The Wedding With My Lecturer

Section 78_Reality

“And I love you so much, Feli. Very.”

Feli who heard this just kept quiet and chuckled a little. His eyes glazed over, not because he was happy, but his heart was even more hurt to hear it spoken again by the man next to him.

“I seirus, Feli,” firmly Saka with jaw attached gaze.

Feli held back his laughter and stared no less seriously at the man before him. “I think now you should find another way, Saka. You think I'd believe you would do the same?” said Feli with a hateful look.

“Until I die, I don't believe what you say, Saka. No will,” continued Feli with widened eyes and hardened jaws.

Feli immediately opened the door of Saka's car and stepped out as fast as lightning. He refused to hear what Saka would say next. His heart could not bear to hear the man's words.

“I don't want to hear anything from your mouth, Saka. I won't want to hear it again,” said Feli with tears in his eyes.

Saka was only able to sigh slowly and lean his body on the steering chair. His eyes looked at Feli who was currently in front of him. He did deliberately not pursue the girl because he realized that all was his fault.

“Did I hurt you too deeply, Feli?” muttered Saka with a vision that began to blur because of the tears that were about to flow.

“And you know, my feelings are still the same as they used to be, Feli. I still love you,” said Saka who had looked down grievously.

Saka still remembers how Feli's tears flowed for the first time. She still remembered the hateful scream that came out from Feli's beautiful mouth. Yes, he still remembers the incident that almost two years happened. The day he lost his love and his life. He lost Feli to this day.

Saka, don't give me to him. I don't want to.

You're impudent Saka. You think I'm an item you can move hands on?

I will forever remember this pain.I hate you and I don't want to see you again.

I hate you, Saka. Hugely.

“As much as you hate me, I can't forget you, Feli. I still love you and very,” Oceh Saka alone.

Saka took a slow breath and exhaled slowly. He started driving his car, leaving the road. He just passed by Feli who was walking slowly on the sidewalk. Saka looked at the girl from the rearview and threw away a tired look.

“I think I hurt you too much, Feli. Maybe it's appropriate that I let you live as you wish.”

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Feli walked down the street in slow steps as Saka's car passed next to him. His eyes observed the car that did not even stop and greeted him.

What you really expect, Feli. He will never take care of you, Feli's inner self with tears flowing instantly.

Slowly, he began to touch his painful chest. His eyes were still staring at Saka's car that had passed further and further until it was invisible. Feli took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Repeatedly until his heart began to improve.

“You must toughen up, Feli. He never loved you. He was never sincere about his feelings. So, don't think about him,” said Feli gave a suggestion.

The new Feli will step when another car stops right in front of him. His eyes observed the car owner who was a foreign patio to him. Until the door opened, displaying a familiar figure.

“Frengky,” murmured Feli with widened eyes.

Frengky who had just come out looked at Feli with a friendly smile. Quickly closed the door and stepped closer to Feli who was still glued in front of him.

“How are you, Feli? I haven't seen you in a long time,” said Frengky with a friendly face.

Feli smiled, covering up the hurt that had approached him. “Good. How about you?”

“I'm good.”

Silent. No one starts a conversation between the two. Feli was just busy with his thoughts that were somehow drifting to nowhere. He was still confused by the presence of the man currently standing in front of him. In fact, for a long time he had not seen Saka's best friend on this one.

Frengky cleared his throat for a moment and looked at Feli with a fixed glance. “How is your relationship with Saka? Has it improved?” asked Frengky with eyes looking at Feli fixed. Because, he saw a speck of tears that were still left in the corner of Feli's eyes.

“What tears are also because of Saka?” frengky guessed.

Feli who heard directly rubbed the corner of his eyes and smiled faintly. “I think it's my business with him, Frengky. So, I hope not to ask anything personal.”

Frengky who heard a small laugh and looked at Feli gently. “Sorry if I get too involved in your affairs. I just feel like he loves you too much. So, I thought you guys would get married soon, but until now you still do not give me an invitation,” explained Frengky with a small laugh.

“What do you mean?” asked Feli with a frown in wonder. He did not understand what Freggky said.

“Saka loves me? Don't be silly, Frengky. He does not love me at all and as long as you remember, I still hate him since he made me a betting material,” said Feli with his eyes fixed. He immediately stepped away from Frengky who was still silent, until the man's speech stopped Feli's steps.

“What sacrifice did Saka take you from me not also make you forget that problem, Feli?” chirped Frengky while turning around and looking at Feli clingy.

“What do you mean?”

“Yes, it wasn't me who let you go, but Saka who tried so hard to tell me to let you go. I'm not that good if Saka doesn't kneel with tears just for you,” explained Frengky made Feli widened in shock. His eyes looked at the man before him with a face of disbelief.

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“Honey, when do you sit and not sleep? Now it's eleven o'clock at night and you have to sleep,” said Elio as he looked at Eiren who was still sitting on the bed with a thinking face.

Eiren stared at Elio with an annoyed look. Her husband kept nagging her and telling her to sleep. In fact, he himself felt not sleepy. His mind still drifted out of nowhere.

“Honey,” call Elio who finally sat near Eiren. “What's bothering you right now? Even to the point of making you not sleep tonight.”

Eiren sighed slowly and looked at her husband with an annoyed look. “Mas, can you shut up for a minute? I was thinking for a moment,”, Eiren said with an upset sigh.

“He? You don't like me to notice?” obviously Elio with an offended look.

Eiren took a breath and exhaled tiredly. His eyes stared at Elio who was looking fixedly. Slowly, her fingers began to stroke her husband's hard jaw slowly and smiled slowly.

“It's not so, Mas. I really like you watching me. Moreover, you love me very much. But now I have a lot of thoughts. I thought about Saka and Feli. Are they okay?” obviously Eiren did not want to make Elio misunderstand.

Elio understood what his wife had done. Slowly, he pulled Eiren into his arms and stroked the top of his wife's head slowly. “Darling, don't be too petty about what they're going through. Let them decide what to do later. After all than you dizzy at picking them up, it would be much better for you to think of me. At least you will not be dizzy and waste free time,” said Elio while smiling.

Eiren who heard patting gently on her husband's chest and stared with a faint smile. “Don't joke, Mas. I'm really serious.”

“I'm also very serious, dear. I've always thought of you,” Elio replied as he pinched Eiren's nose slowly.

Eiren looked up and looked at her husband with a happy smile. “Do not gombalin pregnant people, Mas. Later his son dropped like you loh jadi.”

Elio who heard her clenched Eiren tightly and smiled happily. “No problem, I will make a lot of junior Elio so that you always remember me.”

Eiren who heard him laughed for a moment. He begins to enjoy his new life together with Elio. Yes, a life that feels so perfect. Until finally, she looked back at her husband and smiled.

“Mas, how about my lecture?” eiren asked remembering the study he had left behind.

“Destroyed,” replied Elio casually.

Eiren clucked in annoyance and looked at her husband who was already chuckling. Elio who saw his wife was sulking smiled and kissed softly the red lips that had been washed away.

“What do you want, baby? You want to continue? If yes, tomorrow we can go to campus and you continue your studies.”

“But I haven't left in a long time, Mas,” said Eiren with probing eyes.

“Teanng only, dear. I already made you a leave letter when you left us all. I believe you are still alive and will come back to me again.”

Eiren who heard the moment glazed over. Her hand released Elio's embrace and looked at her husband fixedly. Quickly, Eiren scattered and hugged Elio tightly.

“Thank you kash for believing I'm still around. Thank you for waiting for me and thank you for every color you give me. I love you,” Eiren said with tears of joy that flowed straight away.

Elio who heard was silent and tightened his embrace. He was happy if in the end Eiren was willing to accept it completely.

“Honey, later if you are on campus do not deket same guy yes,” whispered Elio with closed eyes.

“Why?” eiren asked with eyes glancing at Elio.

Elio let go of his wife's embrace and stared with an annoyed face. “You're still asking why, baby? Did you forget that you already have a husband and I don't like it when you're near another man? If there's a man who dares to approach you, I'll make sure tomorrow he'll go as far as possible and won't see the world."

Eiren who heard a small giggle and hugged her husband back. “Iya, Mas. I-i know. I also have no intention of being close to any other man besides you,” Eiren replied with a sumringah smile.

Basic Mas Elio, inner Eiren does not believe in the attitude of Elio which is still annoying.

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