When Love Fades

the mas alan

"assalaminet..".

I opened the door to alan's room. I saw him sleeping. But there was a woman who also fell asleep on the couch waiting for patients.

"who is he ?". Ask Anton.

"Devina". Anton whispered to me.

I looked at the woman from the tip of her foot to the tip of her head. It turns out this woman who is silent likes mas alan.

I prevented Anton from stepping his legs to wake devina.

"don't wake him. Let him wake up by himself".

I walked closer to alan. The man I've been waiting for his return. One year we didn't meet. Wanting this heart to embrace him, venting a deep sense of kangen.

I kissed her forehead and her cheeks. Remembering the times together. Joking, laughing, getting angry, pinching each other, teasing each other. If only my children had brought me here. They were happy to see and embrace their father. But it's not possible. I'm not here for a walk.

I don't feel these tears falling right on her eyelids. I slowly rubbed. Alan was awake.

He opened his eyes right in front of my face.

"dick.... Am I dreaming ?. Am I dead already ?".

"no mas. I'm not dreaming, I'm your wife".

"why are you here ?".

"anton told me. Sorry, I didn't ask you for permission".

A smile on my face indicates that he forgives me.

Alan looked around like he was looking for someone.

"which kids ?".

Mas alan nodded slowly.His current gaze led to devina and anton.

"they fit right ?".

"yes. Very suitable. When I arrived, Devina was asleep. So I didn't wake up. Looks like he's tired. Just go to sleep".

Devina is very good at keeping her feelings. I salute him. I'm just afraid someday if mas alan knows the contents of devina's heart. Is mas alan going to torture me. Or even leave me.

She's a woman who's good at taking care of herself. It was very visible from his appearance. Peculiar. Compared to me. Very much different. I never attach much importance to appearance. Sometimes I feel ashamed to invite me to join his family. Not only that, he was embarrassed to introduce me to his friends, especially his ex. I used to not care about that. But not for now.

Maybe it's time for me to change everything before it goes any further. I don't want to lose alan.

Devina started moving her limbs. Straighten her legs and spread her arms. Her beautiful face is now clear.

My gaze kept on him. While my hand is shaking Mas alan's fingers. I want to know how he reacted after seeing me next to Mas alan.

My gaze was distorted when mas alan moved his hand.

"why the hell ?".

"let them both. Don't you keep looking. They will be ashamed".

"Want this heart always beside you mas ".

mas alan shook his head slowly.

"i'm fine. I can go home tomorrow. It's just a small wound on my hand. You don't have to worry".

I don't know what happened to Devina. Maybe he was surprised. Or he looked at me from toe to head like I did him. I focus on my husband.

I have to face it with a cold attitude. Don't let me do that bar bar attitude. Gradually alan will know devina's feelings for her. I can only hope and pray that my family will remain intact and well.