The Wedding With My Lecturer

Section 42_Best Separation

Alex sighed while looking at the door that did not also feature Eiren. It had been almost an hour that he had waited and the girl had not come to see him either. Several times his eyes stared at the streets that looked crowded and hoped that someone who was waiting for him would come soon.

“Don't he want to see me? I didn't read it wrong, did I?” inner Alex with a hand that re-opens her phone. Ensuring that what Eiren sent out won was correct.

“How long is it,” grumbled Alex felt impatient to resolve all the misunderstandings that occurred between the two of them. He also missed Eiren. At least today was the last time he could be together and talk to Eiren. After that he was not sure that he would be able to greet Eiren.

Alex looked at the watch that kept turning and looked up again when his ears heard the sound of bells coming from the door, indicating that someone had just entered. His smile rose when he saw that Eiren had already entered and was looking for him.

“Eiren,” call Alex with a charming smile. His hand waved, giving a sign of his current position.

Eiren who was looking just stared at it with a flat look. Not because of hate, but because he was too tired to feel hatred with someone. Eiren sat down who was in front of Alex quietly with sharpened eyes.

Alex who was too happy to see Eiren immediately widened his hand and was about to hug Eiren. However, Eiren swiftly retreated and prevented Alex, leaving the man silent for a moment.

“You won't hug me? I miss you,” Alex said with a sad face.

“I came because you said you wanted to solve all our unfinished problems. That's why I came to see you, Alex,” said Eiren reluctantly to feel the fall back on the man before him.

Alex, who heard a wry smile, sat back down, followed by Eiren, who sat in the chair opposite to him. Eiren stared at the food and drink that was already in front of him.

So already booked?, Inner Eiren looked back at Alex.

“It's still your favorite food, right? Grilled rice with chicken milk in it,” explains Alex with a thin smile and eyes that are still staring fixed Eiren.

Eiren was silent and did not respond to Alex's remarks. He was not even interested at all to touch his food. His eyes only looked at Alex with a fixed gaze, hoping that the man before him would reopen the conversation.

Alex who saw Eiren's response again grimaced with pain. It felt like he was devastated when Eiren did not look at him like he used to. The love felt disappeared from the eyes of the girl in front of him.

Alex sighed slowly and began his conversation. “How are you, Eiren?” alex began to talk.

“As you can see, Alex. I'm fine,” Eiren replied briefly.

“I'm glad you're okay. I asked you to meet just to say sorry for all this time. I'm too insensitive to your feelings. I didn't know you were worried about my decision. I guess we were one thought all along,” Alex said with a handcuff playing a straw of orange juice in front of him.

“I don't blame you for that, Eiren. I know you are also trying to understand me, but I also can't resist my parents' will,” Alex added with eyes staring at Eiren sharply.

“In the end you accept Dora as your wife,” Eiren chirps suppress the taste that is still stored.

Alex who heard sighs loudly and nods. “Sorry, Eiren. I have to marry her. I had already snatched away his most precious treasure and besides, my parents also had a lot of debt with the Dora family. I can't sacrifice my family just to make up for my ego,” explained Alex with tears welling up in his eyes.

Eiren who heard instantly sighed and pulled the tip of his lips with a faint smile. He tried to expel the disappointment that had started to eat away at him.

Alex heard the tears growing. His fingers clasped Eiren's hand tightly, trying to find the calm he had for five years. “I love you, Eiren. I love you,” muttered Alex making Eiren close his eyes tightly, permeating all the wounds that reopened.

“From now on, love Dora and not me, Alex. I am your past. I'm just someone who stops by for a moment and enjoys time with you. I'm just a figure from the past that you should forget. May this be our last meeting and when we meet again, there is happiness for each of us. I love you,” said Eiren as he let go of Alex's hand.

Eiren got up and started to step out. Instantly her tears flowed past her smooth cheeks. I know it's going to be like this, Alex. Whatever we do, eventually you will be with her and I will be alone, inner Eiren feels pain.

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Elio looked at Eiren who had entered the cafe. His fingers gripped the steering wheel tightly, feeling that there was a hot fire running through the body. His eyes looked at Eiren who was already sitting opposite Alex, the man he hated so much.

“It turns out this is what he meant by meeting his friend? This is what is meant by wanting to have fun,” grumbled Alex with annoyance and intend to attract Eiren to go home. However, he abandoned his intentions and chose to keep Eiren in the car. He will watch from a distance.

“Alex, you are looking for trouble with people's future wives,” murmured Elio with eyes staring dislike because Alex was grasping Eiren's hand.

However, just as he was grumbling, his net was again startled with Eiren coming out. He could see there were tears flowing from the corner of the girl's eyes. Elio just stared in confusion and looked back at Alex who also seemed to shed tears.

“Eiren, what happened?” batin Elio immediately drove his car.

Elio followed Eiren from behind with a face that started to rouse. He wants to pull the woman in and say that all will be well, but Elio is afraid that Eiren is angry. Until finally, Eiren stopped his steps and the same thing was done by Elio. His car stopped not far from Eiren's current place.

“You what is he?” elio asked when he saw that Eiren was silent and sitting at the stop.

Long Elio waited and saw Eiren who was just silent. In fact, when taxis and buses that pass through it are simply ignored. Until the water droplets from the sky began to descend slowly and became swift. Eiren still remained seated with his eyes staring at the deserted streets.

“What he did,” growled Elio and got straight out of the car using an umbrella.

Elio stepped closer to Eiren who was still resuscitating his staff at the bus stop without doing anything.

“Eiren, what you lak...” Elio stopped his words as Eiren stared with reddened eyes and tears streaming down. His heart felt pain to see the girl who was usually always cheerful become so weak. Unknowingly Elio immediately grabbed Eiren with a chaotic feeling.

Eiren who was treated thus immediately let out his tears more and more profusely. He ignored who was currently hugging him. “I know, in the end it will be like this. He's going to kill Dora, but it still hurts. I will be alone, Elio, I will be alone,” Eiren said weakly.

Elio closed his eyes to hear a grievous wail from Eiren's direction. His hand tightened his embrace and sighed softly.

“Do not be afraid, Eiren. You won't be alone. I will continue with you, I will be with you. I will never leave you,” Elio said so sincerely.

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