Two Love Belongs to Zahira (Part My Wife!)

185. I'm sincere

"Doc! What can I do to keep my husband safe?" Zahira pleads.

The doctor nodded.

Zahira came out saying nothing more, and ran to the operating room where Anggara was sleeping. His pace was fast, the faster his tears fell by countless numbers.

"Mother." call Sadewa as Zahira passes them half-running.

Zahira entered without looking, he did not even hear Sadewa's call.

His steps stopped, the gallant body that always held warm was now lying with a medical device attached to his body. The warm face was now pale and closed his eyes. Zahira approaches and soon grabs the delicate fingers that always seem sexy when once unmarried, the fingers that a mature woman imagines in being touched by her.

"Mas." call Zahira slowly, it used to feel awkward, but now it's like some lives are unimaginable if tomorrow Anggara is no more. "Wake up!" said it. "I'm not ready to live without you" he said again in a shrinking voice between roaring cries over Anggara's hands.

"How do I live my day without you? How can I live without you? What about Satria and Sadewa if there's no father like you? Build Mas...!" his whine rested his head on Anggara's chest, stroking and kissing the face of his beloved husband.

The crying did not stop, his hands stroked Anggara's chest and face with full of desire, hoping that the man could be aware, maybe God gave a miracle?

"I'm pregnant, you said you'd obey everything I wanted, you should wake up and hug me. I want to eat fed by you." Zahira hugged Anggara's body by crying louder.

"Zahira!" Ayu approached Zahira who was still bowing to hug Anggara. "Dear control yourself, you have to be patient with all this." Ayu grabbed Zahira's shoulder.

"Mama! He must wake up!" he said, the red lips were again interested in pain, really the cry could not be held.

"Yes, but it's not like this kid." Ayu looked at Anggara's face, those closed eyes shedding tears. It means he can hear what Zahira is saying!

"Mama! He heard me!" zahira shouted as her clear eyes followed Ayu's glued gaze. Zahira immediately pressed the button on the left side of the bed to call the doctor.

"Mas! Wake up, don't sleep too long without me being with you." Zahira hugged and kissed Anggara. "Mas." whispered.

The doctor entered with two nurses behind him, approached Anggara to check his heartbeat and analyze the medical devices attached to Anggara's body.

"Madam" called the male doctor slowly.

Zahira looked up, then stood looking at the doctor who also looked at her pity.

"The possibility of living is obviously very slim" he said by not giving up his eyes.

"Doc!" Zahira.

The doctor looked down, he took a heavy breath.

"But she cried as I hugged and talked to her." replied Zahira again, softly and heartbreakingly.

The doctor nodded.

"No Doc! He promised to be with me, my husband would never leave me! No Doc!" Zahira hugged the body that was just sleeping. "Mas, I'm pregnant Mas! I'm pregnant with your child, you said you wanted a beautiful daughter." Her cries broke even harder.

Anggara's chest suddenly lifted with a face looking up tight. Makes everyone panic, too Zahira.

"The lady is calm and it's best to wait outside." The doctor immediately re-examined Anggara.

Ayu hugs Zahira tightly, she does not want Zahira to disturb the Doctor who examined Anggara.

"Mama! I don't want to be left out." she explained, the slender body leaned against Ayu's chest.

"Yes. Calm down, dear." Ayu hugged and stroked Zahira's head.

Before long the doctor managed to make Anggara calm, no more chest movements up and down.

"So, my husband's gonna get well, right?" ask Zahira to turn her back.

"If life is hard for him, make sure he doesn't feel pain." The doctor looked at Zahira's face again.

There was only the sobs, the expression of a heart that was unusually poignant.

"Sometimes a promise can make it difficult for a person to leave, even more so his promise to the person he loves." The doctor smiled slightly, patting Zahira on the shoulder." That's hard, madam. Surely your love is great for her, just like her love for you. I know very well who your husband is, he never messes around in matters of feeling. But look, he's in pain." The doctor gave advice.

"Can't you change her heart? If you can get my heart!" Zahira cried and begged.

"His body has no power for that, only maybe you're the reason why he hasn't left" he said.

"Doc!" Zahira could not say anymore.

"Call the sons of Mr. Anggara." the Doctor commanded the Sister beside him.

"Good Doctor." The sister came out, and soon returned with Sadewa and Satria.

"Mother, Dad!" call them together.

Zahira hugs the two, closer to Anggara on the left, Ayu invites Sadewa on the right they directly hug Anggara for a long time, then kiss his father's cheek with affection.

"Mas, if you can! Wake up for us who love you so much." said Zahira crying again, but trying harder in front of his two children. "But if holding on only makes you sick. So go, I'm sincere." he said, whispering in Anggara's ear, he hugged Anggara again.

"Dad." Sadewa and Satria also hugged Anggara, the two children crying.

"I love you Mas." whispered again.

The corner of Anggara's eyes again let out tears, clear flowing slowly. Zahira rubbed the clear feather and stroked Anggara's cheek. "God is always with you Mas, you are a good man and willing to sacrifice your life for me, your wife and children." cried Zahira softly.

Anggara looks to take a deep breath, then exhale slowly. His fingers straightened together with a face that seemed to be sound asleep.

He's already gone.........

Zahira gave a bitter chuckle, her cries held back but her heart was broken. He further buried his face in Anggara's neck, he could no longer express how sad his heart was at this moment.

'Mas, if I could ask God, I would like to come with you. I really don't want this world, even because of you I'm still alive and I am today. You give me happiness, you make me feel perfect, you take care of me, take care of my heart. You always thank me for everything you get from me when I give you nothing. It was you who gave everything for me, the perfect life. I became the queen by your side, the mother of your proud genius children, the special woman in this happy story.'

"Mas. You're really going?" asked Zahira increasingly tightened the embrace, not wanting to release Anggara's head in his arms. He cried, roared bitterly, screamed bitterly... It was impossible to pretend to be strong, because he actually had no power for it.

"Yyyoungass.......!" her crying stops her breathing, or may not be interested in breathing.