Untouchable

Out of my control

The Sacha POV

I don't think time has reached its point. The night I never imagined was coming. No matter how far I run, I'll come back here. Maybe it's time for me to mature and take things seriously. Your love will embrace me no matter what. Cause it feels like out of control.

With the sensation of a room as lush as a flower garden. It was there that I looked at myself on the wide mirror glass while looking at the readiness of my appearance. No matter how much makeup I touch up, I can't hide the other side of myself. No matter how beautiful this black dress I was wearing, it was not enough to hide the constant flurry I felt.

“Whether I fail or fly tonight, remember that you are worth it” (My greeting on my reflection across there)

Before leaving my apartment, do not forget I took a mini bag ala condongan which is the most just a thin wallet doang because it has not been paid with my cellphone. Not to forget also to see the notification from the father of his online taxi which turned out to be in front of the building. With one breath I step this leg out shutting all the doors, walking in the direction, with all the markings I had recognized.

Arriving below without waiting for a long time, I immediately entered the online taxi from his father had been waiting outside his car. Don't know what the signs are, which is clear I don't want to see all the bad possibilities let alone think about them. I won't let there be one more thing that can make my vision blur. No step back, ready or not this is the truth.

The car runs through the city center, I can clearly see the street lights and all the billboards look very bright and colorful. As if adding to the senses and sparkling in the city that is dubbed as “City of the angels” or what we know as “Los Angles”

“Drrrrt” (The sound of my phone shakes that managed to make all the daydreams pseudo, between the delusion and this dream back into one thin reality)

It turns out that the notification came from my best friend who is no stranger to you. Yup regina, she's always been there as my supporter. Don't think anymore because I don't have another friend after him.

The words he sent added to his confidence and all that I had. It felt like I was getting a large amount of energy booster patches.

“I think I can handle this night” (My say in heart)

David POVs

I don't know what to expect anymore, when all the signs are clearly visible to both eyes. Signals that are clearly visible. Why am I hypocritical of all the mortal things that my mind has witnessed. I don't think my sense is going well.

If the world could see for sure he had rebuked me, if nature could speak for sure they would laugh at my ridiculous behavior. Because consciously or not, my age is not the same as young people who are easy to falter when hit by a storm of love. I should have been mature and realistic.

“Why this body does not listen, why he does not obey”

Those are the questions that sometimes arise in this reflection of the heart. Dead is certain, hurt is definitely yes.

But is it wrong that I wish on one last chance,. Would it be wrong for me to try to rely on positive things. I can't lean on the pedestal of the heart.

After flushing this body with a splash of water, I was now preparing to go to the place where he wanted this to happen. Not that I wasn't expecting it, I was glad to know. How happy is this body and soul to see the smile on its lips. But on the other hand, it feels like I might not be able to do it again if the nightmare turns into a reality. The line between hope and dream must be broken already.

It felt so strong, burning, burning and exploding. The thing I should ask is whether this is what is called true love or myself is starting to sink into the waves. The feeling of shame and the curse of bucin are two things that I always take for granted, but it seems like the syndrome has touched the wet soles of these feet.

After feeling ready I immediately came out of my apartment and immediately went down to the parking area. I put this foot on the gas and slowly pushed it. Maybe you think I'm selfish, because I have a car but I just go alone, without even trying to invite and offer her a ride. But actually I didn't because there were too many gray things that surrounded me. I was afraid to go on the wrong path. I also don't want to let myself get caught up by the syndrome or any kind of thing that's haunting me.

(After arriving at the destination)

The Sacha POV

I step this leg out slowly, the feeling of nervousness is hugging myself quite tightly at this time. But I will not let his figure hold my steps again. I’m here right where I’m supposed to be. It's too late to back off.

This place is so beautiful. Most people come together in a group or in a pair status chain. As far as the eye can see I haven't seen anyone coming alone to this place. I will not let these thoughts come again.

“I had my own date, so surely I'm not alone” (My inner speech)

My phone shook again, this time the notification came from David's message.

“I've been here” (Message text from him)

“I'm waiting for you in this illusion park” (Message text from him)

“Okay, I'm close and heading to sino” (Reply text from me)

Arriving at the garden of illusion, I saw the figure of a man who was no stranger to me. He was standing behind me. I took a deep breath and exhaled it slowly.

I patted her hard shoulder with the soft touch of my finger which must have made her turn around briefly.

“Sorry well Vid, maybe I make you shocked” (Sapku)

“It’s okay” (Short cap)

“We find a place to sit yuk, so enakan” (Ucapku)

“We went there, I from earlier observed the corner side near the tree there was a seat” (Clearly to me)

Without further admonition we both immediately walked in that direction. There was not a single word that came out, be it from David or myself. Don't know why but this silence seemed to be choking me slowly. I can't be fooled around like this anymore. I stood up too, saying

“I'm standing here apologizing for all my behavior that you might think looks ridiculous and like a child. I may not be able to meet all your expectations and be your heart's calling. Maybe I'm not worthy, never deserved.”

“Do not do so, do not beg in front of me. Please just sit” (Say David with a sad look on the face)

“No, I was wrong. I shouldn't have acted stupid. Trying to get away from you after everything. Just know I never meant to do that. Everything is out of my control. And I'm sorry if because of my actions this makes you feel worried, anxious even sad and disappointed” (Reveal me)

“No papa, maybe I made everything look complicated. Maybe I'm the one pushing you a little. If you're not ready I'll try to understand it” (Said David)

“Please don't blame yourself. Let me endure everything. I've never been shot by anyone. There has never been anyone in my life who has said he loves me. Surely after my father and my family” (My jawab is a little nervous)

“No, I was wrong too. I give you time to think things through. So I should have given you the space you needed” (Said David as he held my hand)

“Already, stop to blame each other. My arrival here invites you to inform me of my decision. But before I thank you because you are willing to take the time to come, and also have patience with me” (My speech)

“I want to say how I feel, I hope this is the best decision” (Add me)

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