TIRED Season 1-3

Episode 21

That morning Syeilla opened her eyes slowly. He scrunched his forehead as his eyes looked directly at the blinding light from the room where he was currently lying. He searched all the rooms but he was the only one there.

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The sound of the door was opened and displayed the figure he had always loved in silence. Those beautiful eyes looked at him sharply.

"Are you happy?" grunt it rough. Of course his words left Syeilla confused.

"What do you mean?" ask Syeilla weakly.

Aiden looked scornfully and then his eyes stared at the worn out letter in his hand. He then threw right in front of Syeilla's face to make Sheilla flutter. Sheilla looked at him for a long time then opened it slowly.

He then saw Aiden's face and read the letter again.

"Where did you get it?"

"Is that important! " Aiden replied sarcastically.

"This is not what you imagined Aiden to be" Sheilla exclaimed upon hearing Aiden's sarcastic tone.

"What am I really thinking? I just didn't expect that the world was so narrow" Aiden said cynically.

Sheilla looked at Aiden's face gently. He touched Aiden's hand gently and smiled.

"I'm sorry for making you misunderstand" said Sheilla slowly.

Aiden looked at Sheilla flatly and then a second later he laughed loudly as if something was funny with Sheilla.

"Wait, do you think I'm jealous? Hah it's so funny" she cheeked frivolously when their eyes met. Syeilla was only able to bow in a lethargic manner.

A second later he lifted his face then looked at Aiden boldly.

"Did you love me?"

"Hahaha your question is very funny Sheilla" Aiden laughed again while scoffing at Sheilla.

"Jawab Aiden"

"alright. I will never love you" Aiden flatly said.

Sheilla smiled at the handsome face of her husband and then he held the chest of Aiden's field that was not turbulent at all.

"It turns out you're being honest" Sheilla said, then threw her face aside so Aiden wouldn't see her tears fall.

"Of course I'm honest. What good is lying to you anyway. Just be there"

Sheilla looked back at Aiden's face.

"Can't you love me at all" Sheilla asked. I don't know if he just wanted to ask that question as much as possible until Aiden said he would love her. Strange indeed.

Aiden seemed to think hard when he heard the question of Sheilla who he thought was very nervous but well he will play for a moment.

"I will try to love you" he said seriously.

"really?" ask Syeilla happily.

Aiden nodded then a second later he resumed his sentence.

"I'll love you when you're gone" Aiden chuckled at the sight of Sheilla's pale face. Who would love a girl like Sheilla, weird.

Sheilla's face was already pale when she heard the retort from her husband. He stared fixedly at the face that was scorning him with his joke just now and a smile rose on his pale lips.

"Would you really love me if I wasn't around anymore?" ask Syeilla smiling.

"Of course" said Aiden steadily.

Syeilla nodded slowly and then a drop of her tears escaped wetting her cheeks. In fact, his heart was never that strong when dealing with Aiden. Aiden had always managed to stir up his feelings with his scathing words.

"Are you going to be happy?" ask Syeilla.

"OF COURSE" Aiden replied with emphasis.

"Then when that time comes I will also be very happy" he murmured softly.

"What's the matter, baby?" ask Aiden gently.

"What?" he shouted loudly and without warning he immediately left Sheilla without saying any words.

"You even ran in a daze when you got a call from your girlfriend. Are you going to be the same when I'm in her position?" a drop of tears escaped from both eyes of his senses that were always shrouded in sadness.

Elsewhere, Aiden ran to a room where his girlfriend was treated because Jeslyn had been hospitalized because her condition had worsened.

"What's going on?" aiden told a doctor who served there.

"The condition is getting worse again sir and it will get worse if not immediately done a heart transplant as soon as possible" the doctor said weakly.

Aiden froze in place. Why should this happen to his girlfriend. He will not be ready if he has to lose a second time. No, he won't be ready. He walked on foot toward the body that was now lying weakly on the bed. He held onto Jeslyn's pale hand trembling.

"I'm sorry dear" she whispered weakly. He kissed the pale hand gently. "I will soon find a donor for you, no matter if I have to go abroad though. I'll look for him for you" he muttered as he stroked Jeslyn's pale face.

Jeslyn's eyes opened and looked at Aiden's sad face wryly.

"You don't have to do it to that extent Ai, I feel like everything is free, besides my age is no longer long. I don't want to make you hard like this" said Jeslyn weakly.

"I don't like you talking like this, you'll be fine" Aiden angered in frustration.

"But Ai. "Jeslyn's speech was cut off by Aiden's clasping.

"I said you'd be okay!!!" then a second later he looked at Jeslyn softly.

"I'll do anything for you so you'll have to fight for me too baby. Promise"

Jeslyn cuddled and hugged Aiden's body tightly. He was crying in Aiden's arms.

The tears of someone who was now standing behind the door of Jeslyn's nursery fell slowly. He smiled bitterly looking inside where Aiden who was hugging Jeslyn's body tightly as if the body would be lost if he did not hold it.

"You're very lucky Jeslyn. You are so loved by a husband who never even hugged me in my most beautiful dreams."

"Now that's why death exists. When the heart and feelings are no longer together even sulking love feels useless if the reality is only me who fights alone in the midst of the bitterness of reality"

Syeilla smiled with a million wounds and turned around and walked straight to a park to calm her mind.

Aiden turned his body around as if someone was watching him earlier.

"Why baby?" jeslyn asked as she looked at Aiden's eyes that were fixed towards the door.

"There's no dear" he said and returned to accompany Jeslyn. Maybe it's just his feelings. Her thought.

"Hi" said someone from behind Sheilla.

Syeilla took a quick look and returned with her activities. The word happy.

"Do I bother you" asked the man back.

"Do you know what happiness is" asked Sheilla with a straight forward look.

"Everyone knows what it means to be happy" the man chuckled without realizing the look on Sheilla's face.

"Can you tell me?"

The man looked at Sheilla in surprise but a second later he described it.

"Happy is when you are loved and expected by someone. As if without you he would lose his way" the man said with a smile.

Syeilla smiled wryly upon hearing that. "Where can I buy it?" ask Syeilla back.

"There is happiness to be bought. But your jokes are funny too" chuckled the man.

"You're right. There is no happiness to buy"

(If happiness is hard, death is fine)

Syeilla

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