Two Love Belongs to Zahira (Part My Wife!)
104. Wants him to stay alive
"Go home, son, it's soon dawn." said Ayu trembling.
"No Mama, how could I possibly go home before I find my wife" she rattled her voice, making Ayu cry.
"Mama and Papa need to talk to you, come back here" Ayu told him again.
"But Mama_." His words stopped.
He's not doing well, somehow Radit's driving this far. The man couldn't think clearly seeing Zahira's face so real, his heart just kept throbbing pain with cold sweat drenching all over his body, making him shiver withstanding longing and grief at the same time.
He paused for a moment, releasing the tightness as well as the crying that he was unable to bear anymore.
"Zahira, why did you do it? Are you replying to me? Have you really forgotten me? My heart really hurts to see you hugged by her. He touched you, he must have loved to have you." His firm hand smacked the steering wheel with tears falling to warm his cheek.
"Zahira!" call him down drowning.
The man's phone rang, he turned his head with blurred eyes, for a moment he rubbed his wet eyes and saw 'Mama' written on the phone screen was contacting him.
"Go home, son, or will Mama pick you up?" ayu's voice sounded worried.
"I'll be there." replied Radit trying to brace himself.
"Mama is waiting for you." Ayu replied and ended her phone call.
A few moments later Radit had arrived at Ayu's residence, walking hastily into the mansion.
"Roman!" Ayu approached and hugged her son, clearly seen the woman since waiting for Radit restlessly.
"I saw Zahira, she was with Anggara. He hugged her so affectionately and it was obvious that Zahira liked her too" Radit said with a sad face.
"Where did you see it?" Ayu asked with a sad look.
"In Vila peak B, they've been living there for two months. They went on a honeymoon on purpose and it made me feel very sick" Radit said again dropping his gallant body on the living room soft sofa.
Ayu was anxious to tell the truth, but as if her lips were locked away unable to open, she was at a loss where to start.
"How can Zahira be with Anggara? But I'm sure she's really Zahira." looks to think by massaging her forehead.
"He is Zahira."
David who had just come out of his room immediately answered Radit's question, the man with a large body wide was looking at his son.
"Did you know?" Radit stood up, increasingly staring in full view of his father's face.
"Yes, Papa already knows." she answered averted her eyes.
"Why didn't Papa tell me? Papa purposely hid it from me?" Radit becomes emotional with David's expression.
"Papa didn't hide it, only Papa waited for the right time to talk to you."
"Deliberately, Papa is still mad at me because of the accident? Don't forget I'm your son!" Radit's getting angry.
"I didn't forget? I'm just afraid you can't control your selfishness, and you're gonna ruin everything." David raised his voice.
"That's not what Papa means, you don't understand!"
"I understand Papa, I understand. And what I don't understand is why doesn't Papa support me at all?" bentak Radit's.
"Because he doesn't remember you anymore!" David almost lost his patience with Radit.
"That's impossible!"
"That's possible, not even remembering me, nor your mother." David answered her with a breath that rose and fell on his chest.
Radit turned to Ayu, his sharp eyes back in tears. He really did not think that everyone already knew but did not tell himself.
"Mama too?" said disappointed.
Ayu was speechless by throwing away her gaze, the narrowed eyes were wet again with tightness on the chest.
"You all know, only I don't know. Hah, I'm so stupid." he smiled bitterly with his eyes still dewy.
Radit sat back weak, he felt very useless, he felt like a child who did not need to know many things and life was still dependent on parents. He knows nothing and looks weak.
"He doesn't remember us all." David spoke again, sitting in front of Radit. A father really understands how devastated his son feels, even he is very sad when he knows Zahira is still there.
"The budget made him forget me" Radit said softly.
"No." David doesn't want any misunderstandings.
Radit stared hard at his father.
"Zahira had a terrible accident, he fell into a deep abyss that put him in a coma for two months until finally found Ricky and Anggara, once unconscious in a major Jakarta hospital then perform surgery abroad with Anggara, then returned to a coma for one month, and woke up with only know Anggara." David explains what he heard from Ricky.
As if hit by the chest Radit also felt that Zahira suffered a lot at that time, and instead he did not find and accompany him. And why should Anggara, why that man? Radit rubbed his face, back in the man's hand, slipping into Zahira's kimono, what it was like to kill.
"And he took that chance." this time Radit cried, he was in the deepest sorrow.
"You have to be patient." Ayu approached her son and rubbed his head.
"I can't be patient Mama, I have to take Zahira back. I do not want Anggara to take advantage of the situation and enjoy my wife's body with all my heart. I'm not willing, she's my wife, she's mine." Radit stood up to leave Ayu's house.
"No Radit, you can't go, just listen to Mama this time." Ayu held Radit's arm in her power. "He's sick, son, he doesn't remember anything."
"He'll remember me if I see him, believe me!" Radit convinced Ayu with a sad face.
"No kid, his memory can't be forced otherwise he'll have pain in his head, a little wrong in a coma. Mama's been figuring it all out and it's true, Anggara didn't lie about Zahira. Not only do we love him, but he does too. If you love Zahira then Mama asks to wait after she is completely healed, after that Mama will not forbid to approach Zahira. Trust me Mama also wants her to return to this house, but can't for now." Ayu explained gently.
"You want him to stay alive, or would rather see him actually buried?" david asked firmly, he still saw the face of his son still could not accept Ayu's explanation.
Radit. "Of course I want him to stay alive" he said, looking down miserably.
Radit stays out of Ayu's house, he doesn't know where to do what? The world is forcing him to give up.
