Transmigration: Forced to Be a Fake

55 - I want to be myself

"I know."

For a moment, he did not look like the familiar Dion Meridians.

He looked like a demon that appeared in the stories, had horns and wings. Of course he was just a delusion, but the frightening aura coming from him even intimidated the Meridians.

"I know your feelings are just a trick."

Dion stared coldly with those dark black eyes.

"I know you don't miss me. I know you just want to insult me."

What'd he say? It was not a sentence for Meridians but for Fakes.

"Sister."

"Sister?" Dion suddenly pulled him down, biting roughly at the Meridian's skin.

The roar of the Meridians actually made his bite so deep.

"You never called me brother. You won't even look at me or call my name. All you did was curl up as if I was always hurting you, reject me contemptuously and then beg the damn Prince for you to leave me."

Uwwa.

So the story is like that?

Meridian somewhat wished for her magic not to be sealed so that she could hear the moans of the False Meridians as she faced the moans of Diong's forbidden love.

"Akh."

"You insulted me." Dion took blood around his bite marks, rubbing it against Meridian's cheeks.

His injuries were extremely painful as if he was eating Meridian flesh, yet Dion's desperate gaze mixed by forbidden passion provoked Meridians.

His neck choked as Meridian smiled. "Then why?"

The aura around Dion darkened.

"You are disgusting. I held back the vomit when I saw you, Ka-kak. Crawling at my feet like a desperate beast, begging and begging to serve your disgusting manhood. Aren't you grateful? I was pretending to accept you. Let's give thanks. Kowtowing to me and begging I'm satisfying."

Let's rage. Let's get angry and belittle this disgusting body.

Show the anger and desire that the False has resisted for him to suffer. This is not the Meridian body. An inch will not be taken care of by abuse or pain.

Even if he were to feel the pain, as long as the False were to suffer, the Meridians would endure it. So harassing.

"Dion." Meridians licked their lips which were seeped with blood. "Me and Andaru kiss every time we meet."

Dion's expression suddenly died.

"And the man I met in the dungeon that day, I will go with him, free from your crazy obsession with me! Huh! Basic disgusting!"

Right after, Meridian felt something close its mouth.

His two eyes widened, only able to faintly shout when his body was completely harassed from behind.

"Jal*ng like you should just stay in my crotch." Dion whispered coldly. "Basic girl mes*m. You keep saying I'm disgusting but your body never dried up accepting me. Is that how you play, brother? Is this how you tease your sister?"

Meridian could only remember that he was unconscious so limp, woke up in a well-dressed condition, and the bed sheets had been replaced.

The one who stood by him was Raven.

"You're really crazy." Raven looked at him with a difficult highlight to decipher. "Stop doing it, Meridian. I'm really sick of seeing you do it like no sense."

Meridian chuckles. "I'm going to quit now."

"Stop laughing!"

".... Why are you angry?"

"of course. You fished out the demon souls of your two brothers. You think playing around with a demon soul is easy?"

The meridian glanced in another direction. "I'm just getting revenge."

"At whom? Why is your revenge being done to your body?"

Because the target is the owner of this body.

Now is the time to be colder with Dion and Luke.

"Hey."

"Raven, I promise I won't do it again so please just forgive— this time"

"Who do you want to go back to?"

Petrified meridian.

"What is the person you miss that means so much more than anything around you right now?"

Where is he from ....

No. gabe. Maybe he doesn't need to question. Basically what matters is the answer, to Meridians.

"Yes." Yeah." The meridians squeezed tightly into the dress on her thighs. "I don't want to be like this."

Raven lowered her cat head, stopping staring at Meridian.

For a while they were only adorned by silence, but the man who was now in the form of a cat slowly approached, licking the back of the clenched Meridian hand.

"Let's stay here."

It seemed like he had indeed made a guess that the Meridian had another purpose. Somehow and what form of conclusion he thought, the demand was very broad.

"Let's go to the dark forest together. Or go destroy the temple and start a war with the holy kingdom. Just get rid of everything that bothers you, or those that upset you."

Meridian breathed. Don't know what to say until he just caresses Raven's head.

"Stay with me, Miss. I'll give you anything in exchange. I'll buy you your life, so stay here."

Meridian ... wanted nothing in this unknown world.

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Homehouse.

There had never been a single second of Meridians thinking about him, he had not missed him.

A form he does not recognize, a problem he does not make but occurs, people who call him but call others who are not himself.

But Meridian wants to be herself.

It felt so agonizing that the Meridian heart stopped beating. It was hard for him not to hate the False Meridians that were supposed to be here and not the Meridians. Even if he also realized that his actions with Dion had gone too far, Meridian still felt a tremendous grudge.

All these destinies separated Meridians from her family, from her surroundings, from her everyday life, from her own.

How can he be okay?

"Miss."

The withered Meridian's shoulders respond to Wilona's call. "I'm tired. Go if it doesn't matter."

"Your Majesty looks forward to having lunch with you, Miss."

Meridian had indeed refused breakfast with Andaru earlier. "Say I'm limp. I don't want to see anyone."

"Good, Miss."

The heart of Meridian feels squeezed. As soon as Wilona left, she lowered her head, squeezing her own chest from the pain coming from inside. The uncomfortable feeling of his sick body, the uncomfortable feeling of the hot sensation from the tip of his foot to his head, the burning feeling of hatred and anger he could not control.

In the end the Meridians had to go berserk. Destroying his entire room because he was worried that if not vented, the anger would accumulate.

Raging is not the solution to anger. But in a world where he didn't even have a single place to speak frankly, the Meridians eventually lost control.

Her crying filled the room. Destroyed everything he could reach, shredding anything until his body lay weak.

His optimism is falling apart. However he tries to think positive, his emotions are too negative.

The last thing he could feel was his black cat's paw lightly patting the Meridian's head, then he was shackled by something invisible that forced his consciousness to fade.

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