When My Race Is Dead

12 (Aksa is sick)

This morning I feel tired once a night lack of sleep Aksa his body is hot and mas Aldo do not ask from his son was born he never want to stay up late ngurusin our baby.

As usual because of my fussy love Aksa arrived I feel the heat is very high and his body convulsed I panic and confused do not know how to.

"Mass....!! son why is this .." I cried while crying hysterically in panic. Don't be asked afraid of my son why is he.

Mas Aldo who was then again taking a shower immediately ran away, saw his son.

"Why was...!!! " he panicked.

"I don't know immediately of this seizure .." , I kissed my son tightly while shedding tears.

" Minjem car Ma'am Linda cepet..!!" aldo's orders panicked.

"Sir Linda assalamualaikum .."

"waalaikumsallam.., mama Aksa why..?" I saw him coming in panic.

" Mr Lin sorry I could pinch Aksa's car with a seizure to take her to the hospital." I replied stammering.

"Let's take it ..." ' answered Linda, panicking at the desperate sight of me.

" Doctor .. please my son convulsions doc ..!!" while running my ER I asked my son to be checked quickly.

" The body's hot from when..??" asked the gentle doctor with a smile that instantly relieved my panic.

Well I am a person who easily panics if it is so blank do not know what to say .

"It's been 2 days doc but it has been given a medicine to dehumidify, do not know arrived the morning of the seizure .." ." , I answered while looking at the face of my son who looks weak .

"Yes the seizure because the heat was too high was given anti-seizure drugs that I put in ***** yes Mom .. It avoids seizures again for up to 24 hours ..." so the doctor explained to us

" Yes doc thanks .."

" This recipe is redeemed yes diapotik if up to three days is still hot brought again to the hospital, ma'am we check further fear there is a virus that attacks....!!" .

"Good doc thanks..".

When I wanted to make up for the new drug, I forgot to bring my wallet so panicked...

"Yes Allah ..mas my wallet where do not forget not to bring how dong..??.

"How the hell do you deck can be so sloppy..!!".

" I also did not know that panic did not mind mas also did not ngingetin ..!!" , I really do not want to be blamed.

"Why is Mama Aksa..?? ", asked Linda to look at my confused face.

"Mm. mbak my wallet is missing..," I replied while biting my lips.

"Oh, God, can it be because of panic, right..?? luckily I brought my wallet with me. I used to use my money .!!' , so that Linda pulled me up the pharmacy pocket.

"Bak thanks very much already pinjemin car even mengelunjak minjem money later until my house changed mbak , sorry yes and thank you in advance so no aaaak this much I admit .." my mouth with glassy eyes waiting for my gratitude God gave me good neighbors all good.

" It does not need to be so that is the function of the neighbor .", said mbak Linda .

After getting medicine and being able to outpatient we went straight back to Alhamdulillah's house was calmer to see the innocent face of my son asleep in my arms.

At home mas Aldo is still urung uringan because I forgot to bring the wallet was ufhhh.

"Tomorrow carefully deck how was it if mbak linda also did not bring a wallet is not ashamed ..!! ".

I did not face my husband's scolding I no longer have the energy to argue today, my energy was drained when I saw my son helpless like that .

"O Allah, this is the first and last time not to be given such convulsions anymore." I prayed as I looked at that innocent face my tears came back to drip unstoppable again.

For a mother the weakness is when we see our baby weak helpless as it feels if it can be exchanged for a sick mother, son, maybe like that.

I saw that Aksa had fallen asleep and immediately I climbed into the kitchen to make him warm porridge and prepare breakfast for Aldo mas.

" Want to narik..??".

"If you don't want to eat what ..??"

"Mas I just answer it well can either..?! ".

My head feels like it's going to explode today I don't know what I'm doing wrong.

"No need to open the stall today take care of Aksa aja later I go home cepet ..!!".

"Yes, I'm leaving .. assalamualaikum..!! ".

"Valaydaikumsallam...".

Aksa fell asleep probably due to the influence of drugs and indeed last night lack of sleep.

I got up to clean the house while my son was not awake.

"Re...!!! "

"Assynolhd..!!".

"God!!"

Whether by chance or someone who told me my brother suddenly appeared in front of the door, this Saturday pantesan brother does not work.

"Aksa why does it hurt ..?? ".

" The heat from yesterday arrived this morning convulsions .." I said while crying again.

"Don't wait really hot immediately bring a teacher if the sick child is your habit later pity his child..".

"Omelan sister slid free ..!!".

" Today I've been given medicine kak do not know why arrived seizures I was confused, fortunately helped neighbor delivered to the hospital...".

" Why didn't you say big brother..??".

" I don't know what to do Panic Brother Blank . "

As if we know we are discussing Aksa woke up whining to be lifted.

"this is Ama Ibuk yes ..".

"What sick handsome boy ..?? want what..??"

"Awawawww..."

"All ten children pinter already can answer the mother said yes..??".

"Aksa eat first mom let me cure..."

I approached brother while carrying the porridge I had made .

" Here's the bribe brother..!!".

"Ra .. how does Aldo work smoothly..??" asked the brother while feeding Aksa's tiny moult porridge.

" Narik again brother..."

" Keep bringing money every day but..??".

"Well.. Alhamdulillah there is a rejeknya brother about how we are grateful..".

" Your sales are good.?", he asked again interrogating me again.

" Alhamdulillah even though Chiki Chiki aja well for activities aja kak..".

"If there is no money say brother, if there is no rice take at home brother do not prestige Ra..!!".

" Yes Rara's brother is not prestigious but can still be overcome later if Rara does not have a lot to the sister's house do not worry about me .", I replied with the sweetest smile on my sister.

Actually it is not prestige I do not always ask my brother even though brother often said to go home or take at home but if not desperate and there is no choice I do not do it , all for the sake of good name and self-esteem mas Aldo.

"Jaudah brother went home first, this buy Aksa fruit keep eating it do not give instant food..!!"

"Assynoltomodel.."

"Waalaikumsallam.." 'take my brother's hand before stepping out of the house.

"Sister....."

" Thank you.." I murmured slowly .

"Yes.....".

I closed my door again and accompanied my son while sleeping in front of the tv, today it seems that is my only activity ...