
"No, just tired this whole day is very busy" replied Zahira trying to smile.
"We're taking a shower?" Radit begins to seduce and as usual, the man will spend time with Zahira.
Until the evening they both just finished dinner, now sitting together on the front porch enjoying a beautiful night with the sound of the roar of the car still passing in front of the gate of his house.
"Darling, I'd love to have a child." Zahira started the conversation, actually she wanted to say something about Radit coming to the clinic like Ana said. But it feels impossible to immediately say that, if you only rely on 'Ana' said only.
"I've wanted it for a long time too, baby." said Radit, he looked ordinary.
"Why do you think God hasn't allowed me to carry your child?" Zahira started asking questions and it seemed like this time he would be a lot of guesses.
"Maybe it's not time yet, and we should try even harder." Radit bit Zahira's arm and made her scream.
"Radit's sick!" his protest.
Radit immediately carried Zahira without listening to what he said.
"Where are you taking me?" Zahira wants to be released immediately.
"We go to the lower room, baby, I can't wait to make a child" he replied without caring Zahira struggling to be put down.
"Are we gonna make this room a mess?" asked Zahira, the restrained voice was completely indifferent to Radit.
The man did it full of desire, his attitude shows there is no other contest other than Zahira, Radit so enjoy it with all his soul, until the body stiffened something down there gushed out so many seeds that it could feel flowing warmly. Zahira felt that she was the only one in her husband's heart, so sure, so sure.
Radit gently stroked his face, nothing had changed, his affection still felt so great that the unceasing mention and calling of Zahira's name vaporized the burning feeling so fierce.
Nothing strange, right? It was really Raditya who loved and cherished him from the very beginning. Then who's the woman Ana told me about? Zahira's mind drifted everywhere.
"I love you dear Zahira." so she always whispered affectionately.
What then?
At 02:00 p.m., Zahira woke up from her sleep still busy thinking about Ana's story. Zahira looked at the handsome face so perfectly.
Drrr.
Drrrtt
Radit's phone is vibrating.
Zahira saw that face again at a glance his sleep was so good. Out of curiosity Zahira woke up and grabbed the phone lying on the nightstand.
'P."
Just one letter left the message so Zahira was confused to reply, and because of the curiosity that had accumulated Zahira opened all the applications on the black phone.
No photos or chat even suspicious, then who's the woman with Radit? There is no way if Ana misunderstands people, even she is the friend who most often sees Radit while driving or picking up Zahira. Zahira sleeps in a blanket of confusion, her mind is second-guessing but her direction makes her dizzy until she falls asleep tired.
The morning drizzle seemed to represent Zahira's agitated heart, Although Raditya's attitude still feels warm but curiosity and curiosity about Radit's arrival to Ana's parents' clinic is getting stronger. He could not stand idly by just thinking without knowing the truth.
"Darling, what makes you daydream?" Radit hugged a small body that was sitting in the dining room waiting for Mbok Tuti to serve food.
"There is no Radit" he answered briefly, smiling warmly and turning his head until his cheek came into contact with Radit's nose.
"I'm thinking only of you. Lately I feel anxious and afraid of losing you Radit." he said half a whisper, of course the speech came from the bottom of his heart.
"There's nothing you need to fear Zahira, I'll never leave you, it's me who's so afraid of losing you." she replied quietly, still clinging to Zahira's cheek.
Zahira turned her head until their eyeballs met with noses touching each other. Those breaths exchanged filling each other, warming the cold soul this morning.
"I have no one but you Raditya." so his words rattled Radit's heart that increasingly felt guilty. It was indeed the fact that Zahira only had himself, even his parents were Radit's father and mother.
'Should I be honest with you, Zahira, I've made a big mistake, baby'
Radit felt the tightness more and more seeing the beautiful face that was so adored every night, becoming a memory in every distance from him, and imagining when the girl knew the truth about him.
"Trust Zahira, my love for you is beyond anything." Radit loved her so much, really loved her.
*
"Assalamualaikum Mama." Zahira came to Ayu's office this morning.
"Wa'alaikum hello dear, tumben once you come without telling Mama." Ayu hugged Zahira so warmly.
"So I was among Mama's office drivers." Zahira sat following Ayu in her private room.
"What's the matter, baby?" Ayu looked at her daughter-in-law's face so closely, her heart saying something important was bringing her to her office this early in the morning.
"I want to talk about something about Radit Mama" he said seriously.
"What's wrong with Radit." Ayu began to feel uneasy as she was also investigating something.
"My college friends saw Radit go to the clinic with a woman, it was Saturday when I called my mom asking Radit. And mama should know, Radit and the woman are checking the pregnancy" she said sadly, the clear eyes began to dew
"What?" Ayu was also no less surprised, her suspicion was indeed pointing at a woman.
"I'm afraid of Mama." Zahira was unable to hold back her tears.
Ayu approached and immediately hugged Zahira so tightly, her heart raging at the thought of her son's betrayal.
"Mama is with you baby, don't be afraid of anything, you're Papa's and Mama's daughter. Mama'll make sure she dumps Radit if she betrays you." Ayu was getting scared by her conjecture.
"I want to come to the clinic, Mama?" Zahira loosened Ayu's embrace and grabbed the bag she had placed on the table.
"Mama will come with you."
They went out with a sense of uncertainty, not only Zahira but Ayu also felt the same worry.
"Ma!" call Zahira, her steps stop for a moment when she will step up to Ayu's car.
"What's the matter, baby?" Ayu held her hand open the car door.
"What if Radit really has another woman?" his voice trembled with tears coming down without excuse.
"Mama's not sure about Zahira, but whatever it is we have to know the truth." Ayu looked at Zahira, really she knew how her heart was her favorite daughter at this time.