When Your Heart is No More For Me

Flashbacks

"Where are you, Mika. why then should I let him go just like that." Erdin's mind that had not been focused on what Bagaskara and his wife Sofia said. he was very worried about his sister who had lived long enough for him.

Erdin just stared at the milk in his hand without any intention to drink it. made Bagaskara and Sofia who saw the behavior of his adopted child was mutually lyric. even since then Erdin had not responded to what the father had said.

"Erdin, you heard what papa said, didn't you, baby?" asked Sofia, but Erdin was still not pestering.so that made the middle-aged woman had to pat Erdin's shoulder.

"Erdin, did you hear what you just talked to you about?" Sofia repeated her words again while patting Erdin on the shoulder.

It instantly made Erdin aware. "Why, Mom. What did you say? I'm sorry Erdin wasn't focused" Erdin replied as he turned to his adoptive parents in turn.

Bagaskara shook his head.It's not usually Erdin like this. "Erdin, tell papa if something's going on that's keeping you from focusing like this. Hmmmm? try to tell papa and also mama" said Bagaskara when he saw Erdin turned to him while putting milk that had only been the object of his view.

"Yes, son. Why are you? what's the problem, honey? why have you noticed since then it seems like only your body is in this house" said Sofi.

But Erdin just quietly did not answer. because he was confused to answer what to the question that had just been thrown from both parents.

Erdin took a deep breath then threw it away violently. Because even if Erdin was telling the truth, he was not sure if his adoptive parents would help and overcome the problems that had made Erdin restless.

Erdin shook his head"No, Ma, Pa. It's just that Erdin thought about what mom and dad said last night instead of Erdin resisting, But as an adopted child, of course, Erdin realized that Erdin did not deserve all the treasures according to the will that he had written" explained Erdin who deliberately lied. when in fact, what has managed to make him anxious is not about the inheritance of Bagaskara, but about the existence of Mika, which Erdin himself does not know where.

Sofia and Bagaskara who heard Erdin's words looked at each other.how could Erdin say if he did not deserve all the inheritance that had been written by his adoptive parents, he said, While the two middle-aged had absolutely no descendants.

"Who says you're not worthy, Erdin. Of course you deserve all the inheritance you've written and mama. you know for yourself not how papa's siblings. papa doesn't want if all our possessions have to fall on the wrong person."

"But, Pa. Erdin did not feel at all worthy of all that. Erdin was aware of who Erdin really was"

Erdin's words made Sofia look down sad.he always felt dislike whenever Erdin said that he did not deserve the inheritance of Bagaskara and Sofia.

"You don't understand, Erdin. You don't understand why mom and dad chose you to be the sole heir of all our possessions. Just so you know, Even if you weren't born from your mother's womb, even if you never risked your life to give birth to you, but one thing you have to remember, Mama loves you so much more than your mother's affection for herself" said Sofia and immediately woke up from her seat.passing from the dining table leaving Erdin and her husband with a sense of sadness.

When he saw the wife like that immediately made Bagaskara understand.Bagaskara took a heavy breath while turning his eyes on Erdin.

"Erdin. try if there is a mother do not talk like that again yes. Because what you said really hurt my mom"

Erdin who did not understand just silence.not just once twice Bagaskara said so. because all this time he also often heard the sentence. it's just that Bagaskara never told me the reason why Erdin's speech could hurt the feelings of the mother. Karna Bagaskara himself has not said what the reason is. .

"Pa, why is mom always like that every time she hears what Erdin says." Erdin looked at Bagaskara with a look on his curious face. ten years had passed but Erdin had no answer to what he had heard ten years ago when Erdin first entered the mansion.

"Papa should not open the story of the past, Erdin. it's just papa thought maybe you should know what the reason behind your sad attitude every time you hear the sentence as you said earlier"

"Actually a few years ago, the mother had to lose her own biological child because of the actions of her father at that time"

Bagaskara's memory goes back to the events of twenty-seven years ago, exactly a year after Sofia gave birth to a son with a very loving husband.

FLASHBACKS

"Pa, Sofi please never ask Sofi to leave Sofi's son and husband, Pah. Sofi loves them both very much" said Sofia who sounded very pleading to the big tall man with hardened jaws who was none other than her papa.

"What, Love? Remember Sofia, don't be a stupid woman just because love. Since the beginning papa has never condoned your relationship with a man without a future like him. it's been enough all this time that you humiliated papa. Now papa doesn't want to know, you have to leave them alone right now and marry Bagas. An established man with a clear future. From a distinguished family and the same level as us!"

"No, Pa! Sofia does not want to. Cause not always treasure can guarantee us happiness. Look papa, Papa has everything, but why do you still choose to go with other men and leave me"

The thought of her passing really made Sofia's heart throb very painful, and that was one of the reasons Sofia chose Bhishma to be her husband. Because even though Bhishma feels from the family gone, Bhishma can always make Sofia happy in her own way. .

Sofia still kekeh does not want to obey the words of the father. But at once the woman changed her mind when she heard the words of the father again.

"Well, if you still want to stay with them. But do not blame papa if you will see the suits of the two men you love so much.

The sentence instantly made Sofia raise her face"Don't ever expect papa to hurt them. Because Sofia will never let that happen" Sofia replied with her two red eyes.

"The choice is in your hands, Sofia.you leave them both and marry Bagas. Or you see mere-" has not had time for the father to finish his words, Sofia has already fulfilled it. .

"Do whatever makes you happy. But don't ever hurt Sean and I'm Bhishma"

When he heard the sentence if the father would hurt the two men who loved Sofia very much, he finally resigned and followed what his father had planned. gone from the life of Bhishma and also his son Sean.

But Bagaskara only tells without saying the name of the husband and child who was forced to live because of the ego of his parents twenty years ago.

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"So mama's got such a sad old story, Pa?"