When Your Heart is No More For Me

Followed Mika

Aryan and Aditya are already sa.oai at the airport. They have been waited by Mr. Wanto and will make a flight to Italy in half an hour.

"Bismillah, hopefully I can find Mika" Aryan's inner self after boarding her family's private jet.

Aditya turned to Aryan"You take it easy, sir. Because I will try to find the whereabouts of Miss Mika there" Aditya told Aryan.

Aryan took a deep breath"Hopefully, dit. After I managed to find Mika, I promised to fix everything. I will make amends for all the mistakes I've done to Mika before" Aryan said.

Aditya who does not know the point of Aryan's problem after Mika can only look at the man. So he decided to ask when his curiosity was getting thrashed.

"can't. My mouth feels gatel if not ask what the problems that occur with them" inner Aditya.

"Sorry, my lord. If you can find out why Miss Mika left? Did you guys have a fight before" asked Aditya. The man smacked his own mouth which was so presumptuous to ask about Aryan's personal matters.

"I'm sorry, my Lord, my mouth is sometimes hard to control. Hidhi. So don't answer it"

Aditya's staring out the window"this castaga's mouth why can't it be on the brakes anyway. How if he was angry because I asked him about his personal problems" inner Aditya who felt afraid when he saw the cold face of Aryan expressionless.

"When I go because of my mistake. Because of my own stupidity, I had to lose such a sincere woman" Aryan replied after a long silence.

Hearing Aryan's reply Aditya's curiosity became increasingly "I mean my master? Because stupidity. Is my master stupid, right? the past is a stupid director" Aditya told Aryan. But a second later the man covered his mouth which again made Aryan even more expressionless.

"Yes my. This is the mouth why. I can't help but kepo" inner Aditya again.

"I'm sorry, my lord. My mouth sucks sometimes. Don't answer yes. Because there is no way that a director like my kindly master would be stupid"

After that Aditya pretends to be busy and takes out his laptop to avoid the sense of kepo that disturbs his mind.

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Without feeling the night has passed. Mika and Erdin and Ana are sitting in the living room in the place of Mika's boarding house. After yesterday hearing the commotion that occurred in the middle room of the Dirgantara family made Mika and also Adrian out to see the incident where Erdin and Ana again argue only for trivial things.

"So you live here, Mika?" erdin asked as he continued to stare at Mika.

The girl nodded, after the quarrel that happened with Aryan that day made her decide to leave and start her own new life. Without Aryan or both parents, although Mika knows for sure if she will be very difficult to forget her love for Aryan which is indeed that big.

Erdin who heard that could only stare at his sister. She really knows how Mika feels. Because indeed all this time Erdin really knows how Aryan behavior. It's just that he never knew if the girl Aryan had destroyed his feelings was his own sister.

"Honestly, my sister is also saddened by your home life, Dek. But as a sister, I can only be supportive of whatever your decision is. Because you know your decision is definitely the best choice.if indeed going from Aryan's life can make you happy, then do it."

Erdin approached and hugged Mika who had revealed the look of her own face. Both eyes glazed. Makes Erdin understand more if in Mika Aryan's heart is still everything.

"Never feel alone, deck. Because there is a sister who will always be your amplifier" murmured Erdin while hugging Mik and gently rubbed Mika's hair affectionately.

Since childhood Erdin was very fond of Mika. not infrequently Erdin often sacrificed for her. "thank you, brother. Sean is the best"

Ana who had been silent since then finally looked at Mika."Mika, I know this is hard for you. But I'm pretty sure you can and you're strong."

"Yes, An. Thank you, you are the best"

That morning they spent time together. In addition to comforting Mika who is in a state of turmoil, Erdin and Ana want to invite Mika to forget for a moment the pain of Aryan.

"Oh yeah, Mika. are you sure that you want to end it all?" asked Ana in the middle of their journey.

Ana's question made Mika silent, the girl did not answer immediately. Because to be honest, actually Mika herself is not too sure of her decision. But when remembering the words of Adrian yesterday made Mika steady on her decision to leave Aryan's life.

"You just need to leave so you can make him miss. And one thing you should remember, Mika. happy yourself, because what? You deserve to be happy even without love" the sentence suddenly flashed on his sense of hearing.

Not without reason Adrian said so. Because actually the thing that made him decide to stay in this city was a sense of disappointment.

"Maybe what Adrian said is true. I need to be able to make myself happy. There is or without love. Because basically the person who really loves me will never let me down. Especially hurt my feelings. And the treatment of Aryan mas all this time did not show his love.is indeed as fast as Tama forgets me" Mika's mind that remembered if Aryan is Tama.

Ana who saw Mika just silently did not answer pat her shoulder"Mika, why are you just silent? Is this the final decision you have? Are you really sure?" Ana repeated her question.

"I'm sure, Ana. I am very sure of my decision. From today on I should be able to think about myself. I have sacrificed enough for him. I'm tired, I'm really tired" Mika rubbed her eyes that felt foggy.

Even though leaving Aryan was more painful, Mika was firm in her stance. Maybe starting a new life and loving yourself more would be better.

"It's hard, but I'll try. Because what Adrian said was true, I should be able to love myself more" Mika's inner self while trying to lift both corners of her lips that felt very stiff.

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