The Uterus for My Husband

counsels

In the pesantren room Najwa still contemplating himself, Najwa sat by the window while looking at the children who were memorizing. She is here but her heart and mind are still in her home.she misses Rafa her husband's son with Zahra.

" Mba was told to eat with Abah". pinta arsi son of Abah Hasan brother of kiyai Umar. Najwa this time was in the pesantren belonging to his baba sister, he wanted to be calm there.

" mba is still not hungry deck, you are first okay" said Najwa he still feels bad to eat.

" but Abah asked Arsi to call mba Najwa". in the pesantren owned by kiyai Hasan there was never a person who refused the kiyai call, kiyai, for that arsi is not good if his brother's call is not indicated by Najwa's cousin.

" wait a minute you go there first later mba following ya". arsi smiled then she said goodbye to following her parents at the dinner table.kiyai Hasan has three children Arsi, Arya, Aira. arsi was the eldest son of Abah Hasan and he was also unmarried..

" where is your mother Najwa ndok". asked Umi Aisha the wife of Abah Hasan.

" he said that soon the mummies of Najwa followed.

" eating a lot of ndok to be healthy". said Umi Aisha.

" yes thanks umi". said Najwa but he took only a little, actually he was very lazy to eat but because his uncle asked finally he wanted to not disappoint his uncle. his uncle who had seen Najwa since then sighed harshly.

" sad may be but do not overdo it, do not you punish yourself Najwa let alone the fetus in your stomach pity he needs nutrition". Najwa looked up at her uncle, telling her she was pregnant. Kiyai Umar told her.

" uncle...".

" uncle knows you are pregnant eat a lot, do not think of where uncle knows. I am your uncle all about you uncle knows". said his uncle then asked his wife to add Najwa food. Umi Aisha then gave him a barrel of rice to Najwa's plate.

" i thank you already". Najwa then joined the meal although it was difficult for him but he tried to eat it up.

Abah Hasan deliberately emptied his schedule today he wanted to chat with his cousin. Najwa was in the room with Arsi, Arsi did not dare to ask about Najwa's arrival here whether until he stayed.

" mba is most happy to be here because the air is still naturally fresh". Najwa tried to talk to liven up the atmosphere, arsi's submissive son he was also quiet.

" yes Mba Alhamdulillah".

" arsi you are ready to marry deck, if there is not long before getting married" said Najwa

" just pray InsyaAlloh, Arsy still wants to serve in the cabin Abah first". Arsy's smile flashed.

" uncle "

" boy Najwa, how do you feel here". asked Abah Hasan.

" Alhamdulillah uncle Najwa at home, Najwa likes the cool place is still a lot of trees.sorry uncle if Najwa troublesome".

" not at all, your nephew uncle whenever you're here uncle will be happy this door is always open for you son. But what you did to get out of the house without her husband's permission was not good, son. That is how we in the world are faced with trials, heavy or light. God tests us out of love with us, but the test strengthens not weakens us. Leave everything to God, eliminate the worry or worry in you son. Tell your husband if you're here, it's okay if you want to stay here for long. Poor husband must be looking for you, talk about his problems well not run away like this. Running from problems will not solve your problems just your heart is getting burdened. How until now how can you feel your heart is calm,". asked Abah, his advice at length he knew what Najwa felt but what Najwa did wrong he went without saying goodbye. If out of the house a wife must be with her husband's permission. Najwa instead cried with Abah's question, because it was true that Abah said her heart was so unsettled she kept thinking about her husband and Rafa.

" pardon Najwa uncle, Najwa was so agitated.

" Our life is between when and the shroud, God has outlined when it is ready or not. Our duty here is only to worship - do you not remember the verse of Allah, the letter of zariyat verse 56 'I did not create jinn and men but that they should worship Me '. This is how life wants a lot of pebbles, whatever we want is not necessarily good for us according to God." explained Abah Hasan.

" what Najwa had to do uncle, Najwa could not afford to lose Najwa's fetus. for many years Najwa wanted this uncles fetus and in time Najwa wanted to have it but God tested Najwa with Najwa's disease ".

" it is a testament to God's love for you son, He is testing you how your love for Him is greater or lesser with your love for His being". Najwa relentlessly let out his tears, he realized for several days his heart was made to worry until he left the house without permission husband even though he knew how the law.

" uncle hiks.hiks.." hearing Najwa crying umi Aisha go inside, Najwa definitely needs a shoulder to lean on.

" tell your husband where you are now that he must be looking for you in-laws and your honey, umi know from your baba if your honey is very good".

" yes, Zahra was so good with his sacrifice. Mas Faras was also very good for Najwa mas Faras to do what Najwa asked".

" Thank God so many people who love you dearly, remain grateful that it will calm your heart. if indeed God wills your fetus will be born even though many obstacles faced by your baby will still be born into this world. All are but trials of life and man faces his own trials according to the portion that God has set. The test is in accordance with our levels, son, God is sure if we are able to." umi added while rubbing Najwa's head.

Umi Aisha and Abah Hasan advised Najwa, although he was a niece but Umi and Abah loved Najwa like a child of their own.

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