Transmigration: Forced to Be a Fake

47 - disgust

The Mood Meridian is very bad.

As soon as he returned to the tent where everyone was waiting, he just wanted to get into bed and then get everyone away from him.

He didn't care if someone was still watching him, but the Meridians were lying down, covering their faces from the light while quietly sobbing.

"Meow."

"Don't bother me." True meridians cannot control their feelings.

He was sobbing like a child. Trying hard to hold his hand so as not to scratch his own face.

His mouth was silent. Afraid that he would be too crazy to ask to be killed or go to the temple to be honorably executed.

Disgust.

Why does he have to live in a body that does not know to try but can all this?

Whahuh? It's a gift from a god after he's been tormented for years?

Meridians also suffer in the real world. It makes it hard to think positively that everything can be finished.

But to get out of that phase, for months he just muttered 'I can, definitely can, definitely finish, must be done' to eliminate the negative feelings in him first.

After all these months he had just crawled, little by little, for God's sake, limping so that he lived comfortably in a feeling of calm and joy.

Then this body, just because he suffered so many years, he thought negatively every time, but God loves him so much that he has everything?!

Why did he have to live in this disgusting body?!

Meridian wants to go back.

To a world where he did not have crystal eyes, yet he could smile widely living his life.

Meridian wanted to return to a world where her hair was black, but people appreciated her effort little by little normally.

Meridian wants to return, to a world where he gets everything by effort, not by being manically pitied by a false god.

Why should he live in this disgusting place?

Bring someone else who thinks the world is fun.

"Miss." Raven licked her tears even though Meridian kept crying profusely. "What should I do so you don't feel sad?"

Even this person turned from a villain to an ally due to the Meridians of the main character. No matter how many times he looked, everything was only so easy because of the main character's Meridian.

Disgust.

Disgust.

Disgust.

Disgust.

Disgust!

"Aaaakhhhhh!" The meridians won't hold it.

Let alone.

Let him go on a rampage.

This body belongs to the main character.

Wanting him to destroy the world is up to him.

"It sucks! It sucks! It sucks!"

"Nona—"

"AAAKKKHHHH! I HATE YOU, YOU FAKE SHIT!" The meridian let its rationality disappear.

He pulled the sheets from the bed, threw them on the floor and stomped on them like crazy.

The table by the mattress he turned back, the glass and dishes on it broke, the pillows torn, scattered on the floor following the anger of the Meridian.

Everything he destroyed.

Everything he solved.

And once everything was in disarray, the Meridians knelt down. Closing his face to cry even harder.

Can't he come back?

Can't he go home by himself?

All men already liked this Meridian. Why hasn't something changed?

Should Meridian burn Dion first? Or burn Luke too?

If after that, can he come back?

"Hey." Raven suddenly landed onto his shoulders. Doing something was somehow what made the Meridians limp for no reason. "Relax, Miss. I know you're angry. It'sit's okay. Cry."

IF THE MERIDIAN OF THE MAIN CHARACTER WAS ALSO WHY DID NOT HIS CRY BEAR FRUIT LIKE THE WEAK CRY?!

"Hiks." Meridian did not care though now he dropped his forehead to the floor. "I hate him. I hateit. I hate him."

I don't know how long, Meridian just muttered that before it went completely dark.

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This was the first time Meridians felt real pain in this world. Waking up afterwards, he could feel his body temperature rise, difficulty breathing by the flu.

His throat felt dry, but the Meridians had trouble just to make a sound.

The first thing he could feel was Raven's lick on his cheek.

"Meow."

Meridians forced themselves to open their eyes. "I'm thirsty."

Luke's figure suddenly appeared beside the bed. He held a glass of water, helping to sit Meridians for him to gulp down the water.

Not knowing why, Meridian felt too weak until he was willing to.

His eyes were wet in response to his sore throat coughing. His breath was blowing irregularly. Feeling cold also felt hot until he thought his entire peace of life had been lifted.

Why should he experience this for others?

"Meridians." Luke rubbed some of the falling water soaking the Meridian clothes. "Hey, you hear me?"

Meridians groaned involuntarily. "My body is burning." His voice was almost gone. "My head hurts, Brother."

"Everything's fine. Don't worry."

But it was painful and Meridian felt like he was going crazy every time he thought this should all be felt by the Fake, not himself.

"Use this."

The voice ....

Despite barely being able to think anymore, Meridian still opened her eyes to the figure of a dark-haired man like Luke, standing out holding out a hornbill to her.

There is no tantrums. There was no hysterical scream in the Meridian's head. He doesn't know why, but it's good.

He sucked the cold air out of the shell, feeling that it was better, though not all.

"Dion." Meridian reached out. It trembled weakly until Dion hesitated to touch his hand, coming to sit on the edge of the Meridian mattress lying down. "sick."

"I know." Dion rubbed the back of his hand gently. "Your Majesty sealed your mana core. It will hurt a lot over time."

So this isn't a flu fever?

Herdian and Luke once said that sealing the mana core was different from sealing the mana from the outside.

Feels torturous. Like suddenly being put in a cramped room where you can't even move your hands.

His body was burning, sick everywhere.

But maybe it's better.

Now he doesn't have to worry about someone getting knocked over by it.

If the sealing of the mana core was also destroyed so strongly that the Meridians, then he would go to the temple to surrender himself.

Serious meridian.

"Leave me." Meridian looked at Luke while panting. "Go first. I have something to talk to Dion about."

Luke nodded obediently. Maybe he could not hide behind tsundere's attitude when the meridians were dying like this. "I'll come bring food later."

As soon as he disappeared, Meridian dropped its gaze on Dion.

Her.

Because of him, the Meridian was tormented.

Because of him, the Meridian had to endure it.

But Meridian wouldn't blame him.

Because the one who did wrong to the Meridians was that Fake.

"I miss you, Brother." The meridians forced his body to wake up. Grabbing the face of Dion who was sculpting was surprised to get closer to me. "I missed you. Miss you. I miss you, Dion."

She's scared of Dion?

So as Meridians who must be tormented want to return but never return, then he must also be tormented to withstand his fear of seeing Dion.

All the torture that Meridian felt just because he was frightened and protected by the universe, would he return it to the point that he was insane.

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