The Wedding With My Lecturer

Section 61_Taste Destroyed

Yes, I'm Eiren. I used to be Eiren, but since the accident Eiren has been dead along with his memory.

Venda closed her eyes in light of Eiren's words. Now he was sitting in front of the shop and looking at the woman with a sharp look. There was a sense of pain in knowing the fact that Eiren had deceived the whole world. Makes it look dead.

Eiren sighed slowly when he realized Venda's gaze was too intimidating. Slowly, he began to look up and looked at the man right in the bead of his shady eyes.

“I need an explanation of this all, Eiren,” said Venda in a soft tone. There was a broken impression because the woman was not honest with him. At the very least, he could be someone who was first on the phone when Eiren came to his senses.

“What should I explain, Venda? I don't have an explanation of everything and I think, you don't need to know what the reason is for me to leave,” Eiren replied in a sharp tone.

“Forging identias, making you seem to die in an accident, you lied to everyone, even your own parents, Eiren. Don't you want to explain anything about this ridiculous thought of yours?” clearly Venda with a sharp tone.

“I just want to live quietly, Venda,” Eiren said casually.

“And see all who love you become hurt? Parents, friends and also Elio,” said Venda in a slow tone. He knew how devastated Elio was this time because he saw a different look than usual.

Hearing the name of the man being called, Eiren immediately let out a rough sigh and stared without interest. His goal of leaving was to avoid Elio, but Venda came and discussed it again. In fact, to start a new life like now was not an easy thing for Eiren. He had to abandon all his life and put aside his broken heart.

“Eiren, you know? Elio looked so devastated. He's like a man who's not taken care of at all. In fact, for two weeks he did not enter the campus and got a letter of reprimand. There is a possibility that he will be expelled from campus,” Venda said.

Eiren stared unconcernedly and looked at Venda fixedly. “Anything about it is none of my business, Venda. Do you know what my purpose is to go? I want to get myself off of him. I want to live a quiet life like before, Venda,” said Eiren with a clear face.

“But you sacrificed a lot of people, Eiren,” firmly Venda with a look of dislike. Eiren could tell his parents everything, at least if he wanted to.

Eiren took a slow breath and exhaled slowly. “I know, Venda. But we need a sacrifice for happiness, right?”

Venda who heard could only be silent with her eyes staring fixedly at Eiren. This was the first time he had seen Eiren in another figure. He always thinks of others before himself. However, now it felt like he saw Eiren in a form that no longer concerned others.

“You sure about that, Eiren? You don't think of your parents who are also devastated?” ask Venda to make sure.

“Did they ever think of me who used to need it?” Eiren asked back and looked at Venda with a relaxed look. “They don't even think about me at all, Venda. Now I just want to make my own. Forget Elio and let him live together with Firda.”

“I must forget my love for him, Venda,” Eiren asserted.

Venda who heard sighed slowly and got up. His hands were outstretched and his smile was full of wounds. “I hope your choice is correct, Eiren. I think now you're not achieving your happiness, but you're carving a new wound. I hope you will be fine,” said Venda with a flat face.

Eiren just silently ignored him. Until finally Venda stepped away from him. After which, he could only sigh and look at the sky that currently looked so bright.

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“Elio,” call Farah in slow voice. Her fingers knocked several times on her son's bedroom door and wished there was a speech from inside.

Farah sighed slowly when she felt her son did not answer. However, just as he was about to leave from in front of Elio's room, a voice stopped him. His ears heard the sound of a door lock that was open and not intermittent, the door to the room in front of him opened. A sigh of relief was heard when Elio started to open the door and looked at his mother with a weak look.

“Honey,” call Farah with poignant staring eyes. His son looked unkempt with disheveled hair. In fact, his face was already adorned with fine feathers that made him look more unkempt.

Farah stroked her son's face slowly, watching Elio's messy face. “Why are you, son? Some days you don't eat and just lock yourself in the room.” Farah was about to shed a tear, but was arrested. As much as possible, he should be strong in front of his son.

Elio sighed slowly and hugged his mother tightly. Her tears had already welled up, realizing how much she missed her Eiren.

Farah stroked his son's back slowly, channeling the calm he had in order for Elio to return to what he was. “You must rise, Elio. You lost if Eiren was alive? You're sure about that, right? So, you have to try to find it and stay strong, baby,” said Farah gave encouragement.

“Elio wants to give up, Ma. Until now Roby did not tell about the development of Eiren. Eiren still remains undiscovered,” Elio replied in a weak tone. He felt tired of pretending to be strong when in reality he was too weak to stare at the world.

“All need process, baby. If your heart is sure of this, you must hurt it. Find Eiren and never give up. You have to stay strong no matter what happens, baby.”

Elio closed his eyes, permeating his togetherness with his mother. Since long ago, the woman in her arms was the only place to shed it all. Sadness, happiness and even destruction. All is poured out to the mother.

Farah let go of her son's embrace and cupped Elio's face gently. His eyes radiated with confidence in his son's heart. “Mama trusts you, baby. Mama believes you will be able to get your love. You'll be able to find Eiren. And when she's found out, mama make sure you're always together. Mama won't let anything separate you. I don't want to see my mom like this anymore. Mama wants you to be happy, baby.”

Elio sighed slowly and let out tears. “If only Elio had never made Eiren a tool to get papa's wealth. If only Elio had been stricter with this relationship and had not thought of Firda. All will not be like this, Ma,” regrets Elio with a weak tone.

Farah stroked her son's face slowly and commented on the thin smile. “Don't regret what happened, son. You just need to get up to fix it. You need to stay strong and look for Eiren. Follow your heart and you will get what he believes,” said Farah with a sincere smile.

Elio who heard nodded and wiped away the flowing tear. It was a relief to say everything to his mother. “Thank you, Ma. I'll find Eiren myself,” Elio replied with complete confidence.

“Mama will help you, dear.” Farah knew who she had to find out about Eiren's whereabouts.

Elio nodded in agreement. He needs help from everything. I'll find you, Eiren. I'm sure you're still alive and when you get back, I won't let a little room for you leave me. I'll keep fighting for you and get your love, Elio's mind is like a threat.

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