Untouchable

False

Mark POVs

Nothing looks like it should. Something slipped and fell. Flying free, feeling loose. A sign I've never noticed before. Makes me wonder what happened? It feels different now. Cold, hot, something untouched. I never imagined it before. Mistakes, the truth of which is where I stand. I may lie, but deep down I know that I cannot keep running, there is no point in avoiding, and I cannot deny it. It always makes me ask, is it just something in one moment? Perverted feeling? Is this a change of heart? Will it last forever?

Maybe I was impressed nagging or grumbling where the direction of life flew me. But questioning everything is also one thing that is not wrong. Where have I been lately? It feels like this shoulder is getting tired to carry all this burden. It was as if I was just running in the same place. And this is what makes me question my every step. A famous mark always goes through everything on order, doing everything according to plan. Why is there anything different about all this? A new feeling? One hit wonder or what? It felt tight on the chest, like an axe that hit the tree trunk.

I should have known that none of this was my business. Yeah if I were to say it just by relying on the logic of the mind, I certainly deserve to be ridiculed at this time. But I can't think so clearly, one of these organs in my chest dodged and kept saying something different.

“Eri, Jealous” impossible?

“What should I do?”

“What am I blowing?”

The questions just kept turning around in my head nonstop. Especially after these eyes witnessed everything clearly that night.

I felt like I was riding on a train that entered the hallway and did not meet the end. Backward, in staying everything. A train that never reaches its destination. Guess that’s where I am, I’m frozen by the time.

Flashback ON :

“i'm so bored, why. I don't feel good sitting in this apartment either. Looks like I need some fresh air out there” (Gerutuku)

“But who's good to walk with tonight. I can't if I have to go out alone” (My Complaints)

I grabbed my phone and checked the status of my friends, I wonder who's free to hang out with tonight. Eyes continued to highlight their profiles one by one, these fingers unceasingly scrolling up and down into this vast virtual world.

“Sial, everything is busy. No one is free” (Gertutuku)

“What the heck, how can they all be compact to have busy at the same time. What a silly coincident!” (My complaint)

“But there's still one more person I haven't asked yet, should I try to take her?” (Furnace)

It wasn't that easy for me to call her, I didn't want her to feel like I was depending on her. I don't like that he'll make fun of me. It took me a while to make this decision, at least I tried.

I sent him several messages of course with language in such a way that I had arranged so that he did not misinterpret the core of my chat. I waited long enough for him to reply to my every chat. And that's why a message from him made me a little hurt. I feel disappointed.

“Sorry Mark I'm really tired today and want to go straight to sleep. So I can not nemenin kamu” (one of the contents of the reply from sacha)

I've been missing a long time but there's not a single person who seems to be available to me. Sacha is the same. Looks like I don't have to expect anyone else again, it's time ‘ME time’. Oh yeah look at social media tonight in happy land there is a stand comedy event in one of their theaters. And the horrors will also be there are high-class comedians who fill the show tonight.Without waiting for anything else I immediately get ready to come there. I also ordered a taxi online to pick me up.

(Come there)

After finishing the ticket business at the beginning, I immediately entered and walked around the rides. I also made sure that I got a seat for a stand up event later. But now I feel really hungry.

“Let's see what snacks they offer here” (I thought)

I also set foot to go there to find food according to my taste. After getting the right food I looked for the perfect place to eat it. Surely I don't want to eat in the crowd, they will definitely highlight me. And maybe the other visitors will think that I'm an acute singles.

“Oh hell well. I don't want to make assumptions in people's heads. I didn't come here for a drama” (Inner)

It seems like the illusion garden looks pretty good. The spot is perfect to defend my image from the people who are here. Then I walked to the park and found the perfect spot to eat the food I just bought.

“No, I was wrong too. I give you time to think things through. So I should have given you the space you needed” (Said A man who was not far from my position)

“Already, stop to blame each other. My arrival here invites you to inform me of my decision. But before I thank you because you are willing to take the time to come, and have also been patient with me” (Say the woman vaguely but clearly heard in my ears)

I know it may feel rude to listen to someone else's chat, but whatever my day. I was unintentional. I was stretched because my position with them was not too far away and it seemed like they did not see me either. So win-win!After all, from the gelagatnya they look so dramatic, as if they were on the stage of the theater or something. From my guess it looks like they're brantem.

“And I want to try to explore this further. So now my question is will you accept this lousy me with all the ridiculous and possibly stupid stunts I've ever done? Would you take me and teache me what love is?” (Speaking the woman from the conversation I just kept listening to)

“Of course I'm willing. I will accept every weakness and advantage that you have. Let me hold this hand of yours and with us go to hari” (My greeting then kissed her right on the sweet lips of hers)

Look now they're kissing right now. I felt like I was eating while watching the play live. But I feel like I know this voice. It feels familiar and not so foreign.

“Means now we're dating?” (Ask the Woman)

“I guess we are. Of course, unless you want to decide and break my heart now” (Reply The Man)

“Oh shit, not possible. None of this could have happened” (Whisper me)

As the light in this dim garden bounced towards them, I could see the figure of the couple I had been watching.

“No” (Shouted Innerku)

“Sacha? Is that true himself.” (My speech is light)

Now why does it feel like these eyes want to drip the holy water. It felt like this chest had just shaken violently. It was as if something had just broken.

“However do you” (My words spontaneously)

(CONNECTED)

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