When My Race Is Dead

pregnant again?

Hueekkk hueeekkk hueeekkkk early in the morning My stomach has been stirred up it feels unbearable nausea until only yellowish water comes out of my stomach it feels delicious, "uh do I catch a cold huh ??" or don't don't....

" Don't I used to be like this when I was pregnant don't I get pregnant again huh ?? " my sigh is worried.

Not disbelieving the concept of windfall but yaaahhh in this condition if I may ask later, O Allah....

Indeed, I have not been using KB because the reaction of KB tormented me and made my weight stretch uncontrollably .

"Dek.... You why ..? " ask my disturbed sleep husband .

" Do not know you may catch a cold of nausea once .." , I answered ngeles afraid that what I was worried about was really proven.

Between ready not ready to get pregnant again in financial condition is still the way in a place like this but back again the child is Rizky which we can not refuse to be upset so the level of sub-district if this is the case.

"Dek mas go doain get money for you ..".

"Amiinn yes mas ati2 we always doain mas the best", I replied as I reached for his hand and kissed the back of my son's father's hand .

I was patient selling vegetables even though it was not as crowded as my expectations because it only relied on neighbors around the house and the market was not too far so I gave everything to the Rizky divider as fair as my principle that my Rizky would come to me vice versa.

Today my sales are still a lot I just cook what is not sold as our side dishes and my in-laws always take vegetables that do not sell do not choose anything and I am grateful whatever my condition can still help my in-laws who never wanted me .

Vegetable egg soup quail and fried tofu did not forget the sambel terasi our menu this afternoon has settled musty and it looks like my hero is hungry,

"dear mam yuk .."

"mom mama apple.."

"yes yuk aakkkk ...well so want how else in the midst of my busyness and the demands of my eyes that ask for rights I can not avoid I have the responsibility of keeping my child who is active even though often I overslept while he played or watched television all I enjoy as a process for a better life hopefully aja.

After eating I took her sleep matakupun can no longer open, yahhh how about 3 am I have to go to the market and continue selling so noon it feels heavy I hold my sleep.

"Assalamualaikum.dek deck.!", sayup I heard people knocking on doors like Aldo's voice .

I opened my eyes that still felt heavy, " Waalaikumsallam .." I dragged my feet lazily to the door it felt like my life was only partially behind the ufhhhh .

"Mas has come home sorry I'm still sleeping so sleepy it feels .", while mumbling I keep reaching my husband's hand.

"Where are you today giving me a shot ..?".

"There are but only 2 rit deck ."

" Alhamdulillah ..not what is important there is income I want midwives to check like I'm pregnant mas...".

"Aksa wants to have adek ..?"

"If pregnant really how mas ..?.

"It's okay to have this husband .!"

"But it..."

"Children will have their own fortune don't worry means I have to put in more effort ..!"

"Yes already mas bath first yes later in the afternoon we check to the midwife where brother Aksa aja used to be yes, now will want to be a sister call her brother yes handsome ..".

It seems that Aldo did not mind that I am actually pregnant.. Alhamdulillahot.

"Mas take their kids to shower .."

"Your father ..."

while I was cleaning up the messy house I let them take a bath together .

"Don't take long to change your mama's bath.."

"Oce ma'am.." Aska said from the inside of the real gemes that the horror he spoke even though it was still slurred but it felt immediately make the spirit again if it had felt bad mood.

After we were all ready we went to the midwife fortunately not too hot three afternoon streets it feels good too eh forgot to say mas Aldo and I just as can not ride the bike so we did not thinking of trying to have a hehehee motor.

"Assynolajet..Ms .."

"Waalaikumsallam... , what do you want to check ?"

" I've had how many days of nausea and nausea continues Mom and it seems my period is two weeks late more or less..".

"Have the pack test..?".

"Not yet Mom but somehow I'm sure I'm pregnant again ...".

"Yes, it's a test first.. " , Miss Elly took a pregnancy test and gave it to me .

After I took me to the bathroom to test my urine while I looked at it please be anxious between ready taraaaaa line two will I have expected...

After I gave the results, I was told to go to the bed to check my content as usual .

" Second child, ma'am ..? "

" " Yes, ma'am smoga with girls .."

"Amiinn.., this is his grandpa already 8 Weeks yes Mom don't be too tired to be kept eating her, her brother is still asian or not.??? "

"Still Mom but want to be weaned anyways brother can eat ..".

" Yes ma'am so that the baby's grandpa does not get the same nutritional needs as his brother, sister does not nen mama anymore, would you like to have adek....?" , tegoda Bu Elly .

"Look Ayi.."

"Yes, you want to have adek can't be naughty .." I replied as I rubbed her hair .

After getting the vitamins we went back home .

"Mas now his son already wants two do not like gambling anymore what else to drink later what if his son does not follow the behavior of mas mang not afraid..?! "

"Yes dek mas will no longer do so ..?! "

" Promise...?"

" yes.."

" yes what....?! "

"Promise..."

" Be careful if violated again focus aja we how can nyekolahin ngegedein anak2 mas do not get rich is still a bachelor. !! ".

" Yes akaa Iang ...."

Bismillah ahead must be heavier I have to sell in a state of pregnant pleasure which you deny the spirit of Laraaa you can definitely..!!!.