairy book..

26 May 2020

Today was the first day I went to school at the city's favorite school, I breathed out slowly as I just stepped my foot inside the school building.

When I had just walked down the first corridor, I accidentally stared at the figure of a handsome man but looked a little indifferent and cold. But somehow, that first meeting already made my heart pound. What's wrong with my heart? What this is called love at first sight, I don't know. I also do not understand, because honestly until this moment still remembered the figure of Tama my old friend when sitting on the bench Junior High School.

After reading that, it makes me grieve. "ckk!! why does he remember me. Wasn't he who had me heartbroken and embarrassed because of rejection" said I who still remembered the class of events when still in the middle ages. A time when my heart was broken and scarred by Eyla's rejection, or rather Mikhayla.

When I found out that Mika graduated from smp nusantara in Jogja made me think of Eyla, and from then on I made sure that Mika was really Eyla. From that moment on I decided to avenge the pain and injuries caused by him in the past.

I went back to reading Mika's dairy book, Why does it feel like this dairy book caught my attention.

27 May 2020

Today I went back to school, following the orientation period of the students like any other student. Again I was met with the figure of a handsome and cold man back. Her face reminds me a little of Tama, but it is also impossible if she is Tama, Karna I know, Tama does not have a cold and indifferent attitude like her.

then I opened my dairy on the last page because I wanted to know what Mika wrote lately.

september 15, 2023

Maybe we need to lose to find. It takes prayer to raise hope, it takes a night to see the beauty of the stars, and a sense of tightness for relief. And be patient to wait for everything to be granted.

O Allah, may all the prayers that I have offered you be worshiped at the appointed time. I believe in your destiny which will always make his servant find his best point.

Dttttt

Dtttts

The ringing sound of my phone made me close Mika's dairy book. My forehead shriveled a little when I saw the name of the father listed there. Tumben papa called?

📱:Hello, Pa. What was?

📱: What's up. Where are you Aryan? Why have you not come yet.

📱:That's pa? Where did you ask Aryan to come?

📱: Don't pretend to be stupid and forget. Even mama has also said that Mika was in an accident.

📱: What!!

📱: Quickly to the hospital or you will regret it!