Two Love Belongs to Zahira (Part My Wife!)

156. Continue to live

"Mas, there's a message from Mama" Zahira said that morning.

"What's it say?" Anggara shrugged and stretched his arms so that Zahira could lean on the chest of his field.

Zahira gives his phone to Anggara, he wants Anggara himself to decide.

"We'll stay the night if your mama wants it." replied Anggara as if lightly.

"I don't care if you don't obey what Mama asks, I'll just do what you want" Zahira said slowly, looking up at her beloved handsome face.

"No problem, honey, there's nothing I should be afraid of in this world while you're still with me. Instead I fear Radit who is uncomfortable with our presence. Although-"

"Even what?" Zahira immediately hugged Anggara spoiled, as if she knew what her husband was thinking.

"I'm afraid you still love your ex-husband." Anggara returned Zahira's warm embrace.

Of course not only that, men like Anggara will first know all the things that are not even known by others. His brown eyes glared far above the top of Zahira's head, no matter what he was thinking, he also did not need the help of others to solve the problem of his feelings.

"That feeling of yours made our love contaminated. Better not just come." Zahira still enjoys the scent of mint on the chest of Anggara's field.

"Where can it be like that." Anggara smiled at the babble of his beautiful and very young wife.

"Clear, I was lazy to think about it." he closed his eyes again in a loving caress.

By late afternoon, Anggara asked his aunt and some of his house assistants to prepare a lot of luggage to go to David's house. Thinking about coming to the house of in-laws would be better to bring the fruit of the hand even if it is just food. Anggara felt it was a little late, because this was his second coming.

They set off for David's house, with Jia behind them. It seems like the presence of Anggara has been accepted as a new family member after a dispute between them all. Honestly Anggara did not bother anything, including if it had to be hostile to many people, but in this situation he was grateful that everything had improved.

"Assalamualaikum Mama!" Zahira screamed a little to see anyone in the house, not just Ayu.

"Wa'alaikum greetings dear." Sure enough if David who came to greet him. "Papa's son." David shrugs Zahira's shoulder to bring her in.

"Hey, is he the only one you're asking in?" Anggara was still standing at the door waiting for Jia and her driver to bring her many boxes of cookies and food.

"You can walk alone." David laughed a little with Anggara's behavior that he thought was unusual.

"Darling, you've come!" Ayu came out with Nurul, the two women were very happy, especially when they saw Anggara who looked busy asking two drivers to bring food into the dining room.

"Yes Mama." hugged Ayu as well Nurul alternately.

"My daughter really made you turn a hundred and eighty degrees." Ayu joked to Anggara.

"really? I don't believe." Anggara sees himself.

Ayu called one of her house assistants. "Deliver Zahira to her room." Ayu ordered.

"I slept in Mama's guest room." Zahira refuses, he has plenty of reasons not to occupy his former room.

"Just don't want to go up and down, I'm tired of bodies getting bigger like this having to go up the stairs." the right reason, but he remembered that in his house he also had to climb a ladder that was almost higher.

"Right, even in the house we were planning to move rooms on the ground floor." Aggara knew what Zahira was thinking.

"Well, you can sleep in the front room. At least it's wider." Ayu.

"Thank you Mama."

"Yes, you can rest a little bit." Ayu opened the guest room door.

"Mama!" call Zahira when she's in the room.

"Yes, what's wrong, honey?" Ayu undoes her intention to come out, perhaps talking briefly with her daughter.

"Why did Mama suddenly ask me to come here, wouldn't Radit be bothered with me here?" asked Zahira with her innocent face.

"Of course not, even Radit asked for it. He wants to get together with all of us before he goes to Malaysia." Ayu replied as he was.

"To Malaysia? Why did Radit go Mama? Didn't she already hold Mama's company?" Zahira feels that Radit is not okay.

"She wants to continue her education again, also wants to continue a life that might be better after all this has passed." Ayu explained covering up the truth, her chest felt tight by trying not to cry.

"Is there anything I don't know?" zahira asked with a sad face, there was concern there.

"No darling, everything is fine." Ayu replied affirming.

"Mama!" call him sad.

"Yes." Ayu replied quivering, it really felt like crying.

"I'm sorry for everything that happened." Her tears fell off this time. "I'm still immature, I still haven't been able to face the trials of a household. I should have been more patient with everything, including about trust. I didn't even believe in Radit back then."

"It's not your fault or Radit, you're living each other's destiny. I'm sure one day you'll be happy with your life, especially you and your husband. Mama knows exactly that your husband has harbored a long love, and is now enjoying the happiness that God has given him, as well as for you." Ayu rubbed Zahira's growing belly.

"We are happy. But I don't know why lately I feel like Radit's sad, and I can't ignore it."

"Of course you can't ignore him, he's your little brother who since you were together" Ayu said, growing more and more painful with this reality.

"Sometimes I feel guilty for Papa and Mama, when I'm in a big house and living happily. I should also be happy with Papa and Mama, it makes me feel that there is something lacking" said Zahira.

"Mama will always be happy for you dear, Mama is waiting for the birth of your children, this house will be crowded if they are born, her tears just re-echoed the same simple as when you and Radit were kids." finally the tears fell too.

"Thank you for taking care of me and raising me to adulthood, Mama must have had a hard time keeping us together at the time." Zahira was crying haru.

"Everything went by so well, it's beautiful to remember. Looking at your adult face right now, Mama still imagines you crying and whining together, and it won't happen again."