The Uterus for My Husband

najwa's letter

Zahra was standing by the window when she saw her two children playing, now Fathan is two years old and Rafa is four years old.The two are very close to protecting each other love, love, love each other, Zahra and Faras often took him to the tomb.they kept telling him that Najwa's mother had been in heaven first. From behind Faras hugging the zahra he kissed the top of his head.

" they have grown up loving and look at them happy as what Najwa wants, thank you for taking good care of our children.

" it's Zahra mas's duty, he our children's most precious treasure to us".See children still play with his grandmother and grandfather. Zahra shed tears remembering Najwa, so much of his sacrifice for those closest to him. Faras turned Najwa to face him, rubbed the tears of zahra, then kissed his forehead again hugging his wife.

" Najwa doesn't want you to cry like this, Najwa wants us to be happy. Save your tears for the happiness of love instead of sorrow, we must be stronger for the children." Faras broke his arms, wiping Zahra's tears away.

" pardon Zahra mas, bismillah Zahra will always smile for the children".

" it is also time they have a baby sister, mas will soon be old if not quickly have more children.The age of the mas is much different from the wife of a young mas". Zahra furrowed her eyebrows now her husband looks spoiled. she then laughed to hear Faras say if he was old. indeed their distance is quite far 12 years, he said, Zahra still looks very young while Faras is like Zahra's brother or om.

" it's okay old, Zahra's old husband is still strong. Zahra's getting in love even though the hair's white". Zahra chuckled, Faras pinched Zahra's nose and walked forward to play with his children.

" umi..." Fathan runs for cover behind the umi zahra as Rafa chases after him, they play shootouts.

" sister is always so definitely taking refuge behind umi, ".

" don't frown baby, your sister is not your opponent.Fathan's sister just run not fast, play with Abi ya". Rafa is very happy, they are engrossed in playing in the yard.

" when to graduate Zahra". asked Umi, now Zahra has completed her lecture with the best value. she just waited for graduation, just waiting for graduation, since long ago Zahra was smart even though he passed college while taking care of his family Zahra still got the best grades.

" insyaAlloh umi next month just waiting for graduation."

" is there any intention to work like Najwa once did".

" how mas Faras only umi if allowed, but if not Zahra will focus on taking care of the children". umi smiled she was happy Zahra her son according to her husband.

" if according to Umi they need a mother who accompanies him Zahra, there is no best teacher other than his own mother.and umi hope you immediately give a sister for them". Zahra smiled at the urge to have another child spoken from the people closest to her.

" insyaAlloh umi pray for Zahra".

" aamiin".

" umi.. "now replace Rafa who ran towards uminya, he also asked for protection umi. he knew if his ashes would not hurt his umi. Fathan has moved on to play with his grandfather.

" it's noon baby we go to the house of rest" said Faras holding Fathan. then everything goes inside.

During Najwa's death no one had moved Najwa's belongings inside. Now the request of Umar's baba, if they had to tidy up Najwa's room in order to donate only Najwa's goods that can still be used. the room will be used for Rafa and Fathan, before they grow up they sleep in the same room.

Bibik dropped the paper tucked from Najwa's wardrobe.he did not dare to open because it belonged to his master, the aunt immediately called Zahra and gave it to Zahra. Zahra opened it, there is a writing of Najwa on the paper that looks there are traces of Najwa blood drops.Perhaps it was written when Najwa felt pain, he left a message for her husband and her honey.

dear mas Faras and Zahra

I'm happy living with you, you're the best people in my life. Mas Faras Najwa loves you very much, I will bring this love with Najwa there later.you best man no other mas, I will bring this love with Najwa, never in my life have you yelled at me except once when I asked you to marry Zahra.

Zahra is best for you mas, I choose it for you. When I'm gone I will be calm, because there is Zahra who takes care of you. keep the zahra like mas Faras take care of me, love her with all your heart.she was a good woman, but Najwa never met in the world of good honey like Zahra.

Zahra, mba nitip mas Faras and our children yes.love mas Faras as I love him, you must promise me if you will live happily. Don't make mba your benchmark of grief, but you will be so happy to see you living happily with your children, I see you here.

mba nitip one name for your daughter later if God permits. Hafidza Shafiya I like that name, not only your son he is also my son Zahra. I write this with happiness because I will soon meet my Rabbku.

Don't cry Zahra wipe your tears, you have to remember I don't want to see your tears because it's sad. Come smile for me, well it will look very beautiful, I love you all so much.

Greetings from Najwa Lathifa.

Thank you for bringing me happiness before I leave.

You have to promise me you'll be happy with the kids.

Assalamu'alaic...

*Lathifa's Najwa*

Zahra broke down but Faras caught her, and the aunt told her that Zahra had read a piece of paper in Najwa's closet, and Faras had brought Zahra to sit down, he took the paper in Zahra's hand and Faras read it.

" remember what Najwa said, we must not be sad we must be happy dear.from there Najwa saw us, he would be disappointed to see us sad this way". Faras kissed Zahra's forehead and turned on her tears.

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