Transmigration: Forced to Be a Fake

65 - rejected

Meridians rubbed their hands at each other. Calming himself while imagining that it was his mother's hand, the lady sucks but the Meridian vows to die loving him, was saying that women should not be whiny.

Mamma. Meridian. I will buy Mama a diamond with my savings if I return so please pray also that I return from this obscure world.

Missy?

Meridian. Shocked in shock at Herdian who had been sitting down, staring at him like a shocked person.

Whahuh? Why is he staring at Meridian as if—

The rings.

Meridian looked at his hand. Glued to the faded light of Herdian's glowing gift ring.

Don't tell!

You hear my voice?

No. gabe. No. gabe. No. gabe. Don't say!

I made it with a few strands of Miss's hair too. It can be used telepathically as well.

Goddamn bum.

Miss, what do you mean Miss wants to come back?

"...."

Ah, forgive me. Herdian turned his face and lay back down. Miss will tell it if it's time—

You actually already know, right?

Missy.

I'm not that weak girl.

It turned out that in the end the Meridians revealed this ridiculous secret. He felt much crazier than when he admitted to amnesia.

I've never been that stupid, weak girl.

Herdian did not answer.

Maybe he just can't prove it. In this world, the soul could be recognized either from any color or whatever it was his method. Meridians are meridians, from the visible.

Of course because those stupid Meridians were created from Meridians themselves. Laila used her name, taking a visual of her body, despite changing her nature, she must have thought of Meridians while making them.

Consider their souls the same.

I told you, Young Duke. Don't fall in love with me. I can't repay him.

Should the Miss return?

Meridian pulled a blanket to her neck. I can't be here.

Wh why? Miss deserves to be Miss.

Didn't you see? The world became irregular because of me. People go crazy just because magic or whatever is mine. The stupid girl is ordinary. He will marry Andaru and become empress or whatever.

Is ... None of the things that make Miss want to stay?

Meridian jerks.

Isn't there something that could make Miss stay?

Herdian, understand. I have my own life. I have my family, my world, my job, everything for me. I'm not saying your presence isn't something meaningful, but I .. I. I miss my place too.

Could it be just a Meridian feeling?

But something suddenly felt heavy in the air, and it provoked her feelings of sadness.

Something suddenly covered him. Forcing Meridian to sleep as if she had taken a sleeping pill.

...*...

I love Miss.

Meridian opened his eyes in surprise. This was the first time he had seen something like this, but the feeling of comfort and coolness around him instantly reminded Meridian of Herdian.

Stared at the surrounding place. Approaching a clear lake near a waterfall infested with small birds.

The leaves above the lake appear to move gently, following the direction of the wind that blows very quietly.

Whatisthis?

I know Miss is not that Meridian.

That voice, like spinning in his head but also like coming from all directions.

Meridian did not know why he was sitting down, feeling that he had to hear everything.

The real Miss Meridian did not have that courage. At the first meeting, I believe Miss is not Miss Meridian.

Not wrong, he's smart.

Meridian chuckles.

It sucks every time I don't know how to recognize it. His magic power was incredible, but his sharp feeling of mana was tempting. I want to seduce her.

Is that so? So he's the kind of guy who hides behind a good attitude so as not to be considered a jerk?

Meridian doesn't mind.

Miss's face was always furrowed furiously. It was scary, adorable too. If Miss smiles, I feel like the world likes her smile.

Because the smiling Meridian wears the main character's face. Of course it is.

But Miss is very difficult to approach. I feel like he knows everything. It scared me and hesitated to approach. Would Miss have kicked me out if it was too urgent? But Miss also likes Your Majesty. Miss said Your Majesty has beautiful eyes. Miss kissed him too. Does Miss know I'm hurt?

Knows.

The world is slowly changing.

The meridian rises when it is completely transformed into a green room in the center of which is a circle table.

On the table floated a blue rose in the middle of which was a blue crystal similar to Meridian eyes.

Miss is trying something. Miss did not forget the memories, yet it was real that Miss knew nothing. Therefore Miss did not know that the hatred of the Acre kingdom towards the Empire made their common people even more willing to die than to have to give up.

Meridian stunned.

That rebellion, somehow I keep thinking about Miss. I know it's dangerous to think about it. Miss kidnapped and wounded. But, Miss is acting normal. Then the strange cat, at first glance he did look like a magical beast, but the beast was pasting Miss constantly. He was more like a perverted beast than a magical beast.

It's hard not to laugh.

Who told Miss about the temple request? His Majesty and Dion planned to reject him, but Miss knew.

So secretly they all keep investigating the meridians, don't they? He underestimated these people.

Thinking about Miss is always fun but also dizzying. Suddenly Miss did this, suddenly Nina did that. And Miss always gives the same answer. I will explain it later, but always forget it.

So he's angry?

Meridian scratched his nape confused.

So the cat was a demon?

The world is turning again. But this time what appeared was a Herdian point of view piece that looked at the Meridian only from a distance.

Miss likes that cat. That devil. How to look different. Even different from the interest in His Majesty.

Whahuh?

Miss is always cold. It felt like it was just being used every time we were together. Miss will like it if I help her, will ignore me if I am useless. Just like Miss did to Her Majesty, Dion, and Luke.

Meridian clenched its mouth.

I want to be useful. I always want to be useful. Being the only useful one, for Miss to stop looking at others. That's hurtful. Sucks. Suffocate. Why doesn't Miss understand?

Meridian reached out. "Dwarves."

Turns right.

He appeared. Putting on a sad face while receiving the Meridian hand on her cheek.

"Why should you go, miss?" He held her hand gently. "Let's stay here. I promise I will be more useful than the devil. I'll always pretend I don't know anything so Miss doesn't get distracted."

Poor second male lead.

If she's real, Meridian thinks she's a dream boyfriend. His bucin is for mercy.

Well, it's a romance novel anyway, so the male characters are mostly dreamy. You want a rancid like Lumiel, a bossy bucin type like Andaru, a forbidden love passion Dion-Lukas, and a kind, loving, not arrogant man like Herdian.

The thing is, he's just a delusion. What meridian do you want? Just being brought home can't.

Meridian would read Laila's novel if she came home, so could at least see Herdian again through the papers.

"Don't love someone who doesn't see you, Young Master." Meridian rubbed the top of his head. "Don't also love someone who can't see you."

"But Miss saw me."

"That's possible. You are a handsome romantic man. I'm a normal girl." The meridians pulled the hand from the man. "Only, I see more of something. I want to go back."

Something sounded like cracks around them. Meridians turned their heads, speaking nothing as the entire green glass wall cracked as if it was Herdian's heart.

"Dwarves." Meridian looked straight at the heartbroken man's eyes. "Loving me doesn't make you have the right to tell me to love you and to stay with you."

Herdian.

"However, I thank you for all your good treatment. I'll repay you in a way a friend can."

Second male leads always end up rejected. But he did not need to envy Andaru.

Because that will be rejected.

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