
Sheilla's lips shook so much that her tears could not stop her from coming out. He had just tasted happiness but had been replaced with sad news. Was he too happy to forget himself until God punished him so cruelly. The voice of the doctor and his friend who examined her pregnancy a few days ago continued to echo in her eardrum.
"I'm sorry we had to tell you the bad news. But as doctors we are not allowed to cover anything from patients either in any form" the doctor sighed then continued his words while Sheilla listened seriously about the subject to be conveyed by the beautiful doctor.
" you have a malignant tumor that attacks the central nerve support cells known as Glioma Cerebri. This cancer is growing rapidly and is aggressive and I am very sorry to have to say that you cannot continue to maintain the baby because in addition to being dangerous for the mother is also very dangerous for her life baby" Zia said sadly.
"What can Zi heal" asked Sheilla quietly as she tearfully. He would never have the heart if he had to abort his contents.
Zia shook her head sadly and then said again.
"Glioma cerebri is a brain tumor that is very rare even there are only 100 cases ever diagnosed with this disease. In addition to rare disease is also very resistant or opposite to treatment so there is no drug or any effort that is able to cure this type of tumor. This disease is not the same as a brain tumor in general as a lump but it is a thread of cancer that spreads very quickly into the brain tissue and around it.
Sheilla's lips were unable even to utter a single word. He was shocked to learn of his current condition.
"How bad is Zi?" ask him with raucous.
"For now it is still the early stages of Syei, but even though it is still the early stages you should not be negligent and must often control to the hospital to anticipate the occurrence of something that we do not want" lang Zia while encouraging Syeilla although she does not know whether this is useful or not but at least she has tried as a doctor and as a friend.
Ah if you wonder why Zia speaks freely with Sheilla because they are the same age and Zia wants to make friends with women she admires for their tenderness.
"What if I keep my body? How big is the risk?"
"That's all your choice Shei, we as doctors only advise for your safety but for all the final decisions remain in your hands" Zia explained with a warm smile.
"When I was said to be pregnant there was a person who was very happy over the news of my pregnancy Zi when that person used to hate me so much because I was declared barren at that time by a doctor. But after the arrival of this baby he turned into a loving person. He was even very chatty about what I could and could not do and it made me very happy to feel cared for and loved" syeilla's story smiles accompanied by slow flowing tears as if stealing hear the story of Syeilla.
Zia smiled at him.
"and you don't want to disappoint him. Your husband is very lucky to have a wife with a soft heart and as sweet as you Syei" Zia exclaimed increasingly amazed by the figure of a Sheilla.
Syeilla shook her head slowly while wiping away her unrelenting tears.
"He's my mother-in-law Zi. I can't let him down and grieve because he's been waiting for the first grandchild in his family, my son'"
Syeilla stroked her queen's stomach with a smile. A grievous smile full of sincerity and love. Doctor Zia did not even know what to say anymore so unconsciously her tears fell when she heard the story of the patient who doubles as her friend who is very cheap will smile even though bad news is running. If he was on the side of Syeilla maybe he had decided to end his own life but that did not apply to Sheilla.
"You're a good woman Shei why God is so cruel to you" Zi cried out in front of Sheilla who remained steadfast.
"I'm not what you imagined Zi to be. I'm a sinner full of mistakes in the past and this is the right reward for someone like me" Sheilla replied in a raucous voice.
"What do you mean" asked Zi curiously.
"All right"
"Thank you so much Zi for being willing to listen to my story"
"Together"
Sheilla then moved from her place and immediately said goodbye to Zi because she had to go home. She didn't want to make her mother-in-law worry.
"Be careful on the road" Zia shouted as Sheilla walked away.
"You're a good woman, Syei, I'm sure God will help you" Zia murmured, then returned to her room.
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"Where have you been! It's good to go as you please. You do not see Mbok Inah very overwhelmed because the day continues to work while you even feel good outside" cried Aiden with wrath when he did not find Sheilla at home.
"Sorry Aiden I'm out of....."
The sentence of Sheilla was cut off because of the scuffles and insults from her husband.
"Once whoring, he! Cheesy base" Aiden maki cynically managed to get a slap from Sheilla who tried to hold back her tears that were creeked.
"If you don't know anything then there's no need to talk" Syeilla whispered with raucous.
Aiden stared at Sheilla fiercely then dragged Sheilla into his room violently. He slapped Syeilla when he got there until Sheilla fell backward but his hand quickly looked for a grip. He doesn't want anything to happen with his body.
"Since when can your filthy hands touch my face huh!!! He shouted with wrath.
Sheilla was no longer able to answer a single thing because her head was throbbing again with pain but she would not show her weak side to anyone including her own husband.
"I'm sorry it's so bad. I won't repeat it" he said stammeringly and with all his might withstanding the pain in his head. He wishes. Aiden immediately ended his angry session because this pain tortured him so much.
"Of course you must not repeat it because everything about you is all dirty and haram for you to touch my body without my permission" he hissed then left Sheilla who had held her head tightly while crying. Slowly something red dripped down and fell on the white shirt he was wearing.
"Make me God" he whispered weakly and walked limped toward his bathroom.
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