The Uterus for My Husband

funerals

Faras lifted Najwa's body he lay on the bed, folded Najwa's hand like a prayer person in the clear eye was closed perfectly. while zahra he still can't believe what happened even Najwa died falling on his lap. Zahra was still shocked to cry loudly on the floor. Faras hugged Zahra hoping that if Zahra could calm down, Zahra would be shocked just like her. Najwa was the first love for Faras, the first and foremost wife of Faras. He can process his emotions because Dr. Arif has said that Najwa will not be able to last long again, and the day that Faras feared now really happened.

Bilal contacted all his family, Faras would not be strong enough to tell all his family, especially the family kiyai Umar Najwa's parents.

" m tell Zahra this is not true mas, mba Najwa wake up mba." Faras kept Zahra from running towards Najwa, who had become the corpse.

" please calm down, Istighfar dear". Faras was still in the same position of calming Zahra.

" Najwa no longer feels the pain, baby, he is healed. Najwa will be calmer and happier in God's paradise." Zahra screamed loudly she cried, like a dream to her. she never expected this to happen.Even Zahra was ready to sacrifice everything for Najwa, but there was nothing she could do. The disease that Najwa suffered could not be replaced by Zahra.

All the families had gathered to see Najwa's body lying on the bed, no one was not crying but they were not as hysterical as Zahra, they knew that if Najwa was sick and this was the bad thing they had to accept.all calmed down the already helpless Zahra, she was very weak to accept the reality that happened.

" to calm down, Najwa is happy there.let Najwa walk perfectly without any weeping from us. Zahra, in the life of a child like this will happen not only within Najwa we will all one day catch up with Najwa son. Stop crying so that Najwa also calmly leaves us, you are the mother of your two children you have to be stronger for their sake. Baba is sure that's what Najwa wants from you, he wants to see you happy.take good care of your two children." baba said as she rubbed Zahra's head to pray for Zahra to be calmer.

Zahra was reminded of her two children, a child who still needed affection from her and her husband. Zahra was speechless as she walked towards the car on papah by Faras and Umi.

the body will be brought back to the house of Faras, they will bathe him there, and the body will be buried in the tomb of the family kiyai Umar near the pesantren at the request of Najwa before, he said, all he said to her was two days before she gave birth.

Faras' body trembled but he tried to be strong this last time he would touch his wife Najwa. Faras bathed Najwa's body led by his father-in-law Kiyai Umar.

" don't cry in front of his body son, it will be very painful for Najwa. lhlaskan in your heart he is now no longer feeling pain, Najwa has calmed down. Faras splashed water on Najwa's body, his face looking clean like a smile. Zahra was not strong he did not go in to help bathing Zahra immediately limp his body could not walk to see Najwa's body.

The bodies have finished bathing and in Kafani, now all pray for the bodies and will be taken to the cemetery. Faras leads Zahra to see Najwa for the last time.

" don't weep in front of Najwa's body dear, this is the last time you'll see him before he's in the tomb right". Faras leads Zahra.Zahra's chest tightens he holds that will spill over.

" Give your last greetings to dear Umi Najwa, umi will go to heaven. Rafa can't be naughty Rafa take care of fathan's sister ya". baba's advice. Rafa smiles as he kisses Najwa's body one last time. As Faras and Zahra's chest tightens, Rafa is closer to Najwa than his birth mother Zahra.

" umi to heaven." the small voice that was still stammering was uttered. kiyai Umar who was holding Rafa nodded.

" yes, dear umi first to her paradise".

" assalamu'alaikum umi wa". said Rafa made all tears back, only Rafa who smiled to release the departure of Najwa. which he knew uminya still sleeping as usual.

Pesantren grieving all santri participated in praying and praying for Najwa's body, in his life Najwa never had a bad record.he as a very good teacher dotes on all his students, in his life Najwa never had a bad record.he as a very good teacher dote on all his students, and as a wife she was also so good especially as honey she was very good to Zahra.

Pharas descended in the grave of he who sacrificed the body of his wife he also hoarded the land for his beloved wife. Zahra held tight he was allowed to come along to deliver Najwa's body as long as he did not cry anymore. All of them had gone home to Faras and Najwa who were on top of Najwa's tomb.

" mba, Zahra will take care of Rafa and Fathan as she wants. Zahra will educate them very well, allow Zahra and mas Faras to jointly educate our children to be children Solih mba can pray mba like dream mba". Faras hugged Zahra's shoulder.

" we say to Najwa, your way will be light to your Lord. We sincerely let go of you, walk calmly." Faras forced a smile also Zahra, then both of them went home leaving the tomb of Najwa is still wet in sprinkled with so many flowers.

Already out of the cemetery they then entered the car driven by Bilal. Faras hugged Zahra tightly, knowing that Zahra could not bear to cry. Bilal then drove his car very slowly they went home to Faras.

Fathan wasn't fussy at all he was calm with the sisters. Arriving at home, Zahra ran to find Fathan's whereabouts he carried and hugged Fathan. Fathan wriggled he woke up feeling there was a body holding him.

" Umi will take care of you son, you great boy dear Fathan strong boy". Faras came back to embrace Zahra, so that Zahra might have strength in her. Faras also wanted to be strong for Zahra and her children. Najwa left Faras with a precious treasure, Fathan, as Najwa had wanted him to have a child, even though he could not treat his illness, he will if he has no son of Soleh who always sends prayers for him. Najwa believed in Zahra that he would make Fathan the son of Soleh.

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