When My Race Is Dead

trying new luck

Days changed months and years of our lives continued to run despite seok I did not demand mas Aldo more than the results of his efforts no matter how dear I received without complaining .

Not how much money my husband loves is often a trigger for our quarrels, but the nature of my husband who is windy and easily affected by the environment.

Not once twice mas Aldo still often play gambling in their tongkrongan...

Sad...?? it's clear..!!

Disappointed...?? sure is..!!

But once again my son will always be my reinforcement ahhh Allah this is my destiny..🥺🥺🥺.

Currently Mas Aldo barely works just so the backup driver was even if someone kindly give a pull to him ,not infrequently my husband came home empty-handed all day just waiting for someone who is sorry or a driver who is not looking to earn money .

I have to find money ..!! that's all I'm thinking about how we survived without having to pawn our self-esteem in front of the family .

I am ashamed to be helped.

" Well, what if I go into vegetables so we don't get dizzy tomorrow what ..?".

" Can you ..? " ,asked my husband.

" Job. which looks yes time we can not try first who knows any more brother can be left later if shopping night - night mas can take care of the brother ...".

"Sorry, dek mas can't make you happy..🥺."

"We fight together but please also help me not to do the thing that always provokes a commotion ..😌😌."

" excuse me, the deck of the mas promises not to hang out again in the laundry ..!!".

" Promises are repeated and always break the heeeee...".

" Don't really deck the mas this time...".

" Smoga ya mas..", I'm not sure because the promise made was broken, right ..??.

Akirnya I also began shopping to the morning market at 3 am I went to the market with minimal capital I shop vegetables a little bit that is important there is almost all what every day mothers are usually looking for to make cooked .

"Bismillah. this morning I have started selling well only rely on a small neighbor in housing that I contract with a table that is not too big I title vegetables are not much.

Although there are not many advantages at least we can eat the leftover vegetables that are not sold, Alhamdulillah all I run with sincerity.

" Sister don't be naughty, son.??, help mama find money so that you can snack to live a normal life with other rich children, dear..? ", I whispered to my heroine my encouragement .

" mama cayaang .", it seems she understood what I was worried about this little hand hugging me tightly ...

Ahhh ... I don't know what I'm feeling right now .

" All is just you son. "my screams are in my heart.

" O God, how is your mother doing..?.

" Yes . so can't get up ..".

" I want to look but I'm afraid that either in front of your parents I feel that I'm a very unwanted daughter-in-law." I murmured slowly but of course I still heard Aldo's ears.

" Let's look at it for a moment just don't be afraid Ama mas..".

" Just afraid to see the look of my mother who is rich want to be swallowed live I live.."

And that afternoon the three of us looked at my son's grandmother.

"Assynoltomodel..".

"Goddessallam.."

".Mr. ..., how is mom ..? , my husband asked.kiluhk

" well so do father can not stay where no one takes care of the father's mother is also confused how the father can find money this way..!"

" Rara is also not likely to be able to take care of mother knows how rich mother after all we have a child and I also have not been able to work now only my wife who is looking for money for us to live ..!! lilhm .

Not that I don't care but how I'm also rich gini.

" Well later in the afternoon let's take unsold vegetables every day." I suggested to mas Aldo.

This is all I can help I can't just close my eyes even though my in-laws hate me for no apparent reason however heaven my husband is still in his mother .

" Why not what is the deck mas not good with you while mas also often do not give money shopping with you .??" .

" No matter what mas any vegetables can not be sold again if the nyisa even if you do not mind.."

"Well, if you go there in the afternoon, yes .?", said my brother-in-law.

Father is not as extreme as mother, at least in front of me is still good whether behind me I do not know .

"I'm sorry sir I can't help take care of mom anyway not necessarily mom also want me to take care of ..".

"Well, I'm sorry about you too .."! answer father lugas.

Life goes on with the same routine every day mother also improved although not as before .

This morning I woke up with a very heavy head, and suddenly my stomach was stirred , in a hurry I ran to the bathroom to remove all my entrails which were only water to limp all over my body.

hmmm why am I...