When My Race Is Dead

8

Finally we moved rent in a housing complex just a few alleys away from the sister's house.

I may also be calmer because Deket brother even though I do not want to depend on him.

Alhamdulillah Aksa is not fussy from a baby to a child that is actually easy to take care of.

"As I want to sell snacks for children there is no capital ? " i asked my husband for money .

" Mas there is no money that every day is just that much I love you sometimes also I like to ask if I meet. "

"but mas ...."

"Patience later pray today can be much more." replied my husband while saying leave .

"Amiinn, ati mas ."

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My wife wants to sell snacks in front of the house , yeah .. I admit the money I gave was very fitting even can be called less.

Narik is so especially now a lot of cars while passengers are decreasing.

Sad is a simple desire that feels heavy for me, not to mention my parents who also demand I give money, yes it is not wrong just my income is too little until I am often confused to share it.

But anyway as a child it is my duty to help parents I do not want to dzolim to my wife and parents all just because the circumstances are still difficult smoga ahead better.

"Mas I want to go to the house of my sister, can I not if I minjem money for trading capital ?".

"Not good deck same brother we've got to continue to be ashamed mas ."

"As if mas I just want to help you find enough money to help help the kitchen later if there is money we go homein yes ?".

"Yes it's up to you that the deck mas can not ngarang because it is mas can not love you capital ."

"Thank you mas.." cup I kissed my husband's cheek.

"ihhh acemm shower there mas !".

I was in the bathroom and it felt like my body was full of sweat.

I came out of the room and fress with a t-shirt and pants color national dress if at home ademm it feels hehehe .

"Yank cook what's hungry ? " i asked my wife while wiping my stomach that is flat tend to be thin anyway said people maybe because of this poverty so badankun want to be fat.

" jengkol same salted fish mas, eat a lot of fat let !" ledek my wife while preparing food for me .

"Mas ate up I went to my sister's house, huh ?"

"What do you want to drive yourself ?".

" Himself let me not be ashamed hehhehe..."

Indeed I admit Lara always keep my pride in front of her family I'm grateful she became my wife just somehow my play boy soul also sometimes appears suddenly I'm very difficult to control what I am a husband I am not thankful that I am confused about myself.

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"Assynoltomodel.."

"Goddessallam.."

"Eh there's a handsome Aksa here baby come with mom .."

Indeed, my brother does not want to be called budhe just want me to Deket his heart hehehe said it could be so...

"So I want to sell snacks in front of the house like a lot of small children.."

"Yes already if you do not bother selling just enough for snacks Aksa .."

"Aksa's still a baby brother can't snatch .." I kissed the cheek of my son's padlocks .

"But sister can not pinjem modal ..?" I continued slowly fearing that there are ants participating in terror ..

"Because the smell smells old..!" cut my ngledekin brother, yes my brother is good but well that is if snacking ceplos but still cayaaaaang brother .

"Ra you've eaten that brother cook a lot just bring your husband to make at home ..".

"Aseekk truth I'm hungry, 'Aksa nyusu keeps sak making cepet hungry."

"Well that's the case if breastfeeding must eat often, you come here if hungry not to cook ..!".

"Not .."

My brother has 3 girls all so seneng deh there Aksa kayak his own son so cool boy but not granted too.

After eating we sleep in my sister's room while channeling my sister's hobby that there is no drug NGEBULLY I 😭.

After tired of chatting ngidul ngidul Aksapun and wake up I say goodbye home, "Sister I came home well in the afternoon .."

"Bring Ra food so you don't bother cooking again until the house later !."

"Ahhh so delicious .." upss my head got a toyor love deh .

"This reason for capital do not need to buy do not need to buy a lot - a lot of it used to be little but complete !".

"So brother, I'm ashamed to keep ngrepotin brother but I also want to be able to help make money for our future 'em , I won't forget all the goodness of brother and sister God replace much more aminnn."

Fortunately our contract is not far away so take Aksa road is also safe .

Till the house goes straight to tidy up the side dish I brought on the table and I close it so there are no flies.

While waiting for Aldo mas home I clean the house from dust that sticks so there is no allergy for the nervous Askaku.

I started trying to write guess what I will do tomorrow well most Chiki chikian same drink that can be sold cheaply so as not to burden the little children whose pocket money is not much.

"But I love money capital Alhamdulillah, Lara who asked sih hehehehe.." 'Tomorrow I start shopping ya mas make a table for the front can ?".

"Because mas shy deck same sister but want how to smoga we can quickly remunerate money sister yes ..".

"Amiinnn smoga is selling well, our finances are getting better ."

"Tomorrow Aksa kutitip brother bentar ya mas so I can shop fear fussy if invited ?".

"I'm sorry you can't be a good husband yet ."

" Important, don't be weird, that's all I ask. "

"Inshaallah doain yes dear .., sleep yuk already night."

We lay down on the mattress mas Aldo tightly hugged my waist and hemm. His hands began to roll his favorite part in front of me they slowly make me feel manned Awang...

"Mass.id "at last a strange sound began to come out of our mouths until finally we were equally sprawled full of sweat.

Uhhh.. fortunately Aksa did not wake up to hear the strange sound..

As usual my alarm screamed at half-five I went straight to the bathroom quickly quickly shower and carry out my obligations.

Get out of the bathroom I woke up Aldo's mas ,

"mas wake up is noon ..".

"Now that "he replied with a hoarse voice typical of people waking up.

"Let's get up..!!"

"When you want to make the prayer a necessity for you let your spirit run .", yahh it's just my heart's voice that is always disappointed with my son's father .

Finally I left to go to the kitchen to make Aldo mas coffee and breakfast.

"Maasss is awake at noon does not want to narik today...?".

"Dear this is wake up ..!"

"Mandi mas is not directly megang jorokkk coffee !!".

"Yes bawell .." he said as he took a towel and glared at the bathroom.

After the breakfast bath Aksapun already handsome out of the bath and I give her ngoceh ngocheh while playing her own spit.

"Mas depart yes deck, ati ati shopping don't long pity Aksa if thirsty later brother confused.."

"Each commander ..!!", I said as I reached for his hand.

"Assynoltomodel..".

"Waalaikumsallam, ati mas.."