When Your Heart is No More For Me

Mika's Feelings

Aryan stared at Mika's face very intensely. The man increasingly tightened his embrace as if to vent all the longings that he had to ponder himself.

When an opportunity like this made Aryan not want to waste it, Aryan kissed Mika's forehead very softly and very long, she said, mika's warm breath brings her memories back to the events of Jogja luma years ago, an event where Aryan had enjoyed a beautiful night with Mika without her knowledge.

"It's fine if I kiss you like this, because up to this point I've never dropped the word talaq, and that means you're still my wife." he said while continuing to look at the beautiful face of Mika who still looks sound and peaceful in her sleep.

For the umpteenth time, Aryan kissed Mika's face very gently"I love you, baby. Hopefully someday there will still be a miracle that will make our story can be continued again.. Forgive me for the stupidity I've done in the past" he murmured

While Aryan was still busy enjoying the view of Mika's beautiful face in front of him, suddenly the woman squirmed, for fear of being discovered what Aryan had done to Mika, Finally the man decided to pretend to be asleep, trying as if nothing had happened before. .

Mika who felt tight finally opened her face, Aryan's burly hands too tightly hugged Mika's small body to make it difficult to breathe.

Yes, because of the burning longing that made Aryan hug Mika very tightly, even the man did not realize that what he was doing could make Mika short of breath.

"Why does it feel so tight" Mika muttered as she rubbed her eyes.Just as her consciousness was perfectly gathered, she stared at the figure currently before her, a figure who since last night hugged him so tightly that it made his sleep very sound until morning came.

Mika's eyes became more rounded when she realized her own hands were also comfortable hugging Aryan's burly body. "Gosh," he muttered as he pulled his hand from Aryan's body.

Aryan's warm breath was very felt over his face, and somehow it made Mika want to linger in that position, Drowning in the chest of Aryan field with arms that embrace each other.

"Let me feel this way longer, dear God.if only we could continue like this, Mas." Inner Mika who still enjoys Aryan's embrace.

Mika lifted her face then looked at Aryan's face which had returned to pretending to be asleep. "Your face is still that handsome, and it turns out that what you say is true, Kenzo's face is almost 100% the same as yours." mika's mind while continuing to look at Aryan's face which this morning looks very handsome.

"Mommy, mommy is awake" the voice made Mika reflex push Aryan's body fast, thus making the man fall to the floor.

"Aaaaa.. is very sick" Aryan screeched as her body lay on the floor because of the actions of Mika.

Seeing Aryan as if he was holding back pain made the woman immediately wake up from her sleep and then approached Aryan" I'm sorry, I accidentally pushed you" Mika helped Aryan get up from there.

"Still ask me why? I should have asked, Why do you have to hug me like that? do you know I almost all night can't breathe because your embrace is so tight" Cerocos Mika who unknowingly. A second later the woman opened her eyes wide while covering her own mouth when she realized what she had just said.

That sentence of course made Aryan frown"You could hardly breathe all night because of my embrace? meanin? don't tell me that you were conscious when I hugged you all night?"

Mika who slipped into nervousness"Where there was, I said I could not breathe. And when I woke up it was you who hugged me very tightly" said Mika who fixed her speech earlier.

"Goodness why I have to fall asleep. lest mas Aryan understand if indeed all night I have realized when he hugged me. and somehow the story I can be in the middle" mika's inner self while trying to neutralize her nervous feelings.

Last night at about 01:20, Mika woke up because she felt very difficult to breathe. And when the woman opened her eyes, it turned out that there was Aryan beside her who hugged Mika very tightly.

"really?" Aryan looked at Mika who still looked panicked because of his own words"True, yes I lied. It has not been too much, fell so doang where can be sick" Mika got up from her seat and then moved from there and wanted to approach Kenzo who already looked wet from the bathroom.

However, the move was instantly stopped when Aryan's voice hit his sense of hearing"Indeed it didn't hurt too much, as there was no pain beyond fighting for you. Even for almost five years I forgot about the taste" muttered Aryan who managed to make Mika speechless.

Mika chose to continue into the bathroom, passing Kenzo who had been staring since while watching the two people with a confused face.

When she reached the bathroom, Mika closed her eyes that felt hot, really the sentence that Aryan said earlier managed to make Mika drop her tears because she felt very guilty.

Indeed, for almost five years Mika really saw how Aryan struggle so far. Even when she was about to give birth to Kenzo, Aryan was still the first person to be her helper. At that time Aryan was willing to rain while carrying Mika's body to the hospital because of the car that Mr. Atmaja used to bring his granddaughter to death in the middle of the road. While Aryan himself did not bring a car at that time, because his car was being repaired in the workshop.

And unfortunately because it was raining that day very heavily made Mr. Atmaja cover Mika's face with a scarf. So Aryan did not know if the woman he carried was Mika, his wife. Mr. Atmaja who knew it was just silent, just silent, leaving Mika with her choice back then who wants to start a new life without Aryan. Although again destiny always makes Aryan in his life.

"What should I do"

Mika looked at her face from the reflection of the mirror, really for this time she felt confused by her own feelings. Sometimes Mika hates Aryan for being disappointed in her past. But sometimes that hate turns into love at the same time.