Transmigration: Forced to Be a Fake

74 - desperate

Meridians opened their eyes, greeted by the feeling of three tiny cats circling the bed cheerfully.

He rubbed their heads, laughing loosely after being sure everything worked out.

Now there is the ending. Villain was dead, the main characters were both in action, and Meridian could return.

"Is this a joke to you?"

The Meridian Head turned away. Found Andaru standing with a body full of wounds, holding the head of someone who said Meridians were trash.

He threw the head on the floor, as if to show that the criminal was dead in his hands.

"Is everything just a joke to you, miss?"

The meridian repels its three growling cats. "What do you mean?"

Andaru's eyes looked very complicated. "Do I look stupid? All of them, your loyal followers, even wanted to kill me just because I called you Miss. All of them, your loyal demons, will burn the world to the ground for you. But you! You pretend to fight alone, pretend to be hurt, pretend to accept attacks, pretend to do everything, and pretend to avenge my people!"

"...."

"What's wrong with your heart, miss? Are the lives of millions of people just a joke? Not just my people. The whole. All humans who possessed magic and holy power were wiped out! You promised to forgive them and you let them get killed for a pretense that I don't understand why!"

"Shut your mouth." Cold meridian squeaking. "Don't talk like you understand something about me."

"I understand" Andaru said.

Andaru approached, grabbing his arm until Dion's growl, Luke and Lumiel began to be enveloped in bloodlust.

"I understand you very much. Do you think I don't know how you're just using everyone? No matter how much someone loves you, you're just selfish."

"I DON'T KNOW YOU!"

The shaking castle responded to the fury of the Meridians coming off.

"I DON'T KNOW ANYONE! NONE! THERE'S NOT A SINGLE PERSON!"

Andaru jerked.

"THEY CALLED MY NAME BUT NOT ME! THEY CARE ABOUT ME BUT NOT THE REAL ME! I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M HERE, I DON'T KNOW HOW I GOT OUT OF HERE! YOU THINK I WANT TO BE IN A WORLD OF THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE WHOSE WHOLE MAN MAKES ME SICK?!"

"...."

"You know about me, then good. Notify me. You know what it's like to miss home when everyone thinks I'm home?" Meridian rise.

Reply grabbed Andaru's arm full of wrath.

"Tell me. You're in a foreign place, clueless with anything around you, while you can't even remember your family because you were forcibly transferred to this disgusting place!"

Obviously he couldn't reply.

"I hate you, I hate all the people who are nice to me because they see this body, this Weak body and not me! Why should I think of you and forget about my life?! Why should I stay here because you, Herdian, Luke, Dion, Lumiel, and who else loves me?!"

Andaru was pushed back.

"Then what about my mom?! What about my best friend?! What about my lover?! What about me?! What about my love for them?! What is more important to you, your world, a body that is not mine than mine, my body, my mother, and my desires?!"

"...."

"ANSWER ME!"

Meridian kneeling. Her crying broke out like a child who no longer knew how to solve problems except crying hysterically.

The entire castle was shaken by her cries. The feelings that flowed within the Meridians made him fed up. He tried to stop, trying not to cry, trying to be upright in order to move to finish this.

But that voice sounded.

What's up, Strong Man? Aren't you not like me who only knows how to cry and whine?

"Shut up!" The meridians cast their magic which destroyed the castle walls. "Shut up and look! I've been trying! I'm not scared like you! I did everything! I did everything even though I wanted to vomit! I must have just gone back to being quiet!"

How'd you get back?

As if to first hear that question, the Meridians froze.

Hows it? How did he come back?

He has already completed the****** story. The temple is destroyed, Ruben dies, the love of all the characters is rejected. Why hasn't he come back yet?

You tried but why didn't you come back? Why are you still in my body? I also want to go back. I want my body to change. Restore. Let's switch.

Meridian shivering.

No, no, no. I'll just have to wait a little while.

Must have stayed asleep and woke up just like the beginning he entered this world.

Is correct. He wants to come back. The weak man was coming back.

I'm sure I can go back.

"I," Meridians tried to get up despite staggering, "I will sleep. Go."

"SILENCE!"

...*...

Why not go back? Why is he still up in this place?

The meridians could no longer resist his body shivering in fear. He sat hugging himself, biting his nails with a deathly pale face.

He must have done something wrong while praying. There must have been some doubt because of that strange sound.

Right, he will repeat the prayer again.

This time the Meridians would pronounce it for seven days nonstop so that there was no room for doubt.

"I'm definitely back. I must be back. I must be back. I must be back. I must be back. I must be back. I must be back. I must be back. I must be back. I must be back. I must be back. I must be back. I'm definitely—"

It won't.

"—return. I must be back. I must be back. I must be back. I must be back. I must be back. I must be back. I'll definitely be back."

So that's how you're desperate? Mumbled the same thing when the results were also the same?

"I'm definitely back. I must be back. I—"

So that's how you're strong. Forcing yourself. I'm amazed, Meridian. You are indeed amazing. That's why you took my role.

"—definitely back. I must be back. I'll definitely be back."

Then why haven't you come back yet?

"STOP TALKING TO ME."

You stop praying.

Meridian knew he had only been framed by the girl, but due to being too panicked, he was transfixed. It was as if hearing such a frightening thing that his mouth was again busy biting his nails, swallowed by doubt.

"What's my fault?" His head drooped. "What did I do to you? I don't even know you. Why me? You're the one who's willing to give me your body, and then it's my fault I'm angry with you? You want to say I'm the villain?"

Then what's my fault?

"I DON'T KNOW, BUT THIS IS YOUR BODY! YOU DON'T EVEN ENDURE THE SUFFERING OF MY BODY, THEN WHY SHOULD I DO IT FOR YOU?!"

I wasn't.

"What?"

I'm not the one who moved you.

Wait for. Waita minute.

Please no more. Don't give me any more missions.

Must she. It had to be him, so that Meridian could sue him.

He can't travel, be patient to find who moved him.

Just him. False Meridians are the culprit.

Is it my fault I hate you? I did not ask for my body to be replaced with you. You suddenly came to pick it up and vented anger at me. I hate you, you hate me. That's how you and I are.

The Meridian's life was almost uprooted from his throat.

His body fell onto the bed, staring with both eyes in tears at the ceiling of that magnificent room.

If not him, then what has he been doing all this time?

"I, hiks," Meridian sobbed, "I miss my house."

I-i know.

"I miss my mom. I miss the food in my world. I miss my clothes. I worked hard. I work so hard, I swear. I tried to learn to stay in society, I was patient and learned to be smart and useful. Is all that pointless?"

.... I-i know.

"Help me back. I want to go back. Please, anybody, help me get back."

.... Why don't you just live in that body?

Meridian was crying out loud. "I don't want to."

Kemu loves Lumiel. You also use your strength well. Of course I agree with Your Majesty that you are acting cold. But didn't you say that you were trying hard to accept your life? Life is your life.

"Don't joke!" Meridians hit the mattress just to vent. "I did not live anything in this body except for a few months. And what about my body? Your body is important while mine isn't?!"

Then how do you get back?

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