The Wedding With My Lecturer

Section 14_Try to Believe

“Alex is really in a match, Fel,” said Eiren with eyes staring at the flower beds located behind the costan.

Feli who was still sitting quietly next to him took a quick glance and looked back at the flower bed before him. His eyes stared at the beautiful red rose that looked so beautiful.

Eiren let out a long sigh and gazed towards the pond that was near the garden. His hands began to throw one by one the carried pebbles, making small waves due to some fish chasing.

“She told me to wait and I was confused as to how. You know what, Fel? I started to waver with Alex's words. I'm starting to not believe it. All this time there has never been a thing we kept secret and yesterday, Alex has been hiding something this big,” he said with a flat face, “ I think, he doesn't even want to tell all the truth.”

Feli glanced at Eiren and smiled slightly. “Eiren, will you know if there are thorns on the rose that we stare at?” asked Feli while pointing at the expanse of roses that are so thick. Eiren who was asked just shook his head and looked at Feli questioningly.

“Same with Alex's appointment, Eiren. From far away, everything feels beautiful. He'll stay with you, he'll still be your Alex and he'll come back to you. However, if we take a closer look, there is a thorn that will hurt you,” explained Feli with eyes staring at Eiren.

“You mean?” eiren asked with a frown. He did not understand Feli's words which still revealed a smile.

“Simplenya, all promises Alex can not even you trust completely, Eiren. You have to start letting go because anything that starts with a lie will end with a lie. You know, he didn't even intend to leave it just for your sake, did he?” said Feli was annoyed by the attitude of Eiren who was too trusting with Alex's promise.

Eiren was silent for a moment. Should she doubt Alex's feelings? Should he begin to doubt the feelings of the lover he so loved? Feli who saw the doubt in Eiren's eyes patted his best friend's shoulder gently and smiled gently.

“Eiren, I just said what I think. I think you can judge and find a way out of your problems. Whatever you finally decide, I hope all is the best later,” said Feli said to know Eiren's increasingly worried feelings, “I just hope you don't feel any injuries at all later.”

Eiren who heard immediately smiled. “Maybe I should try to trust him. Anyhow five years is not a short time, Fel.”

“If that is your choice, then go for it. Please do not carry too much heart. So, when everything is inversely proportional to reality, you do not need to feel destroyed,” said Feli reminded.

Eiren nodded. How can I not use my heart? Even I had left part of my heart to Alex, Eiren's mind closed, strengthening his own heart that what Alex said was true. He'll be back with her again.

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“Ih, basic lecturer less work. I told you to gather to the upper lantaia, eh even nothing. Fortunately he was handsome, if not, ogah deh akinin,” grumbled Jessica who was passing through the corridor.

His father's face frowned in annoyance, making some students who were about to say hello immediately undo the intention. They are reluctant to get a scathing remark from Jessi when she is angry.

Jessica let out a loud sigh and unintentionally hit the person who was walking in front of her. Emotions that have been held feel like overflowing instantly. “You it if the road use mat...” Jessi stopped her speech and stared with a frown. “Alex,” call him with a face of disbelief.

“You're okay, Jess?” alex asked ignoring Jessica's confused look because Dora had been clinging to him since then.

Jessi nodded with a face that was still confused. “Yes, I'm fine. But who is he? Your sister?” tanyanya pointed at Dora.

“Include, I'm Dora. His future wife Alex,” said Dora by emphasizing his status.

“Hah? What?” Jessi looked foolishly and looked at Alex who was silent. “He's your future wife? Then Eiren?”

“She's already an ex,” interrupted Dora with a relaxed face.

Alex reluctantly responds to Dora's words and grieves resentfully. Without saying anything, he pulled Dora who was still about to talk to Jessi. Letting Dora study at the same college as her feels like a disaster in life. In fact, in a dream alone he was reluctant to think about this kind of thing.

“You why the hell pull me?” chirping Dora felt dislike with the grip of Alex's hand that felt so painful.

Alex stopped his steps and took off the rough grip of his hand. “I'm asking you not to say that kind of nonsense. I'm sick of it,” hiss Alex is upset.

“I just told you what happened. So, where's the bullshit?” dora asked with an innocent face.

“You heard, Dora,” Alex said as he moved closer, “I'll tell you one truth. Until whenever I will never decide Eiren,” insists Alex and instantly distanced his body. He looked at Dora with a sharp look.

Dora chuckled and looked at Alex casually. “You know, right, Alex. I don't like sharing.”

“Successful,” says Alex with a cynical smile, “if you don't want to share, don't force people who don't love you to be in love.”

Dora who was looking started to lose her composure. His eyes looked at Alex who was still smiling guiltlessly. Breathing sounded a few times and Dora again showed her calmness.

“Alex, I am the one who always holds my word. I once said that if what I want and do not achieve, then no one should have it. You know, if you play with me, there will be a lot of your pawns broken. Your parents and Eiren. They are your loved ones. So, for the last time I said, obey and everything will feel easy,” explained Dora with a sharp look.

“Don't try playing fire, Alex. You will never win against me. You have a weakness I know of. As for me, you never know what my weakness is,” Dora added as she looked towards Alex with a triumphant face. “So, I ask to sever all your ties with Eiren right now.”

Alex let out a loud sigh and looked at Dora with a sharpened look. “Whatever you say, I will never decide Eiren. She is my girlfriend and will be forever. Don't dream too much to keep me away from him.”

The annoyed Alex immediately left Dora who was still still in place and revealed her sweet smile. His net was staring at the relaxed man so loved.

“If you don't want to do it, I will, Alex. What already belongs to a Dora, she will not be owned by anyone,” hissed Dora with a sweet face and a seductive smile.

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