Two Love Belongs to Zahira (Part My Wife!)

196. Won't make up for it

"No one will be able to help you here!" snapped Zahira dragging Merry's long hair violently and inevitably her body followed with clothes that were already out of order.

"Deliver!" Merry grabbed Zahira by force, pinching and clawing but had no effect at all.

"I'm not going to let go of a villain like you! Even you yourself came asking to be finished." growling more and more attractive Merry's hair.

"Zahira!" Ricky came and immediately broke them, releasing Zahira's hand forcefully, the young woman's long hair a lot of which was left in Zahira's hands.

"I'll finish him off!" Zahira pointed at the woman's extremely chaotic face, making her shuffle immediately into Radit's car and lock her up.

"You okay?" ricky asked to check on Zahira's clothes.

Zahira's breathing goes up and down, not caring what Ricky asks. "I swear I'll finish you off!"

"Calm down, you can't be like this! You could get in trouble!" Ricky was still hugging Zahira's shoulder.

"He's finished off my husband Om! He made my kids fatherless. If no one can prove he's guilty, then I'll finish him off!" Zahira was still covered in anger, but this time dropped tears. The angry soul had been mixed with grief.

"Calm down, it's all gonna end real. Remember you're a leader in a big company, you can't do all that with your hands." Ricky convinces and persuades Zahira.

"I want to do it myself!" replied Zahira rebels want to open Radit's car.

"It's Zahira." Ricky was not out of thought with the driver and bodyguard Zahira, not at all hurt even impressed to let. Then Ricky took her in. "You rest, let me take care of everything." Ricky was still holding Zahira's shoulder, waiting for the elevator to open. They started to step towards the main Director's room.

"Wait!" Zahira stopped in front of Ricky's room.

"What's wrong?" ricky asked in astonishment at his young boss.

Zahira opens the door and enters Ricky's room, looking for someone who has been interfering with his thoughts.

"Go from here!" he approached Radit at a rapid pace.

"Zahira!" call Radit soft.

"Go!" his screams were full of anger.

"Zahira!" Radit grew even more astonished, while Reza who was also there was only stunned to see the anger of the beautiful Director whom he admired.

"You deliberately brought that cheap woman into my husband's office! You're totally outrageous, you're Radit's asshole!" his screams pelted Radit with a file on Ricky's desk.

Radit was a little surprised, he just remembered that there was Merry in his car. "Zahira, this is not what you see."

"What I didn't see, you were with him, you brought him here. Are you showing off your happiness and I'm suffering, you're showing that you're honestly happy for what I'm going through!"

"No Zahira, I'm not like that!"

"You're evil! You said you loved my kids but now you're taking the killer." point him out.

"I don't-"

"Go!" zahira said in a soft but painful voice.

"Don't touch me! I do not want even if only close to the person who has caused the death of my husband, you can separate me from him! You can make my children fatherless, you can make me suffer! You're too much Radit!" he shouted with heart-wrenching-sounding cries.

"Already Zahira! Remember your condition." Ricky again held Zahira's shoulder which was now crying as he pleased.

"Zahira, how do I make up for all your suffering? I really don't intend to make you like this. I really love Sadewa as well as Satria, ever since your husband was around!" Radit convinces the limp Zahira in Ricky's hands.

"You don't love him Radit! Now that you've brought the killer in, maybe tomorrow you'll help him what else? You won't be able to make up for it, you never will! I don't want to see you anymore." Her cries really made people feel sad.

"If I could replace it let me die" Radit said with a sad face.

"Go! Go Radit! I hate you, I hate your pet woman! Akkh!" Zahira squealed with less energy, he sat down weakly.

"Zahira, remember you're pregnant." Ricky sat down. The words that made her co-worker stunned, Reza just found out that Zahira was pregnant when Anggara died.

"I'll definitely find the proof!" Radit stared sadly.

"What proof, heh? Even if I kill your lover it still can't make my husband come back. Not only death, but I want him to suffer for a lifetime. I'll do it myself, I don't need you." growled Zahira, those tear-filled eyes sharpened again.

Radit looked down miserably, for some reason it felt so devastated when he heard the words of hatred from Zahira. Radit felt so useless.

"You'd better get out first, we can reset everything." suggested Reza pat Radit on the shoulder.

Ricky nodded, he was completely tense with Zahira's state today, his cries resounding after some time. Coupled with the presence of Merry, Ricky is worried that Zahira is back on the rampage and forget everything.

Repeatedly Radit turned his head, he was really saddened by the state of Zahira. I wanted to hug and calm Zahira, but that was impossible, even seeing Radit she didn't like.

"I will pay for your suffering, even if it's not the present moment" Radit said before leaving the room.

"Please get me a drink!" Ricky asked Reza for help.

Reza immediately picked up a glass of water on Ricky's desk and gave it to Zahira.

"Drink, you're limp and tight." Ricky brought the water closer to Zahira.

In the still-sounding sobs Zahira finally drank a little.

Lili had just walked in and immediately embraced Zahira sitting on the sofa. "Mom's okay?" ask Lili worried.

Zahira simply replied with a blink of an eye. He was completely out of control this morning, draining his energy and emotions just from seeing Merry.

"You're sure Anwar's son was Anggara's shooter?" tanya Reza approached Zahira.

"Yes, I saw it." she replied quietly, Zahira did not keep it a secret anymore.

"And he's still free!" Reza looked at Zahira's face with a strange grin. Makes Zahira not know what to answer. "You have to strengthen your heart and your feelings if you want to break it all down. Be a woman who is good at hiding emotions, because emotions can make you weak" said Reza close his face with Zahira.

"I couldn't help but look at the woman, I remembered Mas Anggara. I can't and don't normally live these days on my own, I'm in trouble without him loving me too much. I lost!" she said slowly, holding her own chest.