TIRED Season 1-3

The Part 37

Altaf stared at the diary he found the other day when Elena fainted and it made him very curious about its contents and who wrote it. He opened the first page and the name listed there was Sheilla. He smiled at the silly story of Sheilla when they were little and he was always made to laugh by the figure of Sheilla who he knew was very jolly and cheerful.

Sheet by sheet he has passed because it only contains about the ignorance and daily story of Sheilla which is not as important as the cause of his wife fell unconscious.

He continued to flip the sheet until his hand hung on a page that caught his attention.

September 2006

Hi diary today I am very sad because my grandmother forbade me to play with Elena. What's wrong with the two of us brothers but somehow our distance is even very far. Grandma said all she did was for my and Elena's good but until now I didn't. Understand where the good is.

June 2008

I've graduated High School with satisfactory grades but why no one comes to my graduation day even mama and papa are more concerned about their work. I'm not their real son.

August 2008

My back hurt and hurt when my mom and dad hit me because I accidentally spilled my hot coffee on a file that was more important than my life. Who am I really, really? Why does everyone seem to be hostile to me.

April 2010

I found out that Grandma was never good to me or to Elena. He was just using me to hurt Elena because she had an ambition to kill Elena's life and Grandpa's life because she was having an affair with a man named Roy. I don't even know who that guy is. I know Grandma's big secret for that she always controls me as much as she can.

July 2011

Grandma again punished me when I again foiled her plan to harm Elena. My legs are very sore and seem to crack hehe but it's fine as long as Elena survives. That night I shivered in pain in my solitude as a medium-sized tree branch fell on my leg and it was painful and I could only cry in silence.

February 2012

I was found unconscious on campus during a presentation and it turned out that my stomach was crushed due to not eating my breakfast because Elena was starving and I gave it to her because her face was very pale. I was happy to see him smile because that was all I could do for him as a big brother as I promised my grandfather to keep looking after him.

I must have missed something. You know what not? I have a boyfriend who loves me very much and only he has always cared about me. His name is Altafian Maleq. Don't be tempted by him because he's just mine even he proposed to me when we were kids so don't dream. I love her so much because only she really loves me and one that makes me love her because she is romantic.

Altaf smiled reading Syeilla's writing that said he had proposed to her and the answer was correct. He again flipped the next sheet that made him fixated with his neatly arranged sentence there.

September 2012

That night the grandmother's manhunt blocked our trip as we headed for the shopping mall. It's my fault that I prefer shortcuts but when we remember we will be stuck I think it's better to go through shortcuts. I knew Elena was terrified, but I tried to calm her down, I got out of the car pretending to give up Elena so they could believe it. I observed the situation around me and no one went through this path. Only one way out of here is to hurt yourself because gradually

my character will be known to them.

I borrowed the knife of one of them on behalf of me to threaten Elena right when it was in my hand a call came in from the person who told them and I knew her voice very well. I walked quickly and my legs tripped and the knife I was holding pierced my stomach and it felt very painful but I was relieved that they immediately went from there and left us both. I looked at Syeilla with a smile and my eyes were tightly closed*.

Altaf's tears flowed slowly without him noticing. He really does not know the heavy life lived by Sheilla considering his figure who is always cheerful and cheerful.

2012 October

The day I was pronounced dead after being in a coma for a month. You know what hurts more. I had to leave the lover I loved so much to protect Elena from grandmother's hatred. I even had to pretend to be in a coma until I died. All I did was to complete the drama that Grandma was playing.

The day after I was buried in a coffin, I knew in Islam that I should not be buried in a coffin but again it was all grandmother's plan so that I could be removed immediately. After I got out of there I was immediately sent by my grandmother to America and lived there for 2 years*.

Aiden shook his head in disbelief at everything that happened to Elena and Sheilla all the actions of their own grandmother and stupid him because he did not know why Sheilla could change like that. He's very stupid.

December 2014

When my career as a model was at its peak I had to go back home on the orders of my grandmother who was not happy with Elena because Johan and Aunt Lita were back with Elena and I was there to destroying Elena's family. I went back to pretending to do it because my grandmother threatened to kill Altaf the man I still loved so much but it was too late because he was no longer mine.

I re-emerged in my big family life to make everyone shocked and astonished. Johan's sharp eyes looked at me as if he was ready to swallow me alive but all I did was protect Altaf and Elena and the only way to do that was to pretend to be evil. My life is filled with drama and I no longer deserve my own life because everything is bridled by my grandmother.

January 2015

After my departure that night I almost became a victim of kidnapping or human trafficking but God still helped me through a man who was able to make my heart beat because we had just met but the feeling was always haunt me day and night.

He took me to his apartment and told me to stay there as I please. I'm a woman who lost love and then there was a very good man in my life and that was the only thing that came to my mind. Made it mine.

February 2016

I'm tired of his sweet attitude and concern. I don't want him to be owned by anyone else. That night I trapped him by putting in a consciousness-busting liquid and carrying him to the room slowly because honestly his body was very heavy. He was supposed to be with his fiance Jeslyn that night but I didn't like him because Aiden was only mine. I don't like losing for the umpteenth time.

Finished I set him up he was very angry and cold to me even his gaze was never not sharp if it was looking at me because I had set him up and it made him hate me so much.

The days I went through with insults and insults although now our status is official as a husband told but in fact the status is meaningless for him while for me, it means a lot because I love him.

Altaf's chest felt claustrophobic knowing all the big facts that had been hidden by Syeilla alone and he bore everything himself.

July 2016

Happy days are also the most painful days that I have to accept the truth when I was sentenced to have a malignant brain tumor whose name never even crossed my mind. I only wish that everything was a nightmare but back I had to swallow a bitter pill when Zia as the doctor who treated me told me to abort my womb because it was dangerous for me. Of course I rejected him because he was my flesh and blood even if I had to risk my life even though I would do it for my son.

"You're still the same as you used to be who always put other people ahead of yourself." Altaf recalled their teenage years filled with cheerful laughter Syeilla who was in fact just a mere mask. She smiled but her tears came out

"I didn't know that you were this miserable Shei. Forgive me for reneging on my promise, but fate says something else, Syei, and now I love my wife so much." Altaf rubbed the writing gently as if there was a weak hand of Sheilla perched sweetly there.

"Where are you, papa nyariin you." shouted a voice from outside.

"Mas in my dear room, wait a minute." cried Altaf then save the book and went out to see his father.

*****

At the hospital, Syeilla was being fed by her husband.

"Sad you have something for you but close your eyes first." Sheilla immediately closed her eyes and Aiden took something out of her suit pocket and opened it in front of Sheilla.

"Now open his eyes dear." said Aiden. Sheilla opened her eyes and was immediately amazed by a necklace with small chains that were jeweled and looked very beautiful and elegant.

"Thank you dear." said Syeilla happily and Aiden happy to see the smile back he then put it to his wife's white neck and perfect.

"I love you my wife." whispered affectionately.

"Love you too my hubby." Sheilla replied with a happy smile.

God can he feel this happiness even longer before he actually leaves.

"What reason do you love me?"

"I love you more than my life." replied Aiden sincerely and a beautiful smile rose on Syeilla's tiny lips.

"Never be sad" Syeilla said slowly.

"Mas will not be sad because it is now accompanied by my beloved wife" said Aiden with a smile that always adorns his tight face.

"I'm just afraid that I won't be able to say goodbye to you dear." Sheilla muttered so softly that Aiden didn't hear it either. Aiden kissed Syeilla's forehead long. Now his fear of losing Syeilla grew as time went on growing in love for his wife.

The saying is true that love and hate are only distinguished by a thin line.

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Guyss sorry it looks a bit messy. It is very difficult here if you want to. Pas in the edit is still skewed the writing well if it has been in the writing up partly back to the beginning and partly remains skewed. So I make it ordinary... English bhs also can not be tilted because fitting up must be balek again... Hope you guys don't puyeng yahhh.