Transmigration: Forced to Be a Fake

77 - This belongs to someone else

"Meridians." Both of Andaru's reptilian eyes were fixedly staring at him. "Your body is dead."

No. gabe. He's kidding. How could he possibly know.

He is the main character who lost. Of course he felt he had to stop the Meridians no matter what.

"Stop the process."

"No!"

"Stop." Andaru persisted.

"Say no!"

The magic surge sent everyone away from the Meridian. Lumiel's magic circle was destroyed by the shock. Meridians tried to regulate his breathing, but were suffocated by the human and demonic gazes.

Stop over. Stop looking at him as if this world was indeed the world he lived in!

Meridian does not believe in the world of magic. Meridians do not believe in anything like reincarnation or transmigration or whatever they call it!

This is not his world! This is not the world where he should have—

I admit you have always been optimistic and strong.

The girl made a sound in her head.

But what do you do when there is no way? Aren't you just running away like me?

Meridian.

The gaze of the entire demon nation and the main characters of this Laila novel increasingly strangled him. Meridian clenched his hands. Divert the eyes from them before descending with a staggered body.

"Your Majesty."

".... I'm fine." Meridians refused their help. "Go away. I want a break."

...*...

"That's Lumiel."

The meridians simply lay motionless in the hallucinatory world where he had always met the False Meridians.

He knew there was Lumiel at the door of his room, but now the Meridian didn't want to meet anyone.

"Hey."

The girl still did not move. Even though the False Meridians were coming close to him, the Meridians were not even shifting.

Give him time. Give him a little time to think.

How could he die when Meridian remembers not lying in bed and suddenly being in this world? Shouldn't the existence of a bug like the Meridian be able to leave after completing a mission?

He killed criminals. Eliminate the authoritarian temple so that Andaru as the main character is free to rule. Indeed half of the world died because of it, but isn't that why the Meridians aren't suitable to be in this world?

Why should his body over there die?

"What do you really not like about this world?"

"Stop talking."

"I asked. What makes you want to come back? Your world isn't even better than this place."

"Shut up."

"I knew. I know all about you. I asked to be sure. How can I be as strong as you if from the start I shouldn't even ask?"

Thenwhat? He must answer to the sad fact that everything he did ended up in vain in this world?

Meridian closed her eyes with an arm. Trying not to sob when her tears melt.

"My world is bad" he replied. "Unlike you, unlike in this world, everyone is born equal and equal. Of course there are rich and poor people. There are great people and bad people. But everyone starts from scratch and struggles their way."

"...."

"I got magic power, even became a demon king with just intelligence and broke a bit of stone. I turned into a rude person and treated everyone like a tool, but the crown prince, the young duke, even a free man like Lumiel loved me very deeply."

"I can do anything. I can do everything. I killed more than half the human population, I pretended to be desperate just to kill Ruben who was the enemy of the world and laughed at how weak they were all. I got everything by flicking my fingers."

Issue broke.

"My world is not like that. My world is forcing me to try. Even when I'm smart, I need to be strong. I have to try to be perfect so that people love me. I'm at odds for a human reason. I hate somebody, somebody hates me, then we fight, then we part. I walked back and forth to various places. Learn from one thing to another. I fight, work hard, do everything until I'm sure that if I don't try hard, then my life will be ruined."

Meridian curling.

"Your world has broken my world. Your world laughs at my world. He said, Look how stupid I used to live. I tried so hard when there was a world so easy to live in."

"...."

"I just sit and breathe to be loved. I am not trying and fighting to be accepted. Everyone loves me because I'm the main character. It's up to me to hate who. My enemy is a bad man, I am a good man. That's your world."

The Meridian Cry was like someone in pain. Maybe he won't understand what he's really crying about. Because basically he just moved from a bad world to an easy world.

"Then what about my efforts?" His arm roughly moved removing the trace of tears. "What about everything I collect? That body, I've lived with since the baby. I'm ashamed to be with him, I'm strong with him, I learn to be with him, I do all the things with him."

"...."

"If my destiny is this world, tell me, Meridian, why wasn't I born in this place in the first place? Why do I have to put so much effort into my world just to leave it and stay in your body?"

".... I'm sorry." False Meridians turned their faces away. "I think it's all my fault."

What would have changed if he confessed? Meridian was already too desperate. If his body really died there, then he should stay in this body?

It belongs to people. It belongs to the False Meridian.

Where is his body?

"Take my body. I'm— anyway"

Meridians just sobbed behind him. There was no need for him to turn his head to know that the girl's eyes were drenched all of a sudden, a sign that in fact he was also questioning the reason why he had to lose hers.

Deep in his heart he knew that this girl had done nothing wrong.

What he did was give up. Of course he was wrong on himself. But he didn't hurt anyone.

In the end they are just victims of someone's game. Wh who? The god of this world?

"Miss."

Both look surprised. Seeing suddenly Herdian appeared in a world that no one should be able to enter.

The man came, instantly kneeling to wipe away the Meridian tears.

Although their faces and appearances were twins, he knew for sure where the Original Meridians were.

Meridian surprise. But he was about to return Herdian's embrace as a medicine for his soul. Unfortunately when he came close to doing that, he saw the False Meridian turning away weakly.

It was not her that was recognized as the Miss in her own body.

Though this is his.

The meridian grimaced his groan. This shitty and sickening world. What exactly does 'he' want?

"Miss, don't cry."

Clenching her hands tightly, Meridian wiped her tears away from Herdian.

"I won't ask why you can enter this place. I'll assume that's your ability."

The only way to stay resilient is to pretend not to be slammed.

"Then, what's your goal?"

Herdian looked at him weakly. But he was also used to the cold Meridians.

"Huge possibilities ... Ruben's not dead, miss."

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