When My Race Is Dead

pleasure exam ..

The day I changed my second pregnancy with a happy child in my womb is really good never bother me or want something strange maybe my baby pity seeing the struggle of his mother.

Until now mas Aldo still do not have a permanent job but yes Alhamdulillah still want to try to come out every day to find money to prepare me for the birth later and I still sell with a growing belly sometimes I also like to smell our situation but want to talk about what else is the situation and I have to accept all the consequences whether it is bad or vice versa from a choice.

This morning my eyes felt so heavy to open when it was almost 3 am I forced my body to wake up and immediately ready to go to the morning market right up until the market felt my stomach rebelled when I kissed the distinctive smell of the market immediately stung my nose directly into my ketoilet to drain my unfulfilled stomach what it felt like my body was so limp it felt but what I could but encourage myself , "come your lara spirit is strong ..!!".

Forced today I spend a little as hard as I am afraid to faint in the market who will know and recognize me later hikss want it to feel like crying out loud and protesting at all the destiny I'm running.

Finally I sit down to drink warm tea so that my energy is replenished while waiting for public transportation that will take me home fortunately my stomach is no longer too nauseous like earlier yahh can be a child in my stomach is protest in kanaa hehehehe.

After arriving at home I cleaned my merchandise back after I finished cleaning myself and performing the morning prayers I saw my brother was still asleep and mas Aldo may still be in the country my husband's dream is still difficult to consistently worship satan often invites him on the path of the world that misleads him.

"By wake up pray try to let our lives can be better and a blessing why it is so hard to be invited actually .." my scolding while shaking the body shake mas Aldo sad and tired it feels every day to see like this, maybe I really choose the wrong priest....

"hemmmmmmm "that's all that comes out of my husband's mouth and goes to sleep again .

"mama Aksa ..."

"yeah...." Thank God there is a shopping rush me forward to serve my buyers even though not too much but I am grateful that is my current fortune.

" Buy asem mama Aksa .."

" ready... , what side dish is today ..? " my answer is friendly while my hands are busy making vegetables asem request mama Nada next to my house.

"Aja aja half a deh chili onion Ama seasoning her kitchen yes mama Aksa .."

"Okay, what else is ..?"

"how much is it ..?"

"35 thousand I just bonus tomato one yes .."

"thank you, Aksa.."

" same same ..."

Sounded Aksa crying rushed me to the room while waking up mas Aldo again, "wake up already noon it is I want to go out looking for money what mas ..??".

I carry my son while kuliril his father who has started to sit and rise from the mattress that is not even soft that somehow feels very comfortable sometimes think how if the mattress is rich mattress of rich people it can g wake up time yes..

"my sister sat down first mama made milk first okay handsome boy ..?" , I saw Aksa's eyes blinked, heard the word happy milk just heard the word milk smell it was patient, my love sighed in my heart..

"grandson of grandchildren mamamammaammaa...."

"buy..."

"sister drinks milk first yes mama layanin people used to okay darling.?!" , hurry up I will serve my customers while Aksa drink milk and mas Aldo shower like

after I deserted my shop I bathed Aksa while his father drank coffee while eating rice and eggs ceplok aja sambel quick practical menu that he made himself because he saw I was busy with stalls and Aksa.

"bang Aksa makein all Iraq eggs Arik kecap ya later let me stay bribe .."

"yes the deck is right .." sahut bang Aldo while taking another egg from my trading rack.

after being full, Aldopun went to work while draping Aksa to me

"Abang leaves yes assalamualaikum.."

"waalaikumsallam .." I replied as I reached for his hand as usual

Before long Aldo departed I saw my father-in-law approaching me ..

" Ra..... Aldo's gone..?"

" it's sir, you need to be the same Aldo ..??"

I saw you sigh like you were saying heavy..

" why sir..?"

" You want to ask for money with Aldo father no money at all .." lamented my in-laws.

"Father after all in the laundry of the car sir may be aja mas Aldo have savings.", I said as he sighed heavily.

Don't think I forbid mas Aldo to give his parents money until now I never forbid it if indeed Aksa's father has his own reality we are also rarely fulfilled if I do not take part bone.

"Father, just bring vegetables instead of going back and forth later." I continued on to my in-laws while in front of Aksa nyuapin let you not hesitate when taking vegetables.

"Yes, thank you Ra.."

"yes sir take a fish that you want .."continue me while seducing my son to eat a lot.

after the father left I went back to the house because there was shopping again so that I did not want what had breakfast or not hehehheehe ..