The Wedding With My Lecturer

Section 50_Stay Relax

“Sial!” eiren growled with mixed feelings. He felt really stupid because he always believed in the words of Elio which in fact was just a joke.

Eiren let out a rough sigh and threw a small stone into the lake before him. I think he's really upset. Her memory goes back to the events of a few hours ago, when Elio hugged a thin woman and took care of her painstakingly.

Who is he, Elio. Who?, Inner Eiren was full of disappointment.

“Arrgggh” shouted Eiren as loud as possible with tears starting to glow. “Bad you, Elio,” he added by sitting weakly and looking down.

“You shouldn't make me wish, Elio. You shouldn't have to act sweet, damn it!” eiren lirih.

Eiren sighed and tried to calm down. He still had to be strong to be able to get away from Elio no matter how. He is reluctant to be with a man who is even still taking care of his past.

“I have to get things done quickly and get away from Elio's life. I should really stay away,” muttered Eiren who wiped her tears rough. He immediately got up and sat down on the chair.

Eiren chose to close his eyes slowly and permeate the gusts of wind that began to greet. “I never even thought fate would be this cruel to me,” said Eiren feeling his destiny was indeed unfair. He was always hurt and never happy. However, no matter how fate greeted, he could only step up and live it all out.

“The world is not cruel, Eiren. The world just loves you too much.”

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“The world is not cruel, Eiren. The world just loves you too much.”

Eiren who heard the voice immediately turned his head and saw Venda was behind him with both hands inserted into his pants pocket. Her smile was etched beautifully and stared fixedly at Eiren.

“Venda,” call Eiren with surprised face. “You're here?”

Venda nodded and started to step closer. “I happened to pass by after dropping off passengers. And I keep seeing you. So I stopped to say hello,” said Venda who immediately sat next to Eiren.

Eiren who heard only nodded in understanding. He had no intention of saying anything afterwards, making the desolate atmosphere again engulf the two. He stared at the small lake with a flat look.

Venda glanced at Eiren and looked at Eiren's face fixedly. “You're crying again?” ask Venda. This was the second time he had seen Eiren crying. “It looks like our meeting was indeed drowned with tears,” chirps Venda make Eiren frown confused.

“Means?” eiren asked, beginning to be curious.

“Yes is so, right? You always cry when you meet me. Do I not want you to meet that way, Eiren,” joked Venda with a face irritated.

Eiren who heard a small laugh. Moreover, seeing the behavior of Venda who had played his face, ranging from frowning to other things that made Eiren laugh and began to forget the problem.

Venda who saw Eiren happy face immediately sighed softly. “I'd much rather see you smile, Eiren,” Venda said without taking her eyes off Eiren.

Eiren instantly kept silent and looked at Venda with a faint smile.

“Don't ever be sad again, huh? If there is a problem, you can tell me,” added Venda in a soft voice.

Eiren understood. At least Venda would never hurt her because she was sure, Venda would not love her.

“Good. Let's take me home,” Eiren replied with a small laugh.

Venda immediately cheered cheerfully and stepped towards the direction of his parked taxi, followed by Eiren who was at the back. Eiren only dodged in surprise when he saw the happy looking Venda, dancing to and fro.

I'll live my day as usual, Elio. I will show that I am not a woman who expects mercy from anyone, Eiren said in his heart.

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“I'll leave you two here,” said Rega looking at Elio and Firda with a friendly smile.

Elio decided to shut up and looked at the small pond that was in front of him. He had to come to the house and meet Firda. After all, Firda was a person who had also been in his heart. He only wanted to see the development of Firda that still felt weak.

Firda who was in a wheelchair looked at Elio with a thin smile and shady eyes that still looked weak. It felt like he missed the face of the man who had always been his reason for being strong all along.

“E..e...lio,” call Firda with difficulty.

Elio who had been reluctant to look at Firda immediately sighed at the naps and stared at the woman. “What's up, Firda?” asked Elio in a flat voice. Actually he was lazy to meet with Firda because he would remember the painful past.

“Ti..dak.ad..a..ci.um?” asked Firda with a faint smile. Usually Elio always kisses his forehead when meeting. However, he felt the man next to him change. There was never a sweet kiss when Elio met him.

Elio sighed softly and kissed Firda's forehead for a moment. There was no feeling as long as he did that. He just wanted Firda not to have too many thoughts and recover immediately. He wanted to settle the curiosity that had been gnawing at him lately.

Firda was like swallowing a bitter pill when Elio dyed him. Not like before. There was no warmth at all in the kiss that Elio gave. Even impressed as forced. His eyes looked at Elio with a weak look.

“A..ak..u.i...ngin..bic..ara with you,” Firda said with a gasp.

Elio who looked turned his head in shock and approached towards Firda. “Don't talk too much, Firda. You are not yet fully healthy. We will talk next time, now you go in first,” Elio said with a hand that was about to bring Firda in. However, the woman prevented it and shook her head.

“A..ku.ti..d..ak.mau kam.u..hate.a..ku ter..us,” said Firda while looking at Elio with a face full of hope.

Elio finally shut up and sat back down. His eyes were fixed on the woman in front of him. Waiting for what Firda said.

Firda took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. “A..ku ti.dak bese..cheating, Elio,” said Firda made Elio widen his eyes. “Ak.u, men.cin.***, you.”

Elio chuckled at Firda's words and shook his head slowly. “You said love me? Who was the man in the accident with you? Not to mention you're carrying another man's child. Or maybe it's my son?” elio asked with a pale face. All this time he thought the same thing. Is that my son?

Firda sighed softly and shook his head. “Bu.kan. It was an.nak from pri.a who ber.sam.me. Ak.u fetched.ak by papa kamu.”

“What?” elio shouted with a hardened face. His world instantly felt dark for a moment and looked at Firda who was breathing while nodding. A drop of tears flowed down Firda's cheek remembering Abian's actions that caused her to lose Elio's love.

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