The Uterus for My Husband

istikhara

Faras woke up he saw if the clock shows at 3 am, he saw his wife was still asleep Faras did not want to disturb Najwa this time Faras would perform prayers istikharah as what was suggested by the baba. Faras took the ablution water and stretched out his alphabet. Najwa also woke up from his sleep he saw her husband while praying, Najwa did not budge he wanted to hear the prayer of his beloved husband.

" O God I was confused by the decision made by my wife Najwa, he gave me a very difficult choice for me to choose him. And I know if You hate divorce, which is best for me God marry Zahra or not". Faras wept on his prayer mat he continued to pray to the Khalik. Najwa, who had heard him, cried but was unknown to Faras. After praying Faras continued with his tilawah, Najwa just went and was about to perform night prayers faras prevent him then he invited Najwa to congregate.

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Faras dabbled several days of his dreams about Zahra and Najwa.he woke up this tenth day he dreamed the same thing. in this dream Najwa and Zahra meet him come together wearing a wedding dress both very beautiful. Faras woke up and beristighfar many times. Faras today intends to meet the ustadz who delivered him ta'aruf to Najwa and who until now became the master of najai Faras.

" nak Faras has come a long time.

" not long ago about ten minutes ago".

" i'm sorry I waited a little while to teach the kids".

" yes ustadz is okay, I want to ask something ustadz. before his request Faras has disturbed ustadz" said Faras.

" no need Faras ustadz not disturbed what does seem important". asked ustadz curious.

" yes, Ustadz Faras wanted to ask you something".

" please son".

" how the sign of istikharah is ustadz". ustadz even smiled.

" why ask me before you got married to Najwa you did it too". Fars smiled shyly.

" what I now confuse ustaz"" Faras then told ustadz everything if Najwa wanted her husband to marry again.

" the last ten days I dreamed the same thing and last night the dream came again if Najwa and Zahra were wearing

the wedding dress met me ustadz.

" how about your heart.

" i love Najwa Ustadz no matter what happens to us will not change my feelings" Faras said.

" the divorce is indeed very prohibited in our religion son and polygamy is not prohibited. it is true that you do not guarantee that you can be fair but with what you said earlier about Najwa that he did not demand justice. slowly you can learn how to be fair with the help of your wives. Najwa a good child also saliha he did this must have considered carefully.remain all decisions are in your hands son. Faras was silent he thought, lately his mind remembers Zahra and Najwa continues.

" Good ustadz thanks for the advice Faras pamit go home first".

" God has chosen the best for you, Faras". Faras digested the words of the ustadz.

After returning from the house of Ustadz, Faras intended to come to meet his father-in-law, Kyai Umar. We are currently lecturing to fill the congregation at the Al Muttaqin mosque in the neighboring village. Faras did not want his talk heard by the house people better he met kyai at the lecture place.

" You called the baba's driver not to pick him up".

" yes ba sudha, we go to the city park ya ba Faras want to talk". baba nods to follow her daughter-in-law.

" i'm sorry ba Faras just didn't want our conversation heard by anyone so Faras picked up baba". baba smiled at his daughter-in-law was very polite.

" what about baba".

" marriage, son of God, has given the answer that Zahra will be your wife. You can slow down to take a fair look Najwa will help you. " Faras was confused all told him to do the wedding.

" but Ba Faras did not want to hurt Najwa".

" Najwa who asked him he must have thought about it in advance, the boy always took his decision with a lot of consideration son".

Once the heart of Faras feels crowded, everything actually supports Najwa's desire to live with his parents who he has not told. Faras then took his baba but Faras asked Baba's permission that he would go home first. Baba allowed Faras he then went to go home.

" it's been almost two weeks you haven't slept at home and Najwa didn't come home actually what's going on with you guys.

" someone wants Faras to talk about mi, Abi where". Abi Turn from above heard Faras' voice.

" umi Abi, Faras asks permission to remarry".

" astaghfirullah faras so this is what made Najwa leave the house, umi never taught you this. Whatever Najwa you have to sincerely accept it, you have to accept it, umi and Abi had no problem if we would not have a grandson Faras.

" umi listen to Faras talk first this is all Najwa's will". Umi and Abi are stunned as if in disbelief.

" what do you mean, son".

" Najwa who asked him umi, Najwa stayed at his parents' house because he forced Faras with a difficult choice to marry Zahra or leave Najwa."

" who is Zahra Faras". tnaya Umi he was curious about the story of Faras.

" zahra is the woman whom Najwa chose for Faras, ".

" is it not wrong to make such a big decision, son".

" Faras had tried to talk to Najwa many times umi so that Najwa changed his decision, but still Najwa did not want to stick to the same desire to get faras married".

" is it true that you don't know how sick it is in honey, son, no woman wants her husband to be with another man".umi cried considering how much he loved Najwa.

" Zahra who he wants".

" Zahra is the son of Mr. Zainal whose wife sells cassava at the end of the road" explained Faras.

" it's very young, son, and Abi knows she's still in school"...

" this year Zahra graduated Abi and she was a student of Najwa.

" quiet umi we meet Najwa yes, we ask with his decision. Abi also hopes that if Najwa changes his decision,". Abi calms the still crying Umi.

Faras was clean, tonight he will take his umi and his ashes to meet Najwa.

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