Two Love Belongs to Zahira (Part My Wife!)

158. To die quickly

"I hope you won't curse me to die soon!" say Anggara suddenly.

Radit looked over in wonder. "Why should you think like that? Do you feel like I'm swearing at you? I even thought about leaving."

"If he's your soul mate, he'll come back to you no matter when. As long as you don't take it from me." A little Anggara shows a dislike face.

"I think you're worried about me too, but I'm her first husband." Radit bragged.

Anggara squinted his eyes. 'Why does this rancid boy know what I'm thinking, if it continues to be left it will truly be a rival.' Anggara threw away his gaze, lazy to have to admire the child yesterday afternoon.

Radit smiled meaningfully, it turned out to be true what he was thinking that the old man was desperately covering up his jealousy if it was gathering like this. It makes Radit more sure if deep in Zahira's heart there is still a name, sure that one day he will come back and take his attention. 'Well, I think confidence is important!' Radit laughed in his heart. "Tomorrow I'll be gone before dawn." Radit continued the silent conversation with Anggara silence. The guy is really smart avoiding conversations that will lead to discomfort. His silence showed calmness. "I hope when I get home you don't forbid me from meeting your children."

"I don't forbid you from going home to see my wife" he joked.

"Of course you know better, didn't you used to be like me, peering at the happiness of people's wives by loving their children. So don't blame fate for avenging you, I'm just playing a role that I don't really like. Please be patient!" Radit half scoffed.

"You knew being me back then wasn't good, so why did you have to follow along?"

"You think I have a choice?" tanya Radit debated.

"Of course, you can choose another woman more beautiful than my wife!"

"Are you able to turn around then too? Even you can choose many beautiful and sexy women, you are young and rich, your money is plentiful! Which woman doesn't like you?"

"You are the same!" anggara replied that he didn't like his past with a rancid boy like Raditya.

"I was different, at that time I made a mistake, it turned out that enjoying it even made me regret for life." Radit rubbed his hair until it was tangled.

Anggara laughed to see the boy was still unstable, but he admitted that his love was not playful. As he used to love a woman who was a little older than him, making Anggara did not dare to express his heart in earnest. The woman he loved chose someone else. He was foolish, but returned to Allah, the All-Powerful. The matter of the soul mate is certainly His secret, as he is now back to meet Zahira.

"And the difference is I don't want to make mistakes like you, I hope you don't make the same mistakes later. If your heart isn't sure then never go through it, because regret is more painful than being late."

"I know." Radit took a breath for a moment, though the weight he should be able to.

Radit went in first to leave Anggara, his steps were not rushed even more slowed when he saw the beautiful woman was still sleeping soundly on his favorite sofa.

In the past, Radit would lift his slender body with a very happy, unreasonable heart because he admired the beauty of his brother and beloved woman.

In the past, Radit would tease him when he woke up and said the slender body was getting heavier. Hearing a whimper does not like it if it is said fat.

The red lips were attracted slightly, a thin smile clearly drawn, with eyes that began to dew. Just being able to see without being able to touch, it felt like losing a person in front of the eyes was painful.

It is good that all the good memories are not wrapped in tears, and good longing that stoning is not always mourned with regret. Maybe there is hope.

When he wanted to always go where Radit went, did not even hesitate to hold him tightly, the indulgence of a Zahira who had long made Radit unable to hold back, because he first knew if they were not brothers. Zahira indulges in whatever manner she pleases, but Raditya responds with soulful love.

"Zahira, I have no power to endure all this grief." Radit leaned behind the door that had just been closed, limping his body down to the cold floor. His entire life was spent with Zahira, hoping for the rest of his life to have a chance with Zahira.

*

"Mas!" Zahira opened her eyes with a beautiful prick.

But there was no answer from the adult man, the thin and sexy lips were still tightly closed indicating he was asleep.

Zahira got out of the big bed by stroking his stomach, as if he wanted to eat or thirst.

"Mama!"

Zahira saw Ayu and David sitting on the sofa leaning back.

"Oh, honey are you awake?" Ayu forced to smile.

Zahira paused her intention into the kitchen, sitting for a moment with a lean on Ayu's shoulder. Working Days like this of course they will wake up early, so Anggara will soon wake up and go home to work.

Somehow the atmosphere became quiet, busy with their respective thoughts even though for Zahira was not strange, he was just lazy to talk because his breath was still left in the bed. He has been lazy to wake up since he was seven months old.

"Darling! I have to work. You coming home or you still want to be here?" Anggara asked her slowly, sat down beside Zahira and hugged her.

"Hem, I'll just go home." replied Zahira.

"Mom! Mas Radit's watch missed this!" an ART shows Raditya's watch.

"In save in his room only Bi, after all maybe he was already on the plane." replied Ayu with a sad face.

"Aircraft?" ask Zahira confused.

Ayu looked at Zahira's confused face, he did not say if Radit had left for Malaysia before dawn. And it could be said that Radit did not want to see Zahira before leaving.

"Radit's gone?" zahira asked with a sad face.

"Yes." Yeah." Ayu was only able to say that with a pushy smile.

Zahira did not want to ask or say anything, for some reason she was sad when Radit left without saying goodbye to her. There was the same tightness when Radit left him to play, Zahira would cry for loss. But no! Now it's different, Zahira is married and Radit is an ex-husband who should not be mourned. I just lost a brother.