When Your Heart is No More For Me

Mica Uneg

Mika was silent not directly answering the question that Erdin had just said. The girl glanced at Aryan who was also looking at her.

"Eyla, why are you quiet?. Don't tell me what you said was true?" Erdin repeated his question again because Mika just silently did not answer.

The girl took a breath and threw it rough, but the goal came to this place to avoid Aryan even Aryan who came there. But the arrival of Aryan was fortunately also, at least it made him meet with the older brother who had long left his family.

"Yes, Brother. I'm Mika his wife"

Erdin looked at Mika, Why did her nickname change to Mika? Hasn't Mika been called Eyla since childhood?

That of course makes Erdin quite curious about what reason made Eyla's nickname turn into Mika.

"Eyla, why did your nickname change to Mika?"

Mika was silent, the girl lowered her sad face. Mika immediately remembered the reason why she changed her nickname to Mika, because the name Eyla always made her sick because the death of her parents had called the name Eyla before exhaling the last breath.

"Don't call me Eyla again sister. The name reminds me of the mother who mentioned Eyla before her departure" she told Erdin.

After that Erdin turned to Aryan who showed an erratic look. Erdin knew very well what Aryan had in mind at the moment. Fear certainly disturbs his mind.

After a long silence, Aryan finally turned to Mika. He only realized how Mika could remember Erdin, even though he was forgetting memories.

"In a moment, why can you remember Erdin's brother who is clearly in your past, Mika. Have you forgotten your memories?" aryan asked as she continued to look at Mika

Not even just Aryan, Mika also just realized what she had done. Because of an accidental meeting between herself and her sister makes Mika forget the mission of pretending to forget the memory she is playing.

Erdin who heard Aryan's question made her frown slightly. Because indeed Erdin never knew if Mika's wife from Aryan had an accident.

"What!! Mika forgot her memory?" erdin asked Aryan

Aryan nodded"Yes, Brother. Some time ago he had an accident and hit his head. Makes Mika forget her past memories. But why can he remember Erdin's brother who is clearly in the story of Mika's past. Don't tell me that my suspicions are correct, you're just pretending to forget memories?" Aryan looked at Mika who had turned her head in another direction.

So all this time Aryan was suspicious if Mika was just pretending to forget her memories?

Aryan approached then looked at Mika who seemed to have been silent without answering the question that Aryan had uttered earlier.is this indeed when Mika said if indeed all this time she had only pretended. .

"Why shut up, though,. Mika. have you been pretending to forget memories?" Aryan repeated his question again because Mika was still silent not to say a word let alone answer his question.

"Indeed, your suspicions are true. I'm just pretending to forget the memories"

"What!!! what are you doing that for, Mika?!"

Aryan looked at Mika as if he could not believe what he had just heard.Aryan certainly felt curious for what Mika did all that. like someone who has forgotten memories.

"Ck, what are you still asking for? without me answering anything like her you already know what the answer is" Mika said without looking at Aryan.

Aryan was still staring at Mika, not thinking if Mika would do that. "The color now you know that I'm just pretending to forget memories, from today I want us to live each of our lives" mika muttered without looking at Aryan and immediately stepped her feet up to the top floor. But his steps stopped when Aryan's voice came back to his hearing senses.

"What do you mean, Mika? what do you mean by living each other's lives?" aryan said as she walked closer to Mika.

Hearing that made Mika turn her body around"It seems that you are not a stupid man who does not understand what my words mean, Mas!. Or you want me to be clear, the point of my words is, I want us to divorce. I'm tired, I'm tired of this toxic relationship" said Mika with breath up and down.

I don't know what demons are with him. But only this time Mika managed to enlarge her ego rather than her love for Aryan.

"No, Mika. I don't want to! I love you Mika, Never say the word divorce. Because I want to until whenever I will never do it" Aryan replied as he looked at Mika with his own eyes

Hearing Aryan's words, Mika smiled bitterly"Well, Love? never say love if you don't know what love really means. Do you know, Mas. I'm tired, I'm tired. For almost three years have you ever considered my existence? Do you ever appreciate me as a wife? And have you ever thought about how I feel? No, Mas! Don't do it all, just eat my cooking you're not sad" Mika really spilled all the uneg-uneg in her heart. All the words he had never been able to say.

His breathing grew increasingly disordered with his chest rising and falling holding in anger. But as much as possible Mika tried not to cry in front of Aryan.

"And one more thing, do you still remember if we are just strangers who are forced to live one roof. Do you remember that, Mom? Maybe I was too stupid to always put my love before the pain of your actions. And now I give up, Mom. I'm backing out of your life"

Aryan was speechless when she heard all the words that came out of Mika's mouth. The man suddenly felt that his tongue was so twisted that he could not even answer a word. Is that Mika's heart because of what she did?

After saying all those words, Mika immediately stepped back her feet into her room. It didn't take long Mika was out with a bag containing some of her clothes.

It made Aryan come back closer to Mika"Please don't be like this, Mika. Please don't be like this. What's wrong with you? It's like I don't know you" Aryan pulled Mika's hand and tried to stop the girl from leaving.

"Let me go!" mika said while trying to hold back her tears from falling

Since then Erdin had only been silent without intervening, as an older brother of course Erdin understood how Mika felt at this time. Erdin looked at Aryan who looked sad. Actually Erdin knows very well if Aryan actually loves his wife who is none other than Mika.

"Let him go. Give Mika time to calm down. Because he wants to chase for free, he's a stubborn child." murmured Erdin while patting Aryan's shoulder