When My Race Is Dead
9
Today I started selling ice and snacks children are good enough to make activities smoke only there is more for a little bit of savings for cheap housing DP so we do not continue so contractors.
My husband sometimes still often to his friends to gamble well although the nominal is not large enough the name of gambling that can make addiction later, fortunately Aldo never flirted if we were again arguing that made me stay in many tests .
That afternoon our neighbor offered a job so his personal driver Alhamdulillah once, God finally my husband had a job that could be relied on his income for sure every month.
"Mas ati ati work take advantage of the opportunity as well as who knows later there will be a better job that can lift the degree of our lives...".
"Yes bismillah deck, so our lives are better."
"Ammynn...".
Alhamdulillah mas Aldo also avoided friends who like gambling that one that I am grateful for .
I can't deny our lives have improved.
While my sales also began many subscriptions bocil loyal every day ngapelin hehehehe .
A month and two of my husband's work as a private driver all went on as usual until finally my neighbor retired and that meant my husband stopped his job .
"Dek sorry yeah looks like we're back to the beginning again " .
"No matter what mas we are grateful for aja, mas will still be able to pull again as long as I do not play the judge anymore adek do not like "sahutku ngedumel while manyun .
"Yes the mas deck will change " .
"promise ??? ".
"Yeah, bawell !!!".
"As play Aksa, I want to cook first ! " .
"cini son of our father go yuk road !!".
While I was going to the kitchen Aldo was out maybe to the place where they were looking for a car that could hire ya back.
"May your way be made easy to earn a living mas.!" ,my prayer in the heart will never be interrupted.
Mas Aldo returned to his old community and I can guess all will repeat like a tangled cassette, not easy to change the ingrained habits let alone supported by friends who like.
Similarly, Aldo began again by often returning home late for queuing nyuci angkot while muterin table together 😞.
"Mas... play gambling again..??"
"No, just look at it"." as usual.
Hufhhh.
This afternoon as usual children stormed my stall when they snacked, somehow Aska was fussy once I was a bit of a hassle ngadepin children who all want to serve first
"My aunt first right now." whine Bimo while a manyun.
"Eh yes sorry yes Bimo Aunt forgot this Bimo yes later Aunty banyaaakk .." ,my mainstay move seduced them .
It's almost Maghrib mas Aldo has not come home yet, "hmmmm.. surely I'll be crunching again the conference table box !!" .
So strenght I walk to the place where Aldo used to gather and sure enough they were solemnly sitting sweet while laughing without burden .
Hufhhh it feels like my chest is going to explode, do not take long I put Aldo mas and I put Aksa on the table they are looking solemnly at, without a word I return home.
Don't think I'm angry there. It won't just waste energy and add embarrassment later
Surely not long after I returned home Aldopun came while carrying his son .
"Assynoltom... "
"Valaylaunched.. "
I do not mind his arrival let mas Aldo think for himself what's wrong.
"Sir.. Why are you angry ..? ".
"No, I don't think I have the right to be angry, right ?".
"I'm sorry I just want to play deck not gambling as much as they ".
Mas Aldo came to me who was preparing dinner for him, and his hands were wrapped around my waist tightly, whispering an apology in my ear.
"Please let me cook again .."
"Let it go until you get angry again !".
"I'm not angry because I'm angry anyway I won't consider also wasting energy just to be angry don't need much energy!" , scolding me while breaking out of his arms.
"This is the result of today's interest .", mas Aldo held out 35 thousand in his hands.
I received the money even though it is still a sprain than later made gambling again right yaaa 😌😌.
At least my arrival arrived his kelapak made a therapeutic shock so that not long in the place of the tongkrongannya.
After putting Aksa to sleep I laid my body in bed, Aldopun mas joined to lay his body beside me.
"Until when will you continue to gamble.? , ask me finally with an expressionless face.
"Mas just look at the deck mas also do not have much money to follow ".
"Think if you have a lot of money will happily follow mas...?", ask the circus
"E..not that yank", he answered nervously aware that the wrong speech seemed to .
"Mas Allah may not have given you much sustenance, for the mas itself is still rich in gini, perhaps not worthy of Allah ".
"I help you make money while carrying Aska mas , but there you hang out while making a stunt ", my intonation is a bit up my breath that slightly stinged holding my emotions that feel like exploding but I swallowed back.
"Sorry, I can't make you smile yet..?.
"Yes at least don't make me angry if you can't make me smile !"
It feels furious to face mas Aldo who like having a lot of personality.
yahh.. I sometimes feel that Aldo mas has a double personality sometimes he is so good and romantic but a moment later it could be the opposite.
"Yes, we slept at night .!, said Jy, turning his back on the man called my husband.
Mas Aldo hugged me from behind, I closed my eyes, throwing away all my emotions.
Usually I like to be hugged from behind like this, or I think it's comfortable to sleep while hugged like that, but not for tonight it feels like his embrace makes me more sultry.
Not felt the night changed in the morning, as usual I woke up first to carry out my obligation I woke my husband who was a bit difficult to wake up early in the morning, Aska had rambled in the morning to hear the sound of the tv that I deliberately lit.
Today I again want to buy rice just sit so off for breakfast "once it's okay.".my own murmur while out to buy breakfast.
"Bas breakfast rice sit only me again no ingredients for cooking yet shopping we have to start ngirit again now there is no monthly salary should save mas do not protest the food problem yes ".
"Yes dek did indeed mas ever protest..?".
" Often...!" sahutku directly.
"hehe yes Iaaang yaaaa...".
"yahh mas Aldo again good fashion so husband good smoga the other face does not rush to rush " my mummy of course in the heart of 🤣🤣.
Aska random follow rice sitting that I'm eating my son is already starting to wonder what he saw and hold in the mouth should really be monitored if not want to help.
"Mas left first yes deck, Aska father work first yes doain today father dapet a lot of money for Aska jajan yaa .." said my husband while kissing the cheek of the son's bully.
"yayayyayyayyayya" replied Aska as she understood what her father had said.
I kissed the back of his hand before my husband left the house .
"ati -ati mas smoga today many rezekynya "
my prayer while taking off his hand.
"Amine.."
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