
The Sacha POV
Unique, weird, suspenseful, happy. I don't know why I keep feeling this one. Falling in love really makes everything the eye sees look gray. Believe it or not, but this is the reality, and it is one thing I cannot imagine. Make myself wonder ‘this is what it feels like to love’ ‘what it feels like to fall in love’. Hand grips, heart rhythm, cheeks that are red blushing, wrong behavior, shame, turmoil of desire. These are all very new things to me. Yup I'm still a newbie but that doesn't mean I've never had someone I've assessed before. It feels completely different. It's not that things like this never cross my head, I see it very often. The reflection of my parents is always romantic, stories in fairy tales, poems and songs, tv shows and movies are also the same. But I am slowly starting to understand everything clearly now. True said people, living something is not the same as what is always seen. It's not all that easy as I thought. Easy in the world of fantasy but not easy in the world of reality. But whatever the next step I have to prepare myself for. I have to be ready to step into new things in a relationship. But of course all I expected was for my loved dear aka David to lead me there.
Lunch went well this time. I'm getting used to having someone share my time with me, living and enjoying every moment together. Cause I'm not a single person anymore and free. I have some responsibilities that I have to keep. If calculated one by one it is clear that this will be difficult, but if we take the time and breastplate I guess it would work. I'm not alone, I have people who can hold my hand to get through everything. I just want to be happy, I hope that's enough.
“Babe, it's time. You have to get ready to go carry out your job demands, right?” (Consider David)
“Oh yeah, it's time well. Looks like time goes a little faster” (Reply me with a little laugh)
“Iya seems so. Maybe you are too cool to look at me from earlier until I forgot the time” (Say while smiling)
“Ngga really, I just enjoy the moment aja” (Let's blush shy)
“Okay, don't be shy. I'm not going anywhere kok” (Tap him again)
“What the heck are you, yes I know you will be with me again.” (Reply)
“Oh so, it means that if I am with other girls can yah” (Sahut David ticked me)
“Well, you can't get” (Reply while looking away from your face)
“Although why?” (Ask David with a plain face)
“I mean, why should the girl you call. Not that you ask questions with the men instead of” (Then I pout a little)
“Iya is real. But I also have another co-worker. Not always with the boys. You know right?” (His speech is to keep trying to be cool)
“Of course. As long as it's a professional relationship, you certainly get 100% access, no need to ask or ask permission from me. Besides, I'm not the same as the other girls out there who batesin or nge-barang own. To be honest I also do not want to batesin the scope of your friendship. I hope you do the same with me” (Reply)
“And I just hope you know, in any situation you. I want you to remember about me, about us. About our love expectations. That's enough for me” (Add me)
“Aww, I feel touched. Of course, you don't have to worry. I’ll try my best. Let love be proof of trust we have.” (Speak David while tightly grasping both hands of mine)
“I Love You” (Whisper in my ear)
A single breath and vibration of his breath and voice echoed along this ear space.
“And I'm glad you're jealous, because that's the sign you love me too” (Next)
“Definetly I do” (Short cap)
“Okay let me pay for everything, now you can immediately wait for me in the car. I'm the one who took you there, too.” (Speaking David)
“But...” (Kataku)
“Hush, no need to argue, ntar we will be a debate and will not be finished and you will certainly be late” (Tap him)
(In the car)
Do not know why, it still feels very difficult for my tongue to say the word ‘ I also love you David’. Every time I try, it always fails. It feels like there is a heavy weight in my mouth every time I try to say it. Words are like having a ballast on the tip of the tongue. It felt like I could not bear if I was the reason for our relationship. Oh God, I have to get this bad thought out of my head. I'm pretty sure David was aware of the small details. Because I really never said it either directly or indirectly. It still feels difficult for me, I just hope he understands and does not mind it.
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Arriving at the production house,
“Okay happy working well. Don't get unfocused because cool thinking about me” (Chap David)
“Iya thanks. You also. I’ll think about that!” (Kataku)
“Your time just play down. Have you checked if there is nothing forgetfulness?” (Ask David)
“Hmmm, looks like it's done. Nothing is left behind. Everything is there” (Turku)
“Try paying attention again, it looks like there's a forgetfulness” (Ask David)
“Whatever, the feeling is not there. Everything is complete.” (Jawabku with a confused feeling)
“actually there is something you squirrel about. ‘The Lovely Kiss for Me’ I waited for it from earlier” (Shut up)
“That dong, I Love you” (Tapnya)
“Ah sorry” (Reply then turn around and immediately walk in)
“Oh my god, oh my god. You are slow to come, cha” (Chap Miley Snord)
“Eh.., Sorry me.” (My eyes were instantly broken by him”
“Padalaan there is something important from the production pack that you want to convey to you” (Add)
“Okay slow down miss. Try to take a breath first and throw away” (I told him)
“Stop, you don't have to use all my training. It's big news, still hot and very important” (She said with a very passionate expression)
“Alright, keep what happens? Can you tell me?” (Tanyaku to him)
“Quiet, relax, calm down first. Let me exhale first” (Switch him)
“Oh-okay” (Let's be short)
“Begini earlier from the big fashion company ‘H’ brand it came here. They love the look of our models. I mean the end result of our publication. And they are interested in working together. They have also been researching who they want to choose as one of the models for their new bag made” (She said miley)
“All right, continue?” (Tanyaku to him)
“And the model they designate in our production house is none other than you and not yourself. They have set the theme and production style. You simply follow the script and perform with the best performance” (Next)
“Gosh, is that really true? I really can't believe.” (I was surprised)
“Congratulation for your first big special brand deal. I hope you didn't screw it up. Show us that our production house is one of the best ever” (Speak himself firmly)
“Oh of course, I will try as much as possible” (Ungkapku)
Hopefully, this is one of the rare good signs for a tomorrow that is still unpredictable.
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(CONNECTED)
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